Trust
Solid Base Lyrics

There was a time when all I wanted
I used to want to be with you all the time, no matter what.

Was to be with you
My biggest desire was always to be close to you.

never did I hesitate about u
I never had any doubts about my feelings for you.

to give my heart
I was willing and ready to give you my whole heart.

I guess times changes I guess I'm better off
Things have changed with time and I think I'm better off now without you.

but the angels gave me strenght this what I know
The angels gave me strength to move on without you, that's what I believe.

what is wrong what you do but still you walk in the back that the devil made for you
I know what you've done and what's been wrong, but you still choose to stay on the path the devil has laid before you.

But I'm changed now I rearranged now
I'm not the same person I used to be when I was with you, I've rearranged my life.

I can't take you back I'm someone else now
I can't take you back because I'm a different person now, not the same as before.

They had me locked.... myself I had to keep it still
I felt trapped and couldn't share how I felt with anyone.

I still don't know What I felt
I'm not even sure what my true feelings were at that time.

The whole time caught up in the drama
I was always caught up in the drama and couldn't escape it.

You own shut my whole world I acted like your mama
You controlled my life and I acted like your mother, trying to protect you.

Made excuses for your behavior
I always excused and covered up for your bad behavior.

You made a mistake I can't do like I save you
You made a mistake and I can't help you like before.

I almost fell into engagement
I almost agreed to marry you, but I'm glad I didn't.

But I came to my senses they don't need for replacement
I finally came to my senses and realized I don't need you to replace anyone in my life.

I can not say I've put my foot down every often
I can't say I stood up for myself often enough in the past.

I can not say I knew enough was enough
I can't say I realized when it was time to let go and move on.

Then I was your chair and I walk like you wanted to
I was like a chair to you and you controlled my every move.

I was your puppy and I did what you wanted to
I was like a puppy to you and did everything you wanted without hesitation.

Kept it within like a ... flow my love had me going like...
I kept my feelings locked inside and just let my love flow, even if it was one-sided.

keep it low keep it coming was the way I went by
I kept my feelings low-key and just kept letting the love come, even if it wasn't reciprocated.

you drop balls another day goes by
You kept messing up and time just kept passing by.

But somehow I kind of came to my ... all the shadow
Somehow I found my way out of the darkness and shadows and moved on from you.

I always trusted you
I always trusted you, even when I shouldn't have.

Now I am over
Now, I'm completely over you and don't need you in my life.

I let you run my life
I allowed you to control my life and make all my decisions for me.

Now I'm the only
Now, I'm in control of my own life and don't need anyone else to make decisions for me.

You never love me right
You never truly loved me like you should have.

Now I am stronger
Now, I'm a stronger and better person for having gone through this experience.

You can come back no more
You're not welcome to come back into my life anymore.

Cause I'm a lover
Because I'm still capable of love, but I won't let anyone control me again.