This Time
Starsailor Lyrics


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In that moment I was frozen out
Of a story that I knew all about
Then I called her in the evening
My depression started lifting

I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time

Up to the surface came a feeling
Left me useless
Left me reeling

I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood
(repeat x 6)

I won't let it kill me
This time




I won't let it kill me
This time

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Starsailor's song "This Time" describe a personal struggle with depression and the decision to not let it consume the singer, even though they have experienced it before. The opening line "In that moment I was frozen out, of a story that I knew all about" suggests that the singer is familiar with this feeling of depression but still feels helpless in the face of it. However, when they reach out to someone ("Then I called her in the evening"), they find that talking about their feelings helps their depression start to lift.


The chorus of the song, "I won't let it kill me this time," shows a determination to not let depression or mental illness be the end of them, despite the overwhelming feeling that sometimes comes with it. When the singer says "Up to the surface came a feeling, Left me useless, Left me reeling," they are acknowledging the powerlessness they feel when depression takes hold, and how it can render them unable to function in their daily life. The repeated line "When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood" may symbolize the struggle to keep moving forward even when everything feels stagnant or suffocating.


Line by Line Meaning

In that moment I was frozen out
I was excluded from the situation at that precise moment


Of a story that I knew all about
Despite having prior knowledge of the situation, I was still left out


Then I called her in the evening
Later that day, I rang her up


My depression started lifting
I began to feel better, my state of mind improving


I won't let it kill me
I refuse to let my problems completely take over my life


This time
This moment, right now


Up to the surface came a feeling
A particular emotion surfaced and became apparent


Left me useless
I felt incapable of doing anything, helpless


Left me reeling
I was left feeling unsteady and bewildered


When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood
If my motivation dwindles, things will get ugly


I won't let it kill me
I refuse to let my problems completely take over my life


This time
This moment, right now




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BENJAMIN BYRNE, JAMES STELFOX, JAMES WALSH, BARRY WESTHEAD

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

hama 7aji

Lyrics:

In that moment I was frozen out
Of a story that I knew all about
Then I called her in the evening
My depression started lifting
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
Up to the surface came a feeling
Left me useless
Left me reeling
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood
[Repeats]
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time



All comments from YouTube:

nestor lopez

muy buena banda!

FizzOfInsanity

I like this song. Makes you wanna never give up.

Amy Hall

Such a powerful song.

hama 7aji

Lyrics:

In that moment I was frozen out
Of a story that I knew all about
Then I called her in the evening
My depression started lifting
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
Up to the surface came a feeling
Left me useless
Left me reeling
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood
[Repeats]
I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time

Ksenia Rasputin

I won't let it kill me this time! This song is a powerful antidepressant, I tell you.
This comes from a deeply, deeply depressed person on medication. Hope is everything.

Jim Parsons

Such a perfect drummer and bassist piece of art! And a great song......

Melu Lucena

me encanta

Ayie Coburn

This song deserves to have an official music videos

Franco Falcon

On mtv and music channel i saw already on 2005-06. Really nice video clip

Carol Glunz

@Giovanna Bieñkowski thank you- i wanna see it but i don't fint it on youtube

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