Sonic Wall’s members are from all over the world, brought together by their… Read Full Bio ↴Sonic Wall’s members are from all over the world, brought together by their passion for playing live hard rock and heavy metal music.
Sonic Wall’s formation started in mid-2020 in Ko Samui, Thailand, when guitarist Max Camerario (Italy/Argentina), met with guitarist Reto Sprecher (Switzerland), and shared their passion and ideas for playing old school heavy metal music.
A few weeks later, drummer Julien Soreda (France), joined and the trio started to play covers from their favorite bands such as Megadeth, Metallica, Whitesnake, Iron Maiden, and Guns N’ Roses.
By the end of 2020, bass guitarist, Buddy Barış Topçu (Turkey), joined the band.
After practicing weekly and growing their song list for 6 months, the band began to discover its own identity, and the band chose the name Sonic Wall. A logo was designed by drummer Julien, who is also an experienced graphic artist.
From early on, Sonic Wall’s founding members decided that they did not want to be just another cover band. The band began to author and practice even more original songs, and they are now in the process of mixing and mastering these songs for publication.
But even during these important moments in the band’s early history, an important piece of the puzzle was still missing, a singer!
Sonic Wall auditioned several people in Samui, but it was nearly impossible to find the right person on a small tropical island.
Finally, in November 2020, vocalist Bill Cannon (United States) joined the band, and the Sonic Wall puzzle was finally temporarily completed!
Unfortunately personal problems lead Sonic Wall’s decision to look for another singer, which could reflect more the style of the metal played.
After few weeks, Buddy opted to become the new singer of the band and currently his place as bass player has been taken by Korn, a Thai player which is currently rehearsing with Sonic Wall. As soon as the trial period will be complete, will be announced as a permanent member of Sonic Wall.
At the same time, Sonic Wall didn’t stop developing more original songs which are soon to be published on major music streaming platforms such as iTunes and Spotify.
The band is getting ready to play local gigs around Thailand… they will be available to play outside of Thailand too!

Insane
Sonic Wall Lyrics

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I am watching back and thinking what the hell I am doing here
So many times I tried but I couldn't stop my fears
My pills of Thorazine works fine and make me feel alright
Decided to come over just to wish you my goodnight
I always let you choose for me, what's wrong and what is right
Our life is smooth and actually we never had a fight
Tonight there's something strange with you, don't really understand
The way you look at me is bad, I cannot really stand

Don't know why I am shaking
Veins are really pumping
Darkness is all around me
Why you cannot see
Something is growin' inside me
Stay away from me
This unhealthy impulse
I don't wanna feel again insane
To dance upon your skin was weird, your guts and blood surround me
Don't know what really happened here, but you don't wanna see
The axe was just so handy and I'm starting to regret
My love for you was massive, I'm sure you wont forget
Don't know why I'm shaking
Veins are really pumping
Darkness is all around me
Really can't you see
Something is growin' inside me
Stay away from me
This unhealthy impulse
Starting to convulse
Cannot really thinking
Is my mind just freaking
Picking up your bits
Guts, butt and tits
Me and you together
Now will be forever
There is no more pain

I don't wanna feel again insane
I don't wanna feel again this shit

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Insane" by Sonic Wall depict a character who is questioning their own actions and state of mind. The opening lines suggest a sense of confusion and self-doubt, as they reflect on their presence and purpose in a situation. They express a struggle with fear and the inability to control it, despite attempts with medication. The singer acknowledges their reliance on someone else to determine what is right or wrong, highlighting a lack of autonomy in their life.

The song takes a darker turn when the singer notices something unsettling about the person they are addressing. There is a gradual build-up of tension and unease, represented by the physical symptoms of shaking and heightened heart rate. The lyrics become more sinister, hinting at a violent act that has taken place or is about to happen. The reference to dancing on the person's skin implies a disturbing level of intimacy, with blood and gore surrounding them. The singer expresses regret for their actions, suggesting that their love for the person had overwhelmed them, leading to this erratic behavior. The repeated desire to not feel "insane" again reinforces the theme of mental instability and aligns with the overall narrative of the song.

Line by Line Meaning

I am watching back and thinking what the hell I am doing here
Reflecting on my actions and questioning why I am in this situation

So many times I tried but I couldn't stop my fears
Despite numerous attempts, I have been unable to overcome my fears

My pills of Thorazine works fine and make me feel alright
The medication Thorazine effectively manages my symptoms and brings me relief

Decided to come over just to wish you my goodnight
I made the decision to visit you simply to bid you goodnight

I always let you choose for me, what's wrong and what is right
I consistently rely on your judgment to determine what is right or wrong for me

Our life is smooth and actually we never had a fight
Our relationship has been harmonious and we have never experienced conflict

Tonight there's something strange with you, don't really understand
Tonight, there is an unsettling aura surrounding you that I cannot fully comprehend

The way you look at me is bad, I cannot really stand
Your gaze towards me is unsettling, making me uncomfortable

Don't know why I am shaking
I am unsure of the cause behind my trembling

Veins are really pumping
My veins are pulsating vigorously

Darkness is all around me
I am enveloped by a sense of darkness and gloom

Why you cannot see
I wonder why you are unable to perceive

Something is growin' inside me
A mysterious sensation is developing within me

Stay away from me
I implore you to keep your distance from me

This unhealthy impulse
The irrational urge that I am experiencing

To dance upon your skin was weird, your guts and blood surround me
Engaging in a macabre dance upon your flesh felt strange, as your organs and blood surrounded me

Don't know what really happened here, but you don't wanna see
I am uncertain about the events that transpired, but you do not want to witness them

The axe was just so handy and I'm starting to regret
The axe happened to be conveniently accessible, and now I am beginning to feel remorse

My love for you was massive, I'm sure you wont forget
The love I possessed for you was immense, and I am certain it will leave a lasting impression

Starting to convulse
I am beginning to experience convulsions

Cannot really thinking
I am unable to think clearly

Is my mind just freaking
Is my mind simply in a state of chaos and distress

Picking up your bits
Gathering your remains

Guts, butt and tits
Internal organs, buttocks, and breasts

Me and you together
You and I united

Now will be forever
Our connection will last for eternity

There is no more pain
All pain and suffering have ceased

I don't wanna feel again insane
I no longer desire to experience insanity