Liberation
Sir Glenn Lamar Lyrics

On my grind and that's where I'm suppose to be
I am focused and dedicated to my work because that is where I belong.

Going out my mind on a bean
I am overwhelmed and consumed by my thoughts and emotions.

Swear to God couldn't sleep
I am experiencing insomnia and unable to find rest.

For a week swear to God couldn't eat
I have lost my appetite for the past week due to my mental state.

Staring in the mirror for a sign
I am searching for a reflection or indication of my purpose and direction.

I was blind couldn't see
I was unaware and unable to perceive the truth or reality.

Feeling good feeling great
I am experiencing a positive and enthusiastic state of mind.

I'm in session up late
I am engaged in deep thought and reflection during late hours.

Don't want a fade
I don't want to lose my passion or drive.

Told em break down cane
I instructed them to analyze and break down my struggles and hardships.

Took it all straight to the brain
I internalized and processed all the information and challenges.

Back in the game
I am back on track and ready to face challenges again.

We can play it all night
We can handle and cope with difficulties throughout the night.

Price of the fortune and fame
The cost of achieving success and being recognized is high.

This is my life
This is the reality and circumstance of my existence.

Glad I had a good time
I am grateful for the enjoyable moments I've experienced.

Morning I'm going insane
I am losing my sanity and feeling overwhelmed in the mornings.

Turn off the lights
I try to escape from my thoughts and emotions by turning off the lights.

Tried to shut down my mind
I attempted to suppress and control my thoughts and emotions.

It will not let me I'm praying
Despite my efforts, my mind continues to be active, and I pray for peace.

That in due time I'll relax and unwind
I hope that one day I will find relaxation and peace in the future.

Fore I go do it again
Before I repeat the cycle and face the challenges once more.

We on a binge
We are indulging excessively in certain activities or behaviors.

This is day number 5
We have been engaged in this behavior for five consecutive days.

I done been turnt up to 10
I have reached the peak of excitement and energy.

Gone with the wind
Lost in the moment and carried away by the experience.

Know you smelling that loud
You can detect the strong aroma of marijuana.

We bout to spark up again
We are about to smoke marijuana again.

Me and my friends
My companions and I.

Gotta stay on that grind
We need to remain focused and committed to our work.

Seem like it don't ever end
It feels like the struggles and challenges are endless.

Where'd it begin
I don't know where it all started.

We don't know
We are uncertain and unaware.

Just trying to win
Our goal is to achieve success and victory.

Fuck who it offend
I don't care who it upsets or offends.

I don't owe
I don't have any obligations or debts.

The places I been
The experiences and journeys I have undertaken.

You won't go
You won't be able to reach or understand the same places.

Can tell how you live
I can judge and perceive your lifestyle and choices.

You don't know
You are unaware and ignorant.

I trust in the lord
I have faith and confidence in a higher power.

Free my soul
I long for liberation and freedom of my spirit.

I need liberation
I desire to break free from my current state of being.

Getting frustrated lately think I need patience
I have been feeling increasingly frustrated and believe I need to cultivate patience.

Been stressing will I make it
I have been worrying and doubting whether I will succeed.

Self medicating
I am using substances or behaviors to alleviate my anxieties and troubles.

But ain't no stopping this is
However, nothing can hinder or prevent my progress.

Blood, sweat, and dedication
I have put in hard work, effort, and commitment.

I couldn't fake it
I couldn't pretend or deceive others about my dedication and efforts.

Walk through the valley
I navigate through difficult and challenging situations.

Knowing the shadow of death is around me shawty
Aware that danger and mortality are present in my life.

Peep the surroundings
I observe and notice the environment and circumstances.

We got a pound of uppers and downers shawty
We possess a significant quantity of stimulants and depressants.

Liquor don't drown me
Alcohol does not numb or suppress my emotions.

So I keep swimming
I keep moving forward despite the challenges.

Don't turn off the fountain faucet
I refuse to shut off the source of my emotions and thoughts.

Running can't stop what I started
I cannot escape or halt the consequences of my actions.

Demons are calling
Negative influences and temptations are enticing me.

Think I should answer probably
I contemplate whether I should give in to those temptations.

They say I'm toxic
They claim that my behavior and presence are harmful.

High on them toxins
I am under the influence of harmful substances.

Negu might act retarded
I might behave foolishly or incoherently due to the substances.

Think that I'm getting nauseous
I believe that I am feeling physically unwell or sick.

Off this liquor, weed, and molly
The combination of alcohol, marijuana, and MDMA is affecting me.

Anything you want or need we got it
We have access to anything you desire or require.

Blaming the mud
I attribute my struggles and difficulties to my circumstances.

We came up out
We managed to overcome and rise above those difficult circumstances.

Have to admit
I must acknowledge and confess.

At times I doubted
I had moments of uncertainty and lack of confidence.

When it got hard I prayed about it
I turned to prayer and sought guidance during challenging times.

Didn't make a lot since
It didn't make much sense.

But I still got lit
But I still found joy and excitement.

To relieve the problems
To temporarily escape or alleviate the issues.

Didn't make a lot since
It didn't make much sense.

I still got problems didn't solve 'em why
I still have unresolved problems that I couldn't figure out why.

Take the time to vent because I know these songs will never die
I express my emotions and frustrations through music, knowing that it will have a lasting impact.

And if I die before I wake
In the unfortunate event of my death,

That I put my life on line
I took risks and put my life at stake.