My Worst Enemy
Skew Siskin Lyrics


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More and more each day
More than I can say
Alone in the darkness of my memories
Headless, crawling 'round and 'round
Swayin' in the storm of possibilities
While I'm hangin' on the gallow upside down

Bad habits keep comin' back
Couldn't hit a haystack
It's a hard nut to crack
Bad habits keep comin' back
So I'm tryin' hard to quit them
Defense is attack

Hell down below in the Twilight Zone
It won't take long 'til I'm chilled to the bone
Pain and agony, fucked up insanity
What a sick society, but I am my worst enemy

Every dog has its day but there must be a better way
Got my packs of golden gleam to spend the night beyond my dreams
Hell on wheels, my lips are sealed, I'm leavin' an emotional battlefield
Ain't so much of a worthy affair, one step up and back down the stairs
Spoonful, mouthful, over the top
Ain't a daughter of the gods but down with dogs

Hell down below in the Twilight Zone
It won't take long 'til I'm chilled to the bone
Pain and agony, fucked up insanity
What a sick society, but I am my worst enemy

Shadows of yesterday, they don't ever seem to fade away
With all the wisdom, away with kingdom
So many ways in but only one way out
Only one way out

Bust up in the hot city blues
Powdered nose and a hole in my shoe
Frog in the throat, rockin' the boat
Like a monkey through the traffic on a nowhere road

Bad habits keep comin' back
Couldn't hit a haystack
It's a hard nut to crack
Bad habits keep comin' back
Well, I'm trying hard to quit them
Defense is attack

Hell down below in the Twilight Zone
It won't take long 'til I'm chilled to the bone




Pain and agony, fucked up insanity
What a sick society, but I am my worst enemy

Overall Meaning

The first verse of "My Worst Enemy" by Skew Siskin conveys a sense of despair and frustration. The singer is overwhelmed by bad memories and the possibilities of the future. They feel like they are alone and helpless, hanging upside down in the storm of their thoughts. The line "more and more each day, more than I can say" emphasizes the magnitude of their struggle. They feel like they are their own worst enemy, unable to escape their bad habits and destructive behavior. They use the phrase "defense is attack" to suggest that they are trying to fight against their own destructive tendencies.


The second verse continues the theme of inner turmoil and frustration. The singer describes feeling trapped in a society that they view as sick and distorted. They also describe their attempts to escape their problems through dreams and fantasies. However, they acknowledge that they are not successful in overcoming their issues, as they keep falling back into their bad habits. The repetition of the phrase "bad habits keep coming back" emphasizes their struggle to break free from their own destructive tendencies.


The chorus of the song contains the repeated line, "hell down below in the Twilight Zone". This line suggests a feeling of being lost and trapped in a dark place. It also emphasizes the singer's feeling of being their own worst enemy, as they feel like they are trapped in their own personal hell.


Line by Line Meaning

More and more each day
As time goes on, I find myself struggling more and more


More than I can say
It's impossible to fully express the depth of my struggle


Alone in the darkness of my memories
I feel isolated and lost in my own thoughts and past experiences


Headless, crawling 'round and 'round
I feel directionless and trapped in cyclical patterns of thought and behavior


Swayin' in the storm of possibilities
I feel overwhelmed by the various paths I could take and the uncertain outcomes that each may bring


While I'm hangin' on the gallow upside down
I feel like I'm on the brink of destruction and that my actions are bringing me closer and closer to disaster


Bad habits keep comin' back
I struggle with destructive behaviors that I can't seem to get rid of


Couldn't hit a haystack
My attempts to overcome these habits are ineffective


It's a hard nut to crack
Overcoming these habits is an extremely difficult challenge


So I'm tryin' hard to quit them
Despite the difficulty, I'm still making an effort to overcome my negative patterns


Defense is attack
In order to prevent myself from falling deeper into these habits, I need to proactively fight against them


Hell down below in the Twilight Zone
I feel like I'm living in a hellish dimension of my own making


It won't take long 'til I'm chilled to the bone
I feel like I'm on a downward spiral and that things will only get worse


Pain and agony, fucked up insanity
My mental and emotional state is full of suffering and chaos


What a sick society, but I am my worst enemy
I recognize that my problems are largely self-made, but that doesn't make them any easier to overcome


Shadows of yesterday, they don't ever seem to fade away
Past traumas and regrets continue to haunt me and prevent me from moving forward


With all the wisdom, away with kingdom
Despite my knowledge and understanding, I still face struggles and uncertainty


So many ways in but only one way out
There are many paths I could take, but ultimately only one will lead me towards a better future


Bust up in the hot city blues
I feel overwhelmed and stressed by my urban environment


Powdered nose and a hole in my shoe
I'm struggling to keep up appearances despite my hardships


Frog in the throat, rockin' the boat
I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down and that any minor obstacle could push me over the edge


Like a monkey through the traffic on a nowhere road
I feel like I'm aimlessly wandering through life and that I'm not making any meaningful progress




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