I Feel Pretty
Soundtrack Lyrics

All this time I've wasted
I've spent a lot of time doing nothing productive

Waiting for the world to end
Expecting a catastrophic event or change to happen

Dizzy indecision
Feeling confused and unsure about what to do

Veering off the open road
Straying from the straightforward path

Anchors away
Letting go of things that hold me back

Lack of infrastructure
Not having a solid foundation or structure

Someone hear me out
I need someone to listen to me

I'm dying inside
Feeling emotionally distressed and in pain

There's nowhere to hide
There is no escape or refuge

Where do I go
I don't know where to turn or what to do

Get back in the cage
Return to a confined and limited existence

Just keep me away
Please keep me at a distance

I'm staggering
I am unstable and struggling to maintain balance

I can't wait to find you
I look forward to discovering someone special

I really hate that I'm alone
I strongly dislike being by myself

Easy to resemble
Simple to imitate or appear similar to

Hard to learn the workings of
Difficult to understand and grasp the mechanisms of

This lonesome charade
This sad and deceitful act

I'm filled with hesitation
I am uncertain and hesitant

Staring down the tide
Facing and confronting a powerful force or change

It pulls you apart
It tears you into pieces

It stabs in the dark
It hurts unexpectedly and without warning

It carries away
It takes everything away

I'm starting to see
I am beginning to understand

The problem with me
The issue lies within myself

Is everything
Affects every aspect of my life

I can feel you tonight
I sense your presence this evening

I never know who I am
I am always uncertain of my identity

I only know what I'm not
I can only define myself by what I am not

It doesn't make any sense
It is illogical and confusing

It doesn't further the plot
It does not progress or develop the story

I never learn how to love
I have never understood how to truly love someone

I only learn how to fight
I only know how to engage in conflict

I only see in the dark
I can only perceive when there is darkness

But never kept to the night
But am always prevented from fully embracing the darkness

I got a flurry of words
I have a sudden outburst of words

But I got nothing to say
But ultimately, I have nothing meaningful to express

And why does everything
And why do all things

Always end this way
Consistently conclude in this manner

If I asked you to let me go
If I requested for you to release me

Would you hold on, would you hold on
Would you still hold onto me

I try hard to let go but the pull is too great
I make a considerable effort to release myself, but I am strongly drawn back

Consumed with the promise
Overwhelmed by the commitment

Of one last chance
Of having a final opportunity

Are you holding on
Are you still gripping onto something

'Cause I'm still holding on
Because I am still firmly grasping onto something