Silence Here
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Was I in too deep? Or was that just me?
Did I fall too short? Did I do enough?
Were they in my head the lies I came to believe?
Am I dead or is this me coming to life?

I want to know that I'm not gonna lose it all
Is this part of my step? No I'm not falling back
Did I lose my way? Am I on the path?
Am I in the wrong or have I done all that I could?

There must be more, no this really can't be all
Moving just two feet ahead when I was made for miles
I can't get past myself how can I go to the world
Pain it lives on my driveway but I can't make it through the door

Here in the silence I'll wait another day
In these four walls I'll wait on you again




Here in the silence I'll wait another day
In these four walls I'll wait on you again

Overall Meaning

The lyrics from Smith's song "Silence Here" delve into themes of self-doubt, introspection, and a yearning for reassurance and direction. The singer questions their own actions and decisions, grappling with feelings of inadequacy and uncertainty about whether they have done enough or taken the right steps in their life. There is a sense of internal conflict and confusion as they reflect on whether they are on the right path or if they have lost their way, which leads to a profound existential inquiry about their own existence and purpose.


In the first verse, the singer contemplates whether they have delved too deeply into a situation or fallen short of expectations. They confront the possibility that they may have been misled by internalized lies and question whether they have metaphorically died to their old self, signaling a potential rebirth or transformation. These lines speak to a sense of disorientation and a desire for clarity and resolution in the midst of inner turmoil.


The second verse continues this inner dialogue, expressing a need for validation and assurance that they are not at risk of losing everything. The singer resolves not to regress or fall back into old patterns, while grappling with doubts about whether they have strayed from their intended path or done all they could in pursuit of their goals. This internal struggle between self-criticism and self-acceptance reveals a deep-seated desire for a sense of purpose and fulfillment.


The closing lines of the lyrics convey a profound sense of longing and frustration with the limitations of the singer's current situation. They express a yearning for more than what they currently have, feeling confined within their own walls and unable to break free from their internal struggles. Despite the pain and obstacles they face, the singer finds themselves trapped in a state of waiting, yearning for a sense of connection or guidance that may offer them solace and direction. The repetition of waiting in the silence and within four walls symbolizes a sense of stagnation and isolation, contrasting with the yearning for movement and growth that lies at the core of their introspective journey.


Line by Line Meaning

Was I in too deep? Or was that just me?
Was I fully committed to something, or was it just my own perception?


Did I fall too short? Did I do enough?
Did I fail to meet expectations, or did I give my best effort?


Were they in my head the lies I came to believe?
Were the negative thoughts and doubts in my mind the reason I believed lies?


Am I dead or is this me coming to life?
Am I feeling numb inside, or am I beginning to feel alive again?


I want to know that I'm not gonna lose it all
I desire assurance that I won't lose everything


Is this part of my step? No I'm not falling back
Is this a necessary part of my journey forward? I refuse to regress


Did I lose my way? Am I on the path?
Have I strayed from my purpose? Am I still on the right track?


Am I in the wrong or have I done all that I could?
Should I feel guilty, or have I truly given my best effort?


There must be more, no this really can't be all
There has to be more to life, this can't be all there is


Moving just two feet ahead when I was made for miles
Making small progress when I have the potential for so much more


I can't get past myself how can I go to the world
I struggle to overcome my own insecurities, how can I face the world?


Pain it lives on my driveway but I can't make it through the door
Suffering is right outside my comfort zone, but I can't bring myself to face it


Here in the silence I'll wait another day
In the quiet moments, I'll patiently wait for another opportunity


In these four walls I'll wait on you again
Within the confines of my surroundings, I'll look to you for guidance once more




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Written by: Jacob Smith

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