Seldom Ever Seen
Smallz One Lyrics

I know I'm going to hell, but I ain't afraid of it
Although I'm aware that my actions will lead me to hell, I accept it as a consequence and won't be scared of it

I'll bleed myself and suffer / I ain't ashamed of shit
I am willing to hurt myself and feel pain, and I won't regret or feel guilty about it

I'm just a crazy bitch / my soul got louder raging it
I describe myself as a mentally unstable woman, and my inner self is getting stronger while being more aggressive

I send myself to hell every time I fuckin' rape a bitch
Each time I commit the act of rape, I'm aware that I'm sending myself to hell

Yeah, I'm 'a say this shit / I'm just another sociopath
I am not afraid to speak about what I have done and recognize myself as a sociopathic person

Elizabeth Báthory wouldn't even want my blood inside her bath
Even the notorious serial killer Elizabeth Báthory would not accept me as a worthy addition to her collection

I can accept that / I'm aware of how I am
I am capable of acknowledging and accepting who I am, even if it's not something that society approves of

I define the outcast / definition of a soul that's damned
I consider myself a social outsider and identify as a person who is doomed to suffer eternally

But I ain't changing shit / I'm not gonna try to fix my ways
I refuse to change or improve myself and will continue living like I always have

I made my fuck up and I'm laying it till the end of days
I acknowledge my past mistakes and will carry the burden of my actions until my dying day

Just me and my hateful ways keep you fuckin' sluts at bay
My cruel nature and behavior towards women prevent them from getting too close to me

'Cause you fuck with me, I'll shred you down till you all disintegrate
If anyone dares to cross me, I will attack them relentlessly until they no longer exist

Humiliate you and disconnect your face / Remove it from your neck and then your torso from your waist
I will degrade and dismember my victims in the most gruesome ways possible

Why is it like this? / I couldn't even begin to tell you / I can't describe the shit I've seen inside the hole I fell through
I cannot explain why I am the way I am, and I have experienced things so traumatic and dark that I can't even put them into words

They don't know me / They don't feel what I feel / I can show you this hell we're through
People do not truly understand me or my experiences, but I can show them the kind of pain and torment that I go through

You don't know me / I do everything / You will never see weakness in me
No one can comprehend or relate to me fully, and I will always project strength and power without revealing any vulnerability

Daddy taught me about the bitches and the snakes / They aren't important / redirect the endless hate
My father taught me to hate and distrust women and hypocritical people, and I will channel that hate towards other targets instead

But the only way to escape the pain that never goes away / is to inflict it on somebody else who doesn't feel the same
To cope with my own suffering, I have to inflict it upon others who cannot understand what I am going through

and there are so many people I feel are out to get me / I can't ignore the evil / I've become something so deadly
I believe that many people are menacing me, and because of that, I have transformed into an extremely dangerous person

And when you passed away, my demons only grew / Devour the old me / I'm not the girl you once knew
After my loved one's death, my inner demons became stronger, and I changed drastically beyond recognition

I take people's daughters and sew their souls on to mine / Keep 'em in my dungeon and rummage through their minds
I kidnap and torture young women and try to absorb their essence into myself, locking them away in a dark place where I can manipulate and control them

Then I lock myself up with them / I am a prisoner / Seldom ever seen, I mutilate all of my visitors
I become a prisoner alongside my victims and rarely leave my lair, and I harm anyone who tries to approach me or my captives

The devil made me do it / I'm fluent in spreading pain / Physical, genital, mental torture's all the same
I blame Satan for my crimes, and I am very skilled at inflicting pain on others, regardless of the type or form of torture

I'm just another lost soul with the intent to make you cry / Fuck 'em all / let 'em burn / Let 'em fucking die
I am a lost and soulless person, who derives pleasure from making others suffer, and I wish for everyone who has wronged me to die