I Feel
Silence Lyrics


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Left you all alone, yeah
I could tell her that I feel bad but I don't, yeah
I could tell her that I feel bad but I don't
How many times?
How many times?
I could tell her that I feel bad
I could tell her that I feel bad
Well, I don't
Pill popping my home
(Pill popping my home, let me know what's good?)
Let me know what's good, yeah?
Pill popping my home
If you want my ho
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Let me know what's good, yeah?
She been all up in the mood
I been faded off of two pills
I already paid all my due bills
Cocaine on benjamin and blue bills
If you don't want me then baby who do you want?
Who else can do it like me?
Who can see through you?
You can't see through me
That's how it's supposed to be
Call me, yeah, don't leave
Answer like once or twice in a couple weeks
And I know it's unfair, I don't feel bad
You know what this was from the beginning
I know what it was, oh yeah
Drugs that fill my cup with decisions to make
You don't want my love
You just want to fuck for some money and shit
I lost all my trust, aw yeah
I left it all behind when I knew this was you
Why should I feel bad?
Why should I feel bad?
Left you all alone
Yeah yeah yeah
I could tell you that I feel bad but I don't, but I don't
How many times? How many times?
I could tell her that I feel bad
I could tell her that I feel bad
Well, I don't
Pill popping my home
(Pill popping my home, let me know what's good?)
Let me know what's good, yeah?
Pill popping my home
If you want my ho




Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Let me know what's good, yeah?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Feel" by Silence contain a very peculiar scenario of a person who's been left alone, and now they're popping pills in their home. The song is divided into two different verses, with the first one being a monologue about how the person doesn't feel bad about leaving their partner alone. They could tell her that they feel bad, but they don't. The second verse is about how their partner doesn't want their love but instead wants to have sex in exchange for some money.


The song's tone is quite indifferent and hopeless, with the artist being nonchalant about their actions and decisions, although they may appear immoral. It could be interpreted that the person is dependent on drugs to forget about their emotions and has lost all trust in their past partner. By saying that they don't feel bad, the person is trying to convince themselves that their actions were justified and they didn't do anything wrong. All in all, this song delves into the theme of emotional detachment and addiction, which leads the person to feel numb and apathetic.


Line by Line Meaning

Left you all alone, yeah
I have abandoned you without any care


I could tell her that I feel bad but I don't, yeah
Even though I could express remorse, I choose not to


How many times?
I have repeated this behavior multiple times


I could tell her that I feel bad
I could apologize, but I won't mean it


Well, I don't
I have no genuine feelings of guilt or remorse


Pill popping my home
I indulge in drug abuse while at home


(Pill popping my home, let me know what's good?) Let me know what's good, yeah?
I am asking for approval or validation for my drug habits


If you want my ho Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Let me know what's good, yeah?
If you wish to use me sexually in exchange for money, let me know


She been all up in the mood I been faded off of two pills I already paid all my due bills Cocaine on benjamin and blue bills
While she is in the mood for intimacy, I am under the influence of drugs and have already paid my bills with money earned from illicit activities


If you don't want me then baby who do you want? Who else can do it like me? Who can see through you? You can't see through me That's how it's supposed to be
If you do not desire me, who else can satisfy you like I can? No one knows you better than me, but you do not know me. This is how our relationship was meant to be


Call me, yeah, don't leave Answer like once or twice in a couple weeks And I know it's unfair, I don't feel bad You know what this was from the beginning I know what it was, oh yeah
Communicate with me, but do not leave me. Even though it may be unfair, I have no guilt. We both knew what kind of relationship this was from the start


Drugs that fill my cup with decisions to make
I use drugs to help me make choices and decisions


You don't want my love You just want to fuck for some money and shit I lost all my trust, aw yeah I left it all behind when I knew this was you Why should I feel bad? Why should I feel bad?
You do not desire my love; you only use me for sex and financial gain. Because of this, I no longer trust you and have abandoned our relationship. I have no reason to feel guilty


Left you all alone Yeah yeah yeah I could tell you that I feel bad but I don't, but I don't How many times? How many times? I could tell her that I feel bad I could tell her that I feel bad Well, I don't
I have abandoned you on multiple occasions without remorse, and I have no genuine feelings of guilt or regret




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Written by: NESTOR GUEVARA

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