Paradox
Sim Lyrics

Make a wish for my wish
I am hoping for my desires to be fulfilled

Won't come true forever
But I know they will never become reality

It's just another normal day
Just a typical, uneventful day

I got a letter but an
Received a letter, but the

Unfamiliar name is on it
Sender's name is unknown to me

Anyway, I gotta put on
Nevertheless, I have to apply

Make up, brush my hair have a cup of tea and
Cosmetics, groom my hair, sip tea, and

Choose clothes what to wear
Decide which garments to dress in

"Who wrote the letter?"
"Who is the author of this letter?"

"Where's that pink sweater?"
"I can't find my pink sweater."

Sunlight hit a chair in my room
A beam of sunlight struck a chair in my room

I had no idea what was going on
I had no clue about the situation

I thought "here is where I belong"
I believed that this is my rightful place

But now I regretted what I wished
However, I now feel remorse for what I desired

Oh my darling, darling you're already gone
Oh, my beloved, you have already departed

But I'm still calling
Yet, I am still reaching out

Calling you, I'm so alone
Contacting you, feeling incredibly isolated

I'm still calling, calling
I continue to reach out, persistently

You, I can't hold on if a wish comes true
I can't endure if my desires are realized

I just want you to forget
I simply desire for you to erase

My name because it hurts
My name from your memory, as it brings pain

I wish I could return to those days
I yearn to go back to those past times

The days before you came to me
To the days preceding your arrival in my life

I couldn't get hold of him for a week
I couldn't reach him for an entire week

Couldn't even eat and I was getting weak
I couldn't even consume food and my strength was waning

I really wanted to search
I sincerely desired to look for

For you make me complete
Because you are the one who makes me whole

But I've got no energy
But I lack the strength

To go out on the street
To venture out onto the road

I got a text from him on a Friday night
On a Friday night, he sent me a text message

"If I die, is that
"If I were to die, would that

Enough to make you cry?"
Be sufficient to bring tears to your eyes?"

And I answered "You know
To which I replied, "You are aware

My tears won't dry"
That my tears will not cease"

Next morning I was told that he died
The following morning, I was informed of his passing

And nobody knows why
And the reason remains a mystery

I should've made a wish for
I should have wished for

My wish won't come true
My desires to remain unfulfilled

I know it's too late
Although I realize it's now too tardy

If a wish comes true
If my desires are realized

I just want you to forget
I only want you to erase

My name because it hurts
My name from your memory, as it causes pain

I wish could return to those days
I yearn to go back to those past times

The days before you came to me
To the days preceding your arrival in my life