End Of The Road
Silkk The Shocker Lyrics

?? how I miss my homies so
I deeply miss my friends who have passed away

I don't expect y'all to understand this
I understand that not everyone will understand my feelings

Cause y'all ain't never lost nobody
Because you have not experienced the loss of someone close to you

But imagine the closest person to you
But try to imagine losing the person closest to you

See everybody feel it
Everyone experiences grief

But some of us
However, some of us

Feel it more than the rest
Experience it more deeply than others

Just think about it
Just take a moment to think about it

It only add
It only adds

More to the stress
More to the stress that I'm already feeling

I try to live my life day by day
I try to live my life one day at a time

And ignore the rest
And ignore everything else

It's so FUCKED UP
It's so messed up

I can feel life
I can feel the emotions of life

More than I feel death
More than the emotions of death

Split second
In a moment

And picture
Imagine

The family's being torn
The family is being torn apart by death

I gotta tell my little nephew
I have to tell my young nephew

His dad wasn't around
His father was not present

To see him being born
To witness his birth

When we get older
When we become older

Playing with our kids
Playing with our own children

He just sittin' all alone
He is left alone without his father

You know what his last birthday wish was
Do you know what his last birthday wish was?

He wishes daddy come home
He wished for his father to come back home

And while I'm at the funeral
And while I'm at the funeral

Contemplating sittin' in strap
I am considering sitting while wearing a gun

He looked up to me
He looked up to me, his uncle

Gave me a hug and asked me
He hugged me and asked me

"Silkk, where my daddy at?"
"Silkk, where is my father?"

Question I couldn't answer
A question that I couldn't answer

Tell him a vacation
Tell him his father went on a vacation

And somehow I wish
And in some way, I wish

If I tell him this enough
If I keep telling him this repeatedly

Maybe one day
Maybe someday

He just might forget
He might forget about his father's absence

I guess I'll be seeing you
I guess I will see you

At the end of the road (end of the road, I'll see y'all there)
At the end of our journey through life, I will see my friends who have passed away

You know it ain't easy
You know that it is not an easy process

Lettin' my homie go (end of the road, I'll see y'all there
Losing my friend and having to move on through life

Now I learn ??
Now I understand

I miss my homies so
I miss my friends so much

Even though
Despite the fact that

My homies gone
My friends have passed away

Try to be strong on my dawgs
I try to be strong for my friends

Used to hit me
We used to hang out often

But I'm home alone
But now, I'm alone

All the memories I got of you
I have so many good memories of you

Shining like the sun
Memories that are bright and happy

I used to invite you to my house
I used to invite you to my home

We used to fight
We used to fight with each other playfully

Who gone sleep in the top bunk
We used to fight over who would get the top bunk bed

We used to
We used to do this all the time

Throw rocks
We used to throw rocks

To the cops then we'd run
At the police, then we would run away

We was so tight
We were so close

We got caught
We got caught doing something illegal

Both of us
Both of us together

They got just one
But only one of us was punished

I remember dawg
I remember, my friend

We just like
We were alike

Kick back and laughed
We would relax and laugh together

We grew up a little bit
We both matured a little

Life made us choose a
But life made us make different choices

Different path
We chose different courses in life

You chose to get a job
You chose to work a job

And I sold and dealed
And I chose a life of selling drugs

You choose to go to school
You chose to pursue your education

And i chose the streets
And I chose to take part in street life

I was the one that
I was the one who

Always lived fast
Always lived recklessly

You used to want to live slowly
You wanted to live a more calm life

As I look in the casket
As I look at your body in the casket

I though for sure
I thought, for certain

It was supposed to be me
It should have been me who died

Damn I lost my dawg
I lost my friend

It's cold but its fair
It's harsh, but it's the reality

And I contemplate to myself
And I think to myself

Would it have been different
Would things have been different

If I would've been there
If I had been there with you?

I guess we'll never never
I suppose we will never

Never know
Know for sure

But I know one thing
But I know something for certain

Why's it always the good ones that got to go
Why is it always the good people who have to die?

It's never easy
It's never an easy process

To let your loved ones go
To say goodbye to someone you love

Tomorrow now promise me
Promise me

Tell me something that your loved ones know
Tell your loved ones something that they should know

A straight bullet in the neighborhood
A stray bullet in the neighborhood

Got a little girl
Hit and killed a young girl

Holdin' her breath
As she held her breath

In my arms I closed her eyes
I held her in my arms and closed her eyes

She died while I was
She died

Holdin' her chest
While I was holding her close to me

I couldn't change
I couldn't do anything to change what happened

Even though the game was file
Even though life was unfair

Through all the pain
Despite all the pain that I feel

Maintain
I try to keep going

Still find ways to smile
Still find reasons to smile

And grandma(grandmama got sick)
And my grandmother became sick

And they fixed her to bed rest
And she was confined to bed rest

The family was fightin' over who? left the money to
My family was arguing over who would inherit her money

Picture this you won't even dead yet
And she was still alive at the time of the argument

And I'm sick of this east and west coast crap
I'm tired of the rivalry between the East and West coast in the music industry

This east and west coast trap
This trap that people are falling into of choosing a side in the rivalry

Lost two of the biggest mc's
We lost two of the biggest rappers

To east and west coast rap
To the rivalry between the East and West coast

Rest in peace Biggie
Rest in peace, Biggie Smalls

Rest in peace Pac
Rest in peace, Tupac Shakur

And all them other soldiers
And all the other people who have passed away

Make us see it??
Help us see the reality of life and death