Selfish
Sita Lyrics

Impossible vain
I know it may seem impossible, but I’m still going to pursue my desires.

You told me I was totally without shame
You accuse me of having no morals or decency.

I thought to myself
But inside, I know who I am and what I want.

This kind of luck is my middle name
I’ve always had a way of getting what I want, and I’ll keep trying until I do.

Boy you need to know
It's important for you to realize,

Sometimes I think I'm out of my head
That at times, I may feel crazy or uncertain.

The bigger the words
Sometimes I may try to use big words to prove myself.

The stranger I feel
But in reality, it just makes me feel stranger and more disconnected.

So give me a chance to explain
Please listen to me and let me explain myself.

And erase all bad things
Let’s forget about any negative things that were said and move forward.

I've got a little sparkle,Do do do do
I have a unique quality about me that shines through.

Inside of me
It’s something that’s within me and a part of who I am.

In between days
During those times where things are uncertain or unclear.

I wanna paint a rainbow
In those in-between days, I wish to create something beautiful and hopeful.

To cover all the gray
Something to brighten up the dullness and negative feelings of those days.

I wanna kiss and tell to end
I want to be open and honest to you about my feelings to resolve any misunderstandings.

This game we play
The patterns of our relationship and the roles we take on.

Tell me do you cry
Do you ever feel emotional or cry?

I cry all the time
I’m not afraid to show vulnerability and express my emotions.

Tears that are turning to ice
Though I cry often, it feels like it's becoming more difficult to express my emotions and connect with others.

Sparkle come alive
But when I let my true self shine through, I feel alive and connected.

Sparkle that melt I
This inner sparkle is a part of me that can melt away the negative feelings and emotions.

That's not what I am
You may think I'm being selfish or delirious, but that’s not my true nature or intentions.

You know who I am
I hope by now you understand and recognize who I am as a person.

I tell you I'm speechless,Do do do do
Sometimes, I may not have the words to explain myself or my actions.