EMDR
Soen Lyrics

Trying not to intervene
I am trying not to interfere with your actions or decisions.

Keep it on my own
I will keep my thoughts and feelings to myself.

You have me in your power Like you never did before
You have control over me in a way that you haven't before.

Once I told myself anything goes Never did anything right Despite The nature of desire Always finds a way
I used to believe that I could do anything, but I never did anything right. However, desire always finds a way to fuel me.

Hide behind a rueful face Thank you all for fine charades Praise the little things I wanted All I wanted was to rest Rest in knowing all demons are real Taste the sweet lips, seal the deal and heal My iris is on fire I curse my firm belief
I put on a sad face to hide my true feelings. I thank everyone for pretending to care about the things I want. All I really want is to be able to rest and relax. Despite acknowledging that my demons are real, I indulge in pleasurable activities such as kissing to heal myself. The intensity of my desires makes me doubt my beliefs.

Eyes of a dark dense mind I'm feasting on what you feed me I'll stand before no one Cry, my love I'm leading you all the way
I am a dark and deep person who is absorbing everything you give me. I will not back down and will lead you throughout the journey despite the challenges we face.

Swimming in a sea of guilt Drained of energy or blood Praise the little things I'm here for In the distance on demand Once my fungus takes care of your soul Turns into nutritious soil Behold How the nature of desire Always finds a way
I am overwhelmed with guilt and exhaustion, but I take pride in the small accomplishments I have made. I am always there for you, even if it's from afar. When my destructive nature takes hold, it nurtures your soul and serves as a reminder of the powerful nature of desire.

I'll let you see my greedy face Let you witness all my shades Pray that no one's here to see me Like you never prayed before I rest in knowing my demons are real I taste the sweet lips, seal the deal and heal The nature of desire Are fluids, pores and faith
I will show you my true, avaricious self and hope that nobody else is watching. I embrace my inner demons and find solace in fleeting moments of pleasure. Desire is not just an impulse but a force that permeates my entire being.

From the mire Through the wonders of your soul A desire "Wait a second", I've been told (I have seen too much of it) (I have seen too much of it) Parasites Infected wounds Broken skulls (I have seen too much of it) Tissue divided in two
From the depths of despair, I will follow the beauty of your soul. Despite this, I have been warned to be careful with desire, which can be parasitic and inflict pain. I have seen all too many wounds and horrors caused by desire, which can rupture even the strongest bonds.

See my love, I'll take a stand for my beliefs I'm leading you all the way Stronger love, found within, take my fire I'm leading you all the way Cry my love, I'll comfort you, I'll kill the ghosts I'm leading you all the way Paint the walls, let me go, fight the pain I'm leading you all the way See my dreams, outside my dreams, no more sleep I'm leading you all the way Turn around, find me there, sweet perfume I'm leading you all the way On my own, I'm here alone, just me and you I'm leading you all the way I found the peace, a quiet room, comfortable doom I'm leading you all the way I'm leading you all the way
I will stand up for what I believe in and lead you through every obstacle. My love for you will continue to grow stronger and ignite my passion. I promise to comfort you and help you banish your fears. I will fight through the pain and create a new reality for us. Together, we will pursue my wildest dreams and find new meaning in life. I will be there at every turn and take responsibility for our journey, however lonely it may be. I have found peace in acceptance of an inevitable end.