Pre-disposition
Stephen Kellogg Lyrics


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With a pre-disposition towards alcoholism I gradually stepped to the bar
I said "Help me start drinking and help me stop thinking."
He said "Son don't you know who you are?"
"Know who I am? Well you know my old man. That's where it comes from I guess."
And he seemed to get angry as he looked right at me and these were the words that he (were) said,

"God don't love the losers.
God, gives you a choice in what you do here
God is nothing new here."

So his words were spoken, my heart was half broken although there was no one to blame
He covered it well, he was giving me hell for allowing myself not to change
Telling my friends that I'd be better when the next month came along
But September had passed and I still had no cash and the spring was always gone

"God don't love the losers.
God, gives you a choice in what you do here."

Whatever you heard prior
You can only live your life, like a person you'd admire
You can learn it in a bottle, learn it in dream
That the way you see yourself is the way you need to be

Well my head woke up humming, I thought first of running, but it's not like I'm really in shape
When your hours seem empty and your place gets unkempt, see you feel like you just can't escape
You can hear yourself say, I'll stop living this way, I'm a better man, really I am
You wash up your hair, look in the mirror and the shaky road calls you again.





God, don't love the losers
No he don't, no she don't

Overall Meaning

The song "Pre-disposition" by Stephen Kellogg tells the story of someone who is struggling with alcoholism, with the implication that it runs in their family. The singer goes to a bar and asks for help in starting to drink, as a way of escaping the pain of their thoughts and feelings. The bartender becomes angry and tells the singer that they have a choice in what they do, and that God does not love "losers." The singer attempts to make changes, but ultimately feels trapped by their addiction.


The lyrics explore themes of addiction, self-destructive behavior, and the role of choice in our lives. The singer is aware of their problem, but feels powerless to change their behavior. The bartender's words are a harsh reminder that they are responsible for their own choices, and that there is no easy way out of addiction.


The final verse suggests that the singer is caught in a cycle of self-loathing, making temporary efforts to improve their situation but ultimately returning to their old ways. The repetition of "God don't love the losers" underscores the idea that addiction is a choice, and that those who struggle with it are responsible for their own fate.


Line by Line Meaning

With a pre-disposition towards alcoholism I gradually stepped to the bar
I have a tendency towards alcoholism and so I began drinking slowly at the bar


I said "Help me start drinking and help me stop thinking."
I asked the bartender to help me forget my thoughts by giving me drinks


He said "Son don't you know who you are?"
The bartender asked if I knew myself and my choices


"Know who I am? Well you know my old man. That's where it comes from I guess."
I explained that my alcoholism was inherited from my father


And he seemed to get angry as he looked right at me and these were the words that he said,
The bartender appeared angry and said the following words to me


"God don't love the losers. God, gives you a choice in what you do here God is nothing new here."
The bartender told me that God doesn't favor those who make poor choices and that we are responsible for our actions


So his words were spoken, my heart was half broken although there was no one to blame
I was hurt by the bartender's words, even though I knew he was not to blame for my situation


He covered it well, he was giving me hell for allowing myself not to change
The bartender expressed tough love by chastising me for not taking responsibility for my life


Telling my friends that I'd be better when the next month came along
I made promises to my friends that I would improve myself in the future


But September had passed and I still had no cash and the spring was always gone
Despite my promises, I was still struggling financially and could not escape my problems


Whatever you heard prior You can only live your life, like a person you'd admire You can learn it in a bottle, learn it in dream That the way you see yourself is the way you need to be
Despite any past advice, it is up to us to live our lives by setting a positive example for ourselves and realizing that our self-image determines our reality


Well my head woke up humming, I thought first of running, but it's not like I'm really in shape
The next morning, I woke up with a hangover and considered running away from my problems, but knew it wouldn't solve anything


When your hours seem empty and your place gets unkempt, see you feel like you just can't escape
When you feel lost and overwhelmed by life, it's easy to believe that there's no way out


You can hear yourself say, I'll stop living this way, I'm a better man, really I am
You may try to convince yourself that you can change and become a better person


You wash up your hair, look in the mirror and the shaky road calls you again.
You try to clean up your act, but the temptation to return to bad habits remains


God, don't love the losers No he don't, no she don't
The chorus repeats the earlier message that God does not favor those who make poor choices, regardless of their gender




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