Some believe when you die, you see the light at the end of a tunnel; this i… Read Full Bio ↴Some believe when you die, you see the light at the end of a tunnel; this is one light the likes of Serial Killin Records, SickTanicK Tha Souless has never and will never see even at the moment of death.... SickTanicK Tha Souless grew up in a middle class home without a mother or a father, often being mentally abused by his peers SickTanicK Tha Souless was turned away by the system of contemporary life at a early age. Rejected by public school systems, churches, and other forms of socially acceptable activities he found a love for music. Most of his time was spent playing on a 1970's "Fun Machine" In his youth, composing, learning, and producing his own music even at the young age of 10 soon after learning other instruments such as the guitar and bass he flourished as a young musician. Not long after hitting his teenage years he found a obsession with the occult, being turned away from church and "god" he found a path to a more dark way of life, Satanism. Reading Anton Laveys "The Satanic Bible" and all of its companions, he soon became secluded from the outside world. Laveys writings were never enough, he soon delved into many books by Aleister Crowley, The man who was once labeled "The most wicked man on earth", and other occult related books such as the Necronomicon, The Black Arts, And many books on Necromancy and Necromantik Rites. This opened a new world for him and would come into play much more then he thought in his daily life. In early high school he found a love for industrial and electronica music, being influenced by groups such as nine inch nails and ministry he decided to self produce and release his "Subleminal Intent" project, otherwise known as S.IN. The self produced and released album sold over 2500 copies on a self made, non domain named website, and over 1500 hundred copies locally. With the albums success, he found that this is what he wanted to do with his life, and that it was a very promising future. Later in life he found a love for heavy metal, influenced by such bands as slayer, deicide, cannibal corpse, deeds of flesh, mayhem, emperor, and dark funeral, he decided to join the local death metal band "convulsion" which was later named "necromemisis", necromemisis quickly grew in popularity in the albuquerque metal scene, playing with top local bands, and big underground metal acts such as "nile" and "goregasm". However problems in the bands ranks of authority caused him to leave necromemisis. In early 2002, lost, on cocaine, suicidal, and with no direction SickTanicK Tha Souless met "Zodiak Killa" at a Albuquerque restaurant, discussing music and life in general the two grew close very quickly, and as time went buy, he was exposed to more underground music and people alike. As a joke in passing he recorded a song entitled "Gothic Poser Faggots" on his computer mic, over an internet found rap instrumental beat. This caught the attention of Zodiak, who had a local record label named "Serial Killin Records", Zodiak asked him to make a beat (knowing of previous production expieriance) and rap over it. SickTanicK Tha Souless then produced and recorded his then infamous song entitled "Cuttenemup", Shocked by the brutal lyrics Zodiak added SickTanicK on the Serial Killin Records roster, not only as a artist but as the head producer for all artists on SKR. SickTanicKs first performance was on new years eve 2003, drawing a small crowd of fifty people he unleashed his venom for the first time on stage, shocking listeners with his brutal straight out lyrics and fuck you attitude, the response was not only shocking, but phenomenal as well. Getting a strong following very quickly, it was seen at that point, SickTanicK Tha Souless could not be stopped, but his lyrics were just the first part of the controversy that would later be imposed on him. In later show dates, as crowd's rapidly grew SickTanicK became synonymous with the words "insane" and "offensive", once beating himself to concussion with the microphone and leaving many lacerations in his head, he proved this was no game and he was to be taken very seriously by his fans (also known as disciples). At a later date he covered a bible with blood and ripped it up, showering the crowd with bible paper, causing many people in the crowd to leave in anger and in fright, but also bringing a new array of people into his shows. Now its 2006 much has changed... SickTanicKs debut EP Premantions dropped August 20th 2005, selling very strongly on a worldwide basis SickTanicK has grown in popularity and has become even more radical with his live performence's and lyrics, recording songs like "black christmas", "i love nothing" and "unholy execution" SickTanicK is proving that the wickedshit will never die on his watch. Performing live with artists like "Mars", "ADR Lavey", "Shy One", "Cap One of Simken Heights", "Andybody Killa" and many others, SickTanicK along with the rest of Serial Killin Records is determined to Put the Southwest on the map for this genre. Wheather or not its the fact that SickTanicK beats himself bloody every show, hits and abuses the crowd at his shows and welcomes abuse back, or the fact that his lyrics are considered anti semite, muslim, and christian, SickTanicK has made his mark in this genre and will continue breaking boundries. As 2007 approaches SickTanicK Tha Souless is working on the anticpated "Chapter 1 : Doctrines Of Tha Damned" and promises this album to be shit straight from the mouth of the devil himself... Only time will tell where SickTanicK is heading but one thing is for sure..... SickTanicK represents a darker much more serious part of this genre, and is a force to be reckoned with. 2007 : Chapter One Doctrines of the damned SOLD OUT in one weeks time along with all other SKR releases, more shows have been done, bloodier, more violent, and the SKR fan cult is emerging to become a strong underground cult following, new additions and losses to SickTanicK's label, has made SKR a internationally known and recognized entity in the underground, selling units as far as Slovakia & The Netherlands, collaborating and performing with more established and well known underground acts. Controversy also follows in 2007 when the second annual "Black Christmas" show was cancelled by the Albuquerque City Council due to its content. SKR is now unable to perform in New Mexico for the time being. Irrigardless of controversy SickTanicK & Serial Killin Records move on into 2008 with a much more raw and established additude in the underground, with a 12 month consecutive release schedual and a full merchandise line on the way, Serial Killin Records and its Affiliate labels and artists, promises to dominate not only the underground sales scheme, but promises to give its fans a quality product for an affordable and fair price. SKR continues to sell and gain a strong cult following in the underground, with deciples taking communion state to state, fans getting SKR inked on themselves in permanant form, shows continue to grow, sales continue to increase, and the sickness continues to spread. As always, time will tell what SickTanicK & SKR holds for the future, but the future is only a tommarow away, and yesterday was another day in the books of underground history.

Final Touch
Sicktanick Lyrics

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Now, Some of you should understand - The Psycho
This Trifled, A mad man with a knife and a rifle
I tried so hard just to let you go
But everytime i think of you I just lose control
I've got a bloody nose from the line i just did
I'm calling up your phone to see how you live
Without me in your life
Without me in your bed

Without me by your side
Without me in your head
But theres never an awnser I don't think she loves me anymore
I think she's fucking someone else
And I'm losing control
The phone rings again and again
"Where you at you fucking bitch" on the voicemail
Its all i said
Then i smash my phone because I'm all alone
While your out there getting Boned
And i'm calling on the phone
Fuck that bitch
Give me my respect
Or death is your alternative
Without you there ain't nothing left

You will feel my pain
You will feel my touch
I will watch you die
Because i love you so much
Now you will be mine
I will watch you die
You will feel my touch
Because i love you so much

Now i'm going in my car down I - 25
I got the coke in the bullet and the jim beam by my side
I'm drunk, swerving into mother fucking traffic
My girl is disrespecting me
I'm not gonna have this!
Up the exit I go as my adrenaline flows
My nose is still and bleeding
And i'm feeling cut-throat
As i approach there's a car in the driveway
Who the fuck is that?
And why are they in my fucking parking space?
I creep up and I look in the window
I'm seeing nothing but I think i'm hearing downlow
I can't go now my home is in danger
And even though youve been gone for a while
You ain't leaving for a stranger
I love you and only love me
We're gonna settle down someday and we're gonna have a family
It's sad to see that I couldn't make you understand
But if i can't have you then no one can

You will feel my pain
You will feel my touch
I will watch you die
Because i love you so much
Now you will be mine
I will watch you die
You will feel my touch
Because i love you so much

I knocked on the door with no prevail
But when she finally opened up
The bitch scratched me with her fingernails
Who the fuck is that in my driveway!?
I told you when we got together it was to be my way
And now you wanna disrespect me like this!?
I hit her in the face about three times with a closed fist
Now she's panicing and screaming calling for her lover
When he came into the room
I was standing right above her
With her hair in my fist
Makeup running down her face
What the fuck you thinking taking my place?
"I think not mother fucker"
So i dropped the bitch
I felt her try and grab at feet with her bloody fingertips
So i kicked her in the face knocked her bitch ass away
Now i'm standing face to face and my heart is in haste
I hope you know your dying tonight
You inavded my home
And now i'm taking your life

You will feel my pain
You will feel my touch
I will watch you die
Because i love you so much
Now you will be mine
I will watch you die
You will feel my touch
Because i love you so much

I grabbed him by the throat and he punched me in the nose
I'm think he broke the mother fucker cause there's blood running down my throat
"You done fucked up" is all i said
And i proceeded to beat him until the carpet turned blood red
Come here bitch, you ain't off the hook
You're gonna watch your lover die
And close the final chapter in the book
Of our relationship and life together
I tried to make it go away
I tried to make everything get better
But that was never good enough
Always busy right?
All i ever tried to do was give you better life
And as i choke you I know you can see
How much i love you girl your the one for me
Fade away sweet baby
I'll see you on the otherside
Cause when you let go
I'm gonna take my own life
And as her eyes roll back in her head
I pull the gun out cock the hammer put it to my head
And i said:

Now i take my pain with this final touch
I will die tonight
Because i love you so much
Now you will be mine
I said you would in time
Now i feel the guns touch
Because i love you so much

Because i love you so much
Because i love you so much
Because i love you so much
Because i love you so much
Because i love you so much

Because i love you so much
Because i love you so much

Overall Meaning

The song "Final Touch" by Sicktanick is a chilling and violent portrayal of a man who is unable to cope with the fact that his ex-girlfriend has moved on with someone else. The lyrics are graphic and disturbing, with the singer describing how he has become increasingly unstable and violent as a result of his obsession with his former lover. He describes using drugs and alcohol to numb his pain, and how he has resorted to violence to try and regain control of the situation. The lyrics describe a final confrontation between the singer and his ex-girlfriend and her new lover, in which he kills them both before taking his own life.

The lyrics of "Final Touch" are a stark reminder of the dangers of obsessive behavior and the destructive consequences that can arise from unresolved emotions. The song reveals the inner struggles of a disturbed individual and portrays the tragic consequences that can result from unchecked passions. The lyrics are visceral and unsettling, and serve as a warning against the dangers of unchecked anger and obsession.

Line by Line Meaning

Now, Some of you should understand - The Psycho
Now, it's important for some of you to recognize that I am a disturbed and dangerous individual

This Trifled, A mad man with a knife and a rifle
I am a twisted individual, armed with both a knife and a rifle, ready to commit violence

I tried so hard just to let you go
I made numerous attempts to move on from our relationship

But everytime i think of you I just lose control
However, whenever thoughts of you enter my mind, my emotions spiral out of control

I've got a bloody nose from the line i just did
My drug use has resulted in a bloody nose

I'm calling up your phone to see how you live
I'm desperately reaching out to you, hoping to gain insight into your current life

Without me in your life
In the absence of my presence in your life

Without me in your bed
Without me being intimately involved with you

Without me by your side
Without me being there to support and accompany you

Without me in your head
Without me consuming your thoughts and emotions

But theres never an awnser I don't think she loves me anymore
However, I never receive a response, leading me to believe that you no longer love me

I think she's fucking someone else
I suspect that you are engaging in sexual relations with another person

And I'm losing control
This realization is causing me to spiral further into madness and loss of control

The phone rings again and again
The phone continues to ring persistently

"Where you at you fucking bitch" on the voicemail
I angrily leave a message on your voicemail, expressing my disdain for you

Its all i said
That's the extent of what I communicated

Then i smash my phone because I'm all alone
Feeling isolated and overwhelmed, I vent my frustration by destroying my phone

While your out there getting Boned
Meanwhile, you are out engaging in sexual activities with someone else

And i'm calling on the phone
Despite feeling rejected, I continue to desperately reach out to you

Fuck that bitch
Expressing my anger and disdain towards you

Give me my respect
Demanding that you acknowledge and appreciate me

Or death is your alternative
If you fail to comply, I am threatening you with death

Without you there ain't nothing left
Without you, my life feels empty and meaningless

You will feel my pain
I will make sure that you experience the same pain I am feeling

You will feel my touch
Through my actions, I will ensure that you feel the impact of my violence

I will watch you die
I will derive satisfaction from witnessing your death

Because i love you so much
My twisted sense of love drives me to commit these horrific acts

Now you will be mine
Now, I am determined to possess and control you completely

I will watch you die
I will be a witness to your demise

You will feel my touch
The impact of my actions will be strongly felt by you

Because i love you so much
It is because of my distorted love for you that I commit these violent acts

Now i'm going in my car down I - 25
I am driving on Interstate 25

I got the coke in the bullet and the jim beam by my side
I have cocaine and alcohol with me in the car

I'm drunk, swerving into mother fucking traffic
Intoxicated, I am recklessly driving and endangering others on the road

My girl is disrespecting me
My girlfriend's actions are causing me to feel disrespected

I'm not gonna have this!
I refuse to tolerate such disrespect

Up the exit I go as my adrenaline flows
I take an exit ramp, fueled by adrenaline

My nose is still and bleeding
My nose is injured and bleeding

And i'm feeling cut-throat
I am overwhelmed by a sense of ruthlessness

As i approach there's a car in the driveway
Approaching the destination, there is another vehicle in the driveway

Who the fuck is that?
I am enraged and suspicious about the presence of the unknown vehicle

And why are they in my fucking parking space?
I am filled with anger at the thought of someone trespassing on my territory

I creep up and I look in the window
I cautiously approach and peer into the window

I'm seeing nothing but I think i'm hearing downlow
I observe nothing visually, but I believe I can hear suspicious activity within

I can't go now my home is in danger
I cannot leave, as my home and sense of security are threatened

And even though youve been gone for a while
Despite the fact that you have been absent for some time

You ain't leaving for a stranger
I refuse to accept the idea of you leaving me for someone unfamiliar

I love you and only love me
My love for you is possessive and self-centered

We're gonna settle down someday and we're gonna have a family
I envision a future together, where we live a stable life and start a family

It's sad to see that I couldn't make you understand
I am disappointed that I failed to make you comprehend my feelings and desires

But if i can't have you then no one can
If I cannot possess you, I am determined to ensure that nobody else can either

I knocked on the door with no prevail
I unsuccessfully attempted to gain entry by knocking on the door

But when she finally opened up
Eventually, she opened the door

The bitch scratched me with her fingernails
She responded aggressively, scratching me with her nails

Who the fuck is that in my driveway!?
I am outraged and demanding an explanation for the presence of another person in my driveway

I told you when we got together it was to be my way
From the beginning of our relationship, I made it clear that things were to be done as I wanted

And now you wanna disrespect me like this!?
Now, you have the audacity to show me such disrespect!?

I hit her in the face about three times with a closed fist
In my rage, I strike her in the face multiple times with a closed fist

Now she's panicing and screaming calling for her lover
As a result, she becomes panicked and starts screaming, calling for help from her partner

When he came into the room
Soon after, her partner enters the room

I was standing right above her
I position myself directly above her

With her hair in my fist
I assert my dominance by tightly gripping her hair

Makeup running down her face
Her makeup is smudged and streaming down her face

What the fuck you thinking taking my place?
I express my anger and disbelief that someone would dare to replace me in her life

"I think not mother fucker"
"I absolutely refuse to accept that," I assert defiantly

So i dropped the bitch
In response, I release my grip on her and let her fall to the ground

I felt her try and grab at feet with her bloody fingertips
Desperately, she attempts to reach for me, leaving smears of blood with her fingertips

So i kicked her in the face knocked her bitch ass away
In a fit of rage, I deliver a powerful kick to her face, forcefully pushing her away

Now i'm standing face to face and my heart is in haste
Now, I stand before her, our faces close together, and my heart beats rapidly with anticipation

I hope you know your dying tonight
I want you to fully understand that you will die this very night

You inavded my home
You have intruded upon my personal space

And now i'm taking your life
As a result, I will end your life

I grabbed him by the throat and he punched me in the nose
Acting on instinct, I seize him by the throat, and in return, he punches me in the nose

I'm think he broke the mother fucker cause there's blood running down my throat
I suspect that he may have fractured my nose, as blood flows down the back of my throat

"You done fucked up" is all i said
With determination, all I utter is, "You made a grave mistake"

And i proceeded to beat him until the carpet turned blood red
I continue to pummel him ruthlessly, not stopping until the carpet beneath us is drenched in blood

Come here bitch, you ain't off the hook
I demand his attention, making it clear that he cannot escape punishment

You're gonna watch your lover die
He will be forced to witness the death of his beloved

And close the final chapter in the book
This act will mark the definitive end of our story together

Of our relationship and life together
It will symbolize the conclusion of our romantic connection and shared existence

I tried to make it go away
I attempted to make the struggles and conflicts disappear

I tried to make everything get better
My goal was to improve our situation and bring about positive changes

But that was never good enough
However, my efforts were never deemed sufficient

Always busy right?
You were always preoccupied, weren't you?

All i ever tried to do was give you better life
All I ever aimed for was to provide you with a better life

And as i choke you I know you can see
As I strangle you, I am aware that you can perceive

How much i love you girl your the one for me
The intensity of my love for you, girl, and the belief that you are my soulmate

Fade away sweet baby
Now, my dear, it is time to fade away

I'll see you on the otherside
I anticipate reuniting with you in the afterlife

Cause when you let go
Once you have departed from this world

I'm gonna take my own life
I am determined to end my own life as well

And as her eyes roll back in her head
Observing her eyes roll back into her head

I pull the gun out cock the hammer put it to my head
I retrieve a gun, prepare it for firing, and place it against my temple

And i said:
At this moment, I utter the following words:

Now i take my pain with this final touch
Now, I choose to embrace my pain through this ultimate act

I will die tonight
This night will mark my own death

Because i love you so much
It is because of the depth of my love for you

Now you will be mine
Now, even in death, you will belong to me

I said you would in time
I had previously asserted that you would eventually be mine

Now i feel the guns touch
Now, I can feel the cold touch of the gun against my skin

Because i love you so much
This act is driven by the intensity of my love for you

Because i love you so much
Because of the depth of my love for you

Because i love you so much
Due to the profound extent of my love for you

Because i love you so much
This is all motivated by my immense love for you

Because i love you so much
Everything I have done is a result of my overwhelming love for you

Because i love you so much
My love for you is the driving force behind all these actions

Because i love you so much
It is the intensity of my love for you that fuels me

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