As If
Smoove Lyrics


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What if this life that I want
I used all my sick days
Hard to swallow pills they've been chased
I got my foot to the metal, I'm finna put on a show
The world ain't never gon' love you
You better go get a coat
I keep all my angels close
I'm not supernatural
Do you dig that
Breakin' hearts a throwback like it's kitkat
Paparazzi glamorous hop out bushes and they takin' pictures
Know you might get fame but when you get it can you take us with ya
What if this life that I want ain't even fun
I gotta confess
I dress to impress
To distract from this mess
I been feelin' guilty
My demons in-sync
I been too worried bout the ending
You only get one life
You only get one chance
Don't regret it
Risk taking, Heart breaking
Said they love was real
I knew they was faking
Stay down and stay patient
Loyalty over love I could never mistake it
The way my mind be runnin' you would think I was speed racing
I been having thoughts trynna erase it
Erase it
Is you with me or what when the goin' gets tough
If i'm down help me up
I need you for cover baby
Promise I won't hurt you baby
It get scary
Oso Scary
Showed me that true love was real
Thought it was a fairy tale
Yeah I thought it was a fairytale
I got my foot to the metal, I'm finna put on a show
The world ain't never gon' love you
You better go get a coat
I keep all my angels close
I'm not supernatural
Do you dig that
Breakin' hearts a throwback like it's kitkat
Paparazzi glamorous hop out bushes and they takin' pictures
Know you might get fame but when you get it can you take us with ya
What if this life that I want ain't even fun
I gotta confess
I dress to impress
To distract from this mess
I been feelin' guilty




My demons in-sync
I been too worried bout the ending

Overall Meaning

In this emotionally charged track, Smoove opens up about his fear of what life would be like if he achieved his goals and dreams. He questions if the life he wants is worth sacrificing his sick days and taking hard to swallow pills, indicating that the path to success may not be as glamorous as it may seem. He acknowledges that the world may not love him and advises himself to get a coat to brace himself against the harsh realities of life. Despite everything, he remains resilient, and keeps his angels close, admitting that he is not supernatural, but simply human.


As the song progresses, Smoove talks about his struggles with guilt, and his demons that have seemingly synchronized. He admits that he has been too worried about the ending, and that he needs to take risks to prevent any future regrets. He emphasizes the importance of loyalty over love and showcases his ability to stay patient despite the world moving at breakneck speed. He ends the song by questioning if the life he desires is even fun, and confessing that he dresses to impress to distract people from his messy internal state.


Line by Line Meaning

What if this life that I want
What if the life I desire is not as fulfilling as I anticipate


I used all my sick days
I have used all the time off allocated for sick days at work


Hard to swallow pills they've been chased
It is difficult to face certain challenges that I have encountered


I got my foot to the metal, I'm finna put on a show
I am fully committed to giving my best effort and achieving great things


The world ain't never gon' love you
The world is not always accepting or supportive of our dreams and aspirations


You better go get a coat
You will need to be strong and resilient to withstand the challenges and obstacles ahead


I keep all my angels close
I surround myself with positive influences and support to guide me through difficult times


I'm not supernatural
I am not invincible and am susceptible to mistakes and setbacks


Do you dig that
Do you understand what I am saying?


Breakin' hearts a throwback like it's kitkat
Harming others emotionally has become a common occurrence for me


Paparazzi glamorous hop out bushes and they takin' pictures
There are people who are watching my every move and taking pictures without my consent


Know you might get fame but when you get it can you take us with ya
If I obtain fame, will I still be able to remain loyal to those who have supported me along the way


What if this life that I want ain't even fun
What if the life I am seeking is not enjoyable


I gotta confess
I need to admit something


I dress to impress
I put effort into my appearance to make a good impression on others


To distract from this mess
I use my appearance as a distraction from the problems and challenges I am facing


I been feelin' guilty
I have been experiencing feelings of remorse


My demons in-sync
The negative aspects of my personality are in agreement and affecting me heavily


I been too worried bout the ending
I have been too focused on the outcome rather than the journey


You only get one life
We only have one life to live


You only get one chance
We only have one opportunity to make the most of our lives


Don't regret it
Do not have any regrets about how you lived your life


Risk taking, Heart breaking
Taking risks may result in heartache


Said they love was real
People have claimed to love me genuinely


I knew they was faking
I discovered that they were not being truthful


Stay down and stay patient
Keep moving forward and be patient


Loyalty over love I could never mistake it
I prioritize loyalty over love because it is more important to me


The way my mind be runnin' you would think I was speed racing
I am constantly thinking and analyzing things like I am in a high-speed race


I been having thoughts trynna erase it
I have been thinking about things I want to forget


Erase it
I want to forget something


Is you with me or what when the goin' gets tough
Are you willing to support me when things become challenging


If i'm down help me up
I need assistance when I am experiencing difficulties


I need you for cover baby
I want your support and protection


Promise I won't hurt you baby
I will not intentionally harm you


It get scary
Things can get frightening


Oso Scary
Extremely fearful


Showed me that true love was real
Someone has demonstrated to me that genuine love exists


Thought it was a fairy tale
I believed that true love was fictional


I got my foot to the metal, I'm finna put on a show
I am fully committed to giving my best effort and achieving great things


The world ain't never gon' love you
The world is not always accepting or supportive of our dreams and aspirations


I keep all my angels close
I surround myself with positive influences and support to guide me through difficult times


I'm not supernatural
I am not invincible and am susceptible to mistakes and setbacks


Do you dig that
Do you understand what I am saying?


Breakin' hearts a throwback like it's kitkat
Harming others emotionally has become a common occurrence for me


Paparazzi glamorous hop out bushes and they takin' pictures
There are people who are watching my every move and taking pictures without my consent


Know you might get fame but when you get it can you take us with ya
If I obtain fame, will I still be able to remain loyal to those who have supported me along the way


What if this life that I want ain't even fun
What if the life I am seeking is not enjoyable


I gotta confess
I need to admit something


I dress to impress
I put effort into my appearance to make a good impression on others


To distract from this mess
I use my appearance as a distraction from the problems and challenges I am facing


I been feelin' guilty
I have been experiencing feelings of remorse


My demons in-sync
The negative aspects of my personality are in agreement and affecting me heavily


I been too worried bout the ending
I have been too focused on the outcome rather than the journey




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: James Ellis, Leon Glavas

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