Doorstep
Showjoe Lyrics

I’m at the doorstep of ya love
I am metaphorically standing outside the entrance to your love, hoping to be invited in.

Can you open it up?
Can you allow me access to your love? Can you let me be a part of your life?

Cuz right now i’m fucked
Because at this moment, I am in a state of deep emotional distress or confusion.

I just need, someone to trust
I simply require a trustworthy person in my life, someone I can rely on and confide in.

Someone to trust
A person whom I can have faith in, one who will not deceive or betray me.

Feels like I got bad luck
It seems as though I am consistently experiencing unfortunate circumstances or outcomes.

I always come runner up
I am consistently placed in second position or overlooked, never achieving the ultimate success or recognition.

Somehow i’m never enough
In some way, I am always deemed insufficient or inadequate, never meeting the expectations or requirements.

Never enough for her
Specifically, I am never able to fulfill the desires or needs of the person I am referring to.

Had pain but you made it worse
I already had emotional distress or suffering, but you exacerbated it, making it even more intense or unbearable.

Had scars and you made em hurt
I had previous emotional wounds or traumas, and you were the cause of renewed pain or discomfort in relation to them.

Had you that changed in a blur
I had you in my life, but you underwent a significant transformation or alteration, occurring rapidly or indistinctly.

Why’d you come in my life?
What was the reason or purpose behind your entrance into my life?

Don’t leave just stay for a night
Please do not depart, instead remain with me for a short period of time.

I’m always wrong I can’t do right
I am consistently mistaken or misguided, unable to make correct decisions or actions.

I even bought the things that you like
I went to the extent of purchasing items or possessions that align with your preferences or tastes.

Big mistake, I made
I made a significant error or misjudgment in my actions or choices.

Thinking that this could work out
Believing or having the hope that our relationship or situation could be successful or resolved.

To her new everything
To the person who has become your everything, your focus and priority.

She’s your now
She has now become the one you are emotionally invested in or committed to.

Turns out she was yours all along
It transpires that she belonged to you from the beginning, and I was simply unaware of it.

Guess this is my goodbye song
I suppose this song serves as my farewell or parting message.

Would really love to find out where we went wrong
I genuinely desire to understand the specific moments or actions that led to the deterioration of our relationship.

But now, i’m moving on
However, at this moment, I am progressing forward and leaving the past behind.

Moving on (Yeah)
I am actively transitioning to a new phase or stage in my life.

Moving on
Continuing to progress and let go of the past.

Moving on (Yeah)
Continuing the process of moving forward and leaving behind what no longer serves me.

Moving on
Continuing the journey of personal growth and resilience.

Moving on (Yeah)
Advancing and evolving, refusing to dwell on past experiences.

Moving on
Continuing the process of healing and self-discovery.

I always win
I consistently achieve victory or success in various aspects of life.

So it’s your loss...
Consequently, it is your own disadvantage or missed opportunity.

It was yours all along
It was yours from the very beginning, speaking to the ownership or possession of something or someone.