Crossed
Spitfire Lyrics


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Cold metal, hard lead.
Kneeling to the cock of a rifle you're fed.
My big bluff baby, my middle finger-cross.
My nixed. My 86'ed.
My late great loss.
I pulled the plug on our suicide machine.
I shot the moon as the suicide king.
My big bluff baby, my middle-finger cross.
You were just a hack with a butcher's touch.
My jarhead vessel that though too much.
Just a two-bit yes man.




Just a free ride and a big scam.
I've been crossed out

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Spitfire's song "Crossed" is a powerful reflection on a relationship that has gone sour. The lyrics are rife with metaphor, using weapons and game metaphors to represent the betrayal the singer has experienced. The song begins with the lines "Cold metal, hard lead. Kneeling to the cock of a rifle you're fed." These lines, along with the title of the song, allude to the idea of being crossed out, like being crossed off a list or marked for elimination. The imagery of the cold metal and hard lead of the rifle, the "cock" of which the betrayed person is fed, suggests that the singer feels he has been taken advantage of, perhaps even shot in the back.


The singer then goes on to say, "My big bluff baby, my middle finger-cross. My nixed. My 86'ed. My late great loss." The line "my big bluff baby" suggests that the betrayed person had been faking or pretending to be something he was not all along. The middle finger-cross is a gesture of defiance, as if to say "screw you" or "I've had enough." "Nixed" and "86'ed" both suggest that the betrayed person has been terminated, or removed from the situation. The line "my late great loss" is a lament for what has been lost and can no longer be regained.


In the next lines, the singer declares, "I pulled the plug on our suicide machine. I shot the moon as the suicide king." The suicide machine and suicide king are references to games of chance, perhaps suggesting the sense of risk involved in the relationship. By saying he has "pulled the plug" and "shot the moon," the singer is perhaps saying that he has taken control of the situation, opting to end things before it is too late.


The rest of the song is a scathing indictment of the other person in the relationship, who is described as a hack with a butcher's touch, a two-bit yes man, and a free ride and a big scam. The singer concludes by saying, "I've been crossed out," suggesting that he has been eliminated or taken out of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

Cold metal, hard lead.
The physical form of the weapon used to harm. It is tough and unyielding, perfectly suited for taking lives.


Kneeling to the cock of a rifle you're fed.
Being submissive to authority and the weapon. Willingly following orders without questioning their morality.


My big bluff baby, my middle finger-cross.
A lack of fear and defiance towards those who try to control him. Refusing to conform to societal norms and expressing his individuality through rebellion.


My nixed. My 86'ed.
Being rejected and banished from a group or organization. The artist has been cast aside and is no longer welcome.


My late great loss.
A reference to the end of a significant relationship or situation. The feeling of death and mourning over something that was once loved and cherished.


I pulled the plug on our suicide machine.
Ending a self-destructive and dangerous path. The singer took control of a negative situation and put a stop to it before it could do more harm.


I shot the moon as the suicide king.
Taking bold risks and facing challenges head-on, even if they might result in failure or loss. The singer is willing to put it all on the line for a chance at victory.


My big bluff baby, my middle-finger cross.
The repeated line suggests that the artist is unapologetic and unafraid of the consequences of his actions. He is willing to give authority the finger and face whatever the future holds.


You were just a hack with a butcher's touch.
Referring to someone with unskilled or amateurish attempts at something, but with a destructive power that can still be dangerous.


My jarhead vessel that though too much.
A reference to the psychological stresses of war and how they can affect someone's mental health. The artist compares himself to a soldier, feeling trapped and isolated.


Just a two-bit yes man.
A reference to someone who goes along with authority without questioning their motives or actions. A person who lacks integrity and is simply a follower rather than a leader.


Just a free ride and a big scam.
Referring to a situation or person who takes advantage of others without giving anything back. The artist feels used and taken for granted, and that the person he's addressing is only in it for their own benefit.


I've been crossed out.
Being rejected and marginalized by society. The singer no longer feels welcome or valued and has been forcibly removed from a group or community.




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