This Is It
State Of Mind Lyrics


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Wicked Evil
I don't know how to be around people
I'm deceitful
All my thoughts are lethal gotta knock em with the diesel
Numbing stomach pain feel like Kurt Cobain
I'm a rockstar locked inside all day
I'mma end up just another fucking name
I'mma end up just another fucking face
I'mma go insane
I think I love the pain
Got a bloodstain
Wash it in the rain
Got a new strain
Smoke it to the face
Rolling paper planes
I'mma go M.I.A.
This is my world but my name's not Wayne
And I'm not Dwayne but I Rock out bae

I rock a guilty state of mind
I'm looking filthy all the time
I'm gonna go psycho
I'm driving with my eyes closed
I'm gonna crash soon
Can somebody call Geico
I don't give a fuck bitch
Put me in a psych ward
You could never touch this
You get cut by my sword
And I really run this
Trust my gut got this far
And I love assumptions
I don't fit in a box
I'm a fucking wildcard
You will never come across
Somebody like me
I don't put that lightly
I know you despise me
Cause I'm really grimy
But I don't give a fuck
And I know you can tell




By the way that I walk
By the way that I yell

Overall Meaning

In "This Is It" by State of Mind, the lyrics delve into themes of isolation, self-destructive tendencies, and a rebellious attitude. The singer expresses a feeling of not knowing how to interact with people and being deceitful. They describe their thoughts as lethal and express a desire to numb their emotional pain, referencing Kurt Cobain's struggles and ultimate demise as a rockstar. The lyrics suggest a fear of becoming just another statistic, another face lost in the crowd. Despite this, there is a hint of acceptance and even fascination with the pain they experience.


The second verse continues with a defiant and self-assured tone. The singer acknowledges their destructive tendencies, referring to a guilty state of mind and looking filthy all the time. They proclaim a willingness to go psycho and drive with their eyes closed, seemingly embracing the chaos and potential danger. They challenge anyone who tries to contain or control them, suggesting they run the show. The lyrics convey a sense of uniqueness and a refusal to conform to societal expectations. The singer's confidence in their individuality is palpable, dismissing anyone who despises them for being "grimy" and walking and yelling with an unapologetic demeanor.


Line by Line Meaning

Wicked Evil
I embody darkness and malice


I don't know how to be around people
I struggle with social interactions


I'm deceitful
I am dishonest and manipulative


All my thoughts are lethal gotta knock em with the diesel
My thoughts are dangerous, but I suppress them forcefully


Numbing stomach pain feel like Kurt Cobain
I experience pain and emptiness akin to Kurt Cobain


I'm a rockstar locked inside all day
I possess the qualities of a rockstar, but I'm trapped within myself


I'mma end up just another fucking name
I fear ending up insignificant and forgotten


I'mma end up just another fucking face
I fear becoming just another face in the crowd


I'mma go insane
I feel like I'm losing my sanity


I think I love the pain
I find comfort or pleasure in my suffering


Got a bloodstain
I have evidence of my violent past


Wash it in the rain
I try to cleanse myself of my sins, but it's difficult


Got a new strain
I have a new type of drug or problem


Smoke it to the face
I indulge in my vices to escape reality


Rolling paper planes
I create distractions and illusions to cope


I'mma go M.I.A.
I will disappear and isolate myself


This is my world but my name's not Wayne
I control my own reality, but I'm not a famous person like Lil Wayne


And I'm not Dwayne but I Rock out bae
I am not Dwayne Johnson, but I possess a similar intensity and passion


I rock a guilty state of mind
I constantly carry guilt within me


I'm looking filthy all the time
My appearance reflects my inner darkness and despair


I'm gonna go psycho
I am heading towards a state of madness


I'm driving with my eyes closed
I am navigating through life blindly and recklessly


I'm gonna crash soon
I am on a destructive path and will soon face the consequences


Can somebody call Geico
I need someone to intervene and save me from my impending disaster


I don't give a fuck bitch
I have no regard for others' opinions or feelings


Put me in a psych ward
Send me to a mental institution, it won't affect me


You could never touch this
No one can harm or defeat me


You get cut by my sword
I possess the power to hurt or destroy those who oppose me


And I really run this
I am in control and dominant in my realm


Trust my gut got this far
I have relied on my instincts to reach my current position


And I love assumptions
I enjoy people's misconceptions about me


I don't fit in a box
I refuse to conform to societal norms or expectations


I'm a fucking wildcard
I am unpredictable and unconventional


You will never come across somebody like me
You will never encounter someone with my unique qualities


I don't put that lightly
I am serious about this statement


I know you despise me
I am aware of your strong dislike towards me


Cause I'm really grimy
Because I am dirty and morally repugnant


But I don't give a fuck
But I am indifferent and unapologetic


And I know you can tell
And I am aware that you can perceive this about me


By the way that I walk
Through my demeanor and body language


By the way that I yell
Through my loud and forceful vocalization




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Billy Janosko

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Comments from YouTube:

inspecta

Absolutely stonking track. Gets me buzzin every time I hear it. Agree its almost an identical composition to Ultra Nate only much much better. In theory it is a bit cheesy but fuck it, its proper old skool happy house from the 90's. I fucking love it.

M.Vunduk

No cheese about this track it's brill

Coran Gether

No cheese at all. This is when house was HOUSE. Compared to today's utter crap EDM. These where the glory days. Real House play it off vinyl 12" on a Technics 1210 < 3 (Next up State Of Mind ~ Take Control M&S Epic Club Mix) Serial Diva ~ Keep Hope Alive !!!!!

TIMMY Tom

guys oh my days i have been hunting this bad boy since ...dave pearce dance anthems 1998 days epic !!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIMMY Tom

M.Vunduk no chesse is right what a tune !!!!!!!

addicted2tha80s

This song sounds similar to "Free" by Ultra Nate. This is an absolute gem.

FACEandLMS

addicted2tha80s now that you mention it, yeah...same Lately bass, same electric guitar, same snare drum, same lack of percussion lol. i wonder if its by the same producer.

FACEandLMS

addicted2tha80s now that you mention it, yeah...same Lately bass, same electric guitar, same snare drum, same lack of percussion lol. i wonder if its by the same producer.

Simon Roper

Surf is up

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