If I Don
Silkk The Shocker Lyrics

Yo, P was happening dog
Silkk is greeting Master P before they start discussing the current state of the game.

Ah man, it's still a dross you know, but the game then change these youngstas than made it bad, you know we all about our paper but some of these fools just make and take murder. They want it the easy way.
Silkk and Master P acknowledge that the rap game has changed and some rappers resort to violence to achieve their goals, highlighting the negative side of the industry.

Chorus:(2x) See I don't want to be here, If I don't gotta, My weed habit, is so close to snorting powder, Got a few bitches, but it's all about a dollar, and they don't holla, unless you moving narcota
The chorus describes Silkk and Fiend's perspective of the world, where they don't want to be involved in anything that's not beneficial for them, including using drugs and having 'bitches,' and the only way to get attention from certain people is if you're involved in illegal activities.

I'm just sitting in my Cadillac Riding on some triple gold Smoking octamos,nigga Shining up my vogues
Silkk is boasting about his luxurious lifestyle, which includes riding in a nice car, smoking expensive cigars and having shiny wheels.

Thanking this hoe called me, and she was tripping out say I had a baby by her, figuring I was taking out
A woman called Silkk and told him she had his baby, but he thinks she's trying to take his money by making false claims.

I'm just trying stack a meal,no what I'm saying that shit real, trying to hide and dodge, but I can't seem to hid my fucking bill
Silkk is trying to make money and 'stack a meal', but it's difficult to avoid his bills and expenses.

On how to cook dope, and chop a key My brother showed me that
Silkk's brother taught him how to cook drugs and chop a key - a reference to the drug trade.

I only live once,guess what A dope fiend told me that
Silkk is referencing the phrase 'YOLO' - You Only Live Once - and how a drug addict taught him that.

These hoes be trying to holla It seems that I got riches When I got money, I got bitches I got friends that want to get it Can he hit it, then quit it
Silkk is talking about how women are attracted to him because of his wealth and how his friends come to him only to benefit from his money.

To try to survive and stay alive It's a everyday struggle,every day hustle You can see it in my eye, but I don't want to die I don't want to be here If I don't gotta
Silkk is acknowledging that life is tough and he's in a constant struggle to stay alive, but he doesn't want to be involved in anything that could potentially lead to his death.

Man I might have a daughter No money, no life Check it shocker, just bills, hanging because Not giving, a fuck, and I'm telling you what's real You want to know what kill Most of these niggas on these streets, is jive
Fiend is talking about the struggle of not having money and the bills that pile up because of it. He then speaks on how people pretending to be something they're not can lead to their downfall.

I die for me, with pride And I then lost the closes thing to me Pretty fucked up trading, or i got some killas that want to do me
Fiend is saying he's willing to die for himself and his pride. He's also lost someone close to him, possibly due to the dangerous circumstances surrounding his lifestyle.

What all I trying do, is what I love Let my people know I feel them,(?) And then go smoke some bud I got a habit with drugs Which I ain't suggesting for beginners
Fiend is saying he's just trying to do what he loves and let his fans know he appreciates them. He then discusses his drug habit, which he warns against for those who are new to it.

They gotta, gotta be a better way out, then hell or jail I know I'm wrong for selling dope to my family Just to get mail
Silkk acknowledges the negative consequences of his actions and wanting to get out of the lifestyle that could lead him to prison, and admits to doing wrong by selling drugs to his own family.

But no matter, how much success You can't cheat death
Silkk is saying no matter how successful you are or how much money you make, you can't avoid death.

Heard that, can't get no reiller than this I don't want to be here if I don't have to.
Master P affirms Silkk and Fiend's sentiments, saying he doesn't want to be involved in anything that could lead to his demise.