In 1989 he moved to Stockholm where he met Stefan Kéry, a psychedelic connoisseur, and gave him a cassette with some of his many recordings. To Mikaels great surprise he found that the tape was received with great enthusiasm and an album was soon made out of that very tape. The album was titled ”Visions Of A Trespasser” and was released early 1990 in an edition of 150 copies only. The album cover featured a colorful, organic vortex with images of beings of the galaxy in it painted by Mikael. Each and every record had differently hand painted labels. The album was mainly distributed among friends. It showed his very personal style of music covering all kinds of musical directions, all laced with the psychedelic sound. Among these ”not-meant-to-be-heard-by-others”-recordings you will find unbelievable sound’s from tea-balls, spoons and boilers. Except for the 3 studio tracks which was recorded together with a friend, he played everything himself - singing through his guitar-amp and using a pitched guitar for a bass.
In March 1991 he released his follow-up, ”The Unknown” , an odd home cassette- collection with new old haunting songs. The album was distributed the same way as the first one.
After forming Xotic Mind Productions Stefan Kéry let him go into a 8-channal studio and Mikael built up a whole new album all by himself (the only way he knew to work) step-by-step, beginning with the drums and nothing else but except a good memory! The result: ”Claustromania” (meaning: manic obsession for locking oneself in, which derives from the introspective state of mind he always go into while creating!) . The music is filled with pulsating, organic expressions, always emotionally gripping with his soulful voice. The album has a circular concept: The songs about other worlds, man against infinity and the human mind, soul and spirit are linked together with small musical inventions building a story that never ends, ending the way it started, starting the way it ended. The composition also reflects his past life of loneliness and emptiness that now has been replaced by a new existence of love, happiness and possibilities. Mikael says “Claustromania” also is an homage to LSD which helped him make the transformation possible.
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His creative years had only begun. In 1994 Mikael wrote a book with novellas in the horror-fantasy tradition crammed with drawings done during the last 15 years and drawn, copied and shaped 4 volumes of comic-fanzines - all still available in Swedish only! He acted in a 16mm film and in his own 3 fantasy video films as well as taking acting- and dancing- lessons! During the years he has been invited to participate on other Xotic Mind projects, like playing sitar on Adam Axelzons well-received ”Eura” album and with sitar and Tablas on the ”Gnostic Mass”-LP by The Entheogens, an improvisation-group he joined together with Adam Axelzon, Måns ”Word of Life”Månson and Stefan Kéry, among others.
In January 1994, people Xotic Mind released S.T. Mikaels new album ”Psychocosmic Songs” which was even better received than any of his previous LPs. The LP was recorded in a modern, high-tech studio. This time the tracks was a mixture of acoustic and electric singer-songs painted with sitar and tabla jams, heavy fuzz guitar sessions and airy, pulsating sounds done in the same step- by-step method like Claustromania! Although it is serious and soulful in tone, ST Mikael himself says he misses the playfulness and vitality which is more prominent in his home recordings.
In the spring of 1994 ST Mikael was living in a rented house with a beautiful garden of fruits, berries and flowers. For the first time he found an immediate presence of self confidence and also a more emotional and limitless way to express himself. In changing direction from somewhat stylish compositions to more improvised-on-the-spot creations he found that the happiness of a live-performance could be caught on a Pot-induced multi tracked solo recording.
During 1994 he made a huge collection of organic home recordings, far away from any inexperienced studio-technician, planning to release some of the material as a new album. With the addition of the extended studio track ”Summer In My Life” , which was recorded by an experienced crew and with additional musicians like Adam Axelzon. Xotic Mind released it in 1996 as a double-album - titled Soul Flower. As always - with a homemade painting on the cover. It can be seen as a rock opera without a plot, an invitation to a small living room full of impressions of many far away places.
During the years that passed since that album, St Mikael seemed to become more secretive and reclusive, but was still making homemade music. Some of this music, still stretching out in many different musical directions, has been done freely and spontaneously in an extremely relaxed and happy environment, and has been compiled into the home-made double CD, "Mind Evolution", which is not really an official album. Since the turn of the century, Mikael has renewed his lifestyle, has found love in Cheska, an American woman, and has travelled around in Europe, and recently in the USA.
source: http://www.subliminalsounds.se/DOK/stmikael.html
A New Era
St. Mikael Lyrics
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We can see new
The past life slammed by new year's door
Take a deep breath
Slow exhalation
The freedom is here
But not eyes
Who tried to live and to survive?
Though everything is new but wait
What to expect?
I can't believe in all of this
The world's becoming an abyss
The expectation panics from within
I saved my thoughts and common sense
But storms are coming from the hills
Where world's patricians have an iron will
For the kill
Is it a fake world's brutal truth?
Again we feel oppressive rules
It was
It's here
It did not go away
We decides so, but they have not
Look at yourself
That was a perfect breath
Without a mask you like a pagan freak
New lifestyle's fashion can't return anything
The new era's here
In these lyrics, St. Mikael is expressing the feeling of awakening to a new era, symbolized by the beginning of a new year. The first verse encourages the listener to wake up and observe the changes that have occurred. The past life is metaphorically described as being "slammed" behind the door of the new year, signaling a fresh start. The phrase "take a deep breath, slow exhalation" suggests a moment of reflection and readiness for what is to come.
The second verse focuses on the people surrounding the singer, emphasizing that although they have new faces, their eyes hint at a lack of genuine life experiences. The lyrics question who among them has truly tried to live and survive. Despite everything being new, there is a sense of uncertainty and anticipation for what lies ahead.
The third verse reveals the singer's disbelief and skepticism towards the current state of the world. The lyrics describe the world becoming an abyss, as oppressive rules and destructive storms seem imminent. The reference to "world's patricians" suggests a powerful elite with an iron will, ready to take advantage of the chaos for their own gain.
The final verse shifts the focus inward, urging the listener to take a look at themselves. The lyrics suggest that despite fleeting trends and the superficiality of the new lifestyle, one's true essence cannot be changed or returned to a previous state. The new era has arrived, and it is up to the individual to navigate and find their place within it. Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of uncertainty and apprehension about the future, while also emphasizing the importance of staying true to oneself in the face of societal shifts.
Line by Line Meaning
Wake up! my mate
Rise and awaken, my friend
We can see new
We are witnessing something new
The past life slammed by new year's door
The previous life has abruptly come to an end with the arrival of the new year
Take a deep breath
Inhale deeply
Slow exhalation
Exhale slowly
The freedom is here
Freedom has arrived
Around us faces
Surrounded by people
But not eyes
But devoid of genuine connection
Who tried to live and to survive?
Who attempted to live and persevere?
Though everything is new but wait
Despite everything being new, there is still uncertainty
What to expect?
What should we anticipate?
I can't believe in all of this
I cannot believe in this entirety
The world's becoming an abyss
The world is descending into chaos
The expectation panics from within
Hope is filled with anxiety internally
I saved my thoughts and common sense
I have preserved my thoughts and rationality
But storms are coming from the hills
But challenges are approaching from the horizon
Where world's patricians have an iron will
Where the world's elite possess unwavering determination
For the kill
To achieve their objectives ruthlessly
Is it a fake world's brutal truth?
Is the harsh reality of this world a fabrication?
Again we feel oppressive rules
Once again, we experience restrictive rules
It was
It existed in the past
It's here
It is present now
It did not go away
It has not disappeared
We decides so, but they have not
We have made a decision, but they have not
Look at yourself
Reflect upon yourself
That was a perfect breath
That breath was exceptional
Without a mask you like a pagan freak
Without a disguise, you appear unconventional
New lifestyle's fashion can't return anything
The current trend cannot bring back what was lost
The new era's here
The new era has arrived
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Alexander Bolbat, Andrei Farnev
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