Decisions
Skiii Lyrics

Sometimes its hard to swallow but I got to
There are instances when accepting a difficult truth becomes challenging, but I must do so regardless.

Moments that feel fake but they so true
There are occasions that may seem unreal, yet they hold a deep and undeniable truth.

I sit by the lake and I smoke to
I find solace in sitting beside the serene lake as I indulge in smoking, allowing my mind to relax and unwind.

Loosen up my brain, what it go thru
By engaging in these moments, I seek to release the tension and strain that my mind endures.

What the fuck do you do when somebody get to running from you
What actions can be taken when someone you care for begins to avoid you?

And you still love em but you hate what they becoming
Despite still having affection for them, you despise the changes they undergo.

The truth
This is an undeniable reality.

Its hard to swallow sometimes
There are moments when accepting the truth becomes extremely challenging.

I write it all in these lines I try to spell it out
I find solace in expressing these intense emotions and thoughts through my lyrics, aiming to clearly convey my inner turmoil.

Why you burning down the house
Why are you destructively ruining what we had?

I don't understand
I am unable to comprehend the reasons behind your actions.

I'm just doing what I can to live how I want
I am simply striving to lead a life according to my own desires.

Its not my fault you made decisions now you hate what you got
I am not to blame for the choices you made that now result in your discontentment.

Connect the dots, this ain't all about you
Recognize the connections and patterns, understanding that this situation does not solely revolve around you.

I'm living how I'm living you cant tell me what to do
I am living life on my own terms, refusing to let others dictate my actions.

I pursue
I actively chase after my goals and aspirations.

Everything that you hate
I strive for everything that you despise.

Freedom from the bullshit
I yearn for liberation from the unnecessary and negative aspects of life.

Having nothing on my plate
I prefer having no unnecessary burdens or obligations.

I'm great
I possess self-confidence and believe in my abilities.

I already know that
This fact is already deeply ingrained within me.

I used to need you but the times change fast
There was a time when I depended on you, but circumstances have rapidly evolved.

And you act
Your current behavior suggests that

Like you didn't need me back
You behave as if you never required me in return.

Man fuck it I could tell
Forget it; through your actions, I can clearly perceive

Only care about yourself
You solely prioritize your own needs and desires.

Well fuck it me too nothing else
Well, in that case, I will also disregard anything else and solely focus on myself.

Watch it melt
Observe the gradual dissolution and disappearance of everything.

Watch it all float away
Witness as everything drifts away and loses significance.

Shout out to the homies and my cousins
Expressing gratitude and appreciation to my friends and close relatives.

Taking care of me when I couldn't
Acknowledging their support and assistance during times of vulnerability.

So sudden
Their aid appeared unexpectedly and swiftly.

Pushing not budging
They relentlessly persevere, refusing to give up or back down.

I been stuck in the same spot
I have remained trapped and stagnant in a particular situation.

I got nothin to show
I have nothing tangible to display as a result of my efforts.

I been tryna grow
I have consistently been attempting to develop and progress.

Progress been slow
However, my advancement has been disappointingly gradual.

Livin' the studio tryna work it out
Spending my life immersed in the studio, endeavoring to resolve my struggles.

I couldn't go without
I am incapable of existing without this creative outlet.

Life just not the same
Life has significantly changed, leaving me feeling disoriented.

For me to just maintain
Merely maintaining my current situation is insufficient for my needs.

Consistently create
I consistently engage in the act of creating and expressing myself.

I always keep it straight
I always maintain honesty and transparency in my actions and words.

Never beat around the bush
I never shy away from addressing matters directly and honestly.

I tell it like it is
I express the truth without any sugarcoating or deception.

I don't care how it looks
I am not concerned about the appearance or perception of my honesty.

I'm learning from my books
I am gaining knowledge and insights from reading and studying.

They told me stay away
They advised me to distance myself and avoid a certain person or situation.

A spark to open flame
A small and seemingly insignificant event led to a much larger and more significant consequence.

I'm really doing nothing
In reality, I am not achieving anything meaningful or substantial.

Lets not have this discussion
Let us refrain from engaging in this conversation or topic.

These are the repercussions
These are the consequences or negative outcomes that result from certain actions.

You lead to my destruction
Your actions and influence directly caused my downfall or ruin.

Too much of an obstruction
Your presence and behavior have become excessively obstructive and detrimental.

Had to let you know
I felt compelled to inform you and make my feelings known.

I'm just a step below
I am merely one level or step behind, not far removed from a specific position or status.

I was your stepping stone
I served as a means for you to advance or progress, acting as a temporary support.

Hear frustration in my tone
My voice and manner of speaking clearly reveal my frustration and irritation.

I love it
I thoroughly enjoy and appreciatively embrace this aspect.