For Father
Stephen Simmonds Lyrics


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Words I thought but never said,
keeping me here in my bed
From now on to the end of time,
they're prisoners in my mind

Lord I'm so tired I walk in the dark
I sing the sadest song, cos here I'm nothing
Lord I'm so tired, Lord I'm so lost
Let me go beyond, cos here I'm nothing

I know you feel like you don't belong,
When all that you had is gone
I know you think that you're all alone,
but that does'nt make it so
It feels like nothing matters at all anymore

I escape but can't ignore
I've never been hurt like this before
You're a part of who I am
It's so clear now I understand

Words unsaid and things undone,
An ending when you just begun
It feels like nothing matters at all any more,
It's like nothing matters at all
And I'm tired of holding on
Being right, being wrong




It's like nothing matters at all any more,
It's like nothing matters at all

Overall Meaning

In Stephen Simmonds's song For Father, the lyrics express a deep sense of loss, regret, and longing for closure. The opening lines, "Words I thought but never said, keeping me here in my bed, from now on to the end of time, they're prisoners in my mind," emphasize the importance of speaking one's mind before it's too late, and the burden of unexpressed thoughts and words. The following lines, "Lord I'm so tired I walk in the dark, I sing the saddest song, cos here I'm nothing," show the singer's emotional fatigue and isolation, as if he feels powerless against the overwhelming pain of grief.


The second verse of the song shifts to address the listener, "I know you feel like you don't belong, when all that you had is gone, I know you think that you're all alone, but that doesn't make it so." Here, Simmonds encourages the listener to find solace in the fact that they are not alone, that others have experienced the same pain, and that it is possible to move past the feeling of isolation. The repeated phrase "It feels like nothing matters at all any more," emphasizes the depth of despair, and the chorus "And I'm tired of holding on, being right, being wrong," suggests a desire to move on and seek closure.


Overall, the song delivers a poignant message about the importance of expressing oneself and coming to terms with loss. The lyrics are emotive and relatable, and the soulful melody enhances the emotional weight of the words.


Line by Line Meaning

Words I thought but never said, keeping me here in my bed
Unspoken thoughts are consuming me and keeping me confined to my bed


From now on to the end of time, they're prisoners in my mind
These thoughts will forever haunt me and hold me captive in my mind


Lord I'm so tired I walk in the dark, I sing the sadest song, cos here I'm nothing
I am exhausted and lost, wandering aimlessly in the darkness while feeling completely worthless


Lord I'm so tired, Lord I'm so lost, Let me go beyond, cos here I'm nothing
I am begging to escape this feeling of being lost and to find something more meaningful beyond my current state of worthlessness


I know you feel like you don't belong, When all that you had is gone
I understand the emptiness you feel when you have lost everything and feel like you no longer fit in


I know you think that you're all alone, but that does'nt make it so
Although you may feel like you are isolated and alone, that is not necessarily the reality


It feels like nothing matters at all anymore
Everything seems insignificant and unimportant


I escape but can't ignore, I've never been hurt like this before
I try to run from my emotions, but the pain is too intense to ignore


You're a part of who I am, It's so clear now I understand
You have played a significant role in shaping who I am, and I now realize that importance


Words unsaid and things undone, An ending when you just begun
Regret for things left unsaid and unfinished, and for the loss of potential when something ends prematurely


It's like nothing matters at all any more, It's like nothing matters at all
The feeling of insignificance and meaninglessness persists


And I'm tired of holding on, Being right, being wrong
I am exhausted from constantly trying to hold on and assert my correctness, regardless of the outcome


It's like nothing matters at all any more, It's like nothing matters at all
The emptiness and meaninglessness still prevails




Writer(s): Percy Grainger

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@igortarabukin

I don't know how old this song, just find it one day ago and falken on love this guy and his song. Can not say in english better than people said already, i'm in shock with that tender and love. Very nice song. Will check his other songs. He is so good. Bravo.

@kotbegemot1945

Если бы я только мог пожать вам руку, за появление этого произведения. Русские слушают.

@user-sv9cl1np6u

Подтверждаю!)

@jbmoore4436

Simmonds is a special talent. His brand of music is rare in the United states and has been for a long time now. He's a bit like a mix of Eric Benet and a less mainstream John Legend.
I miss music with this level of depth....greatness...

@YellowZadu1

Everything about this pop ballad is gold! Outstanding vocals, both by Stephen and his beautiful female vocalist, the melody and production is so delicate and rich. So emotional and well written lyrics. Just sublime! And he has many great songs like this, and not just pretty dark ballads.

@arjanrienkomuggen6427

Wish you were still making songs stephen....

@user-qt2cn8yb4q

Невероятная, нежная музыка.. Спасибо

@filiberfifify

Une des plus belles chansons que j'ai pu écouter 🙏

@igorpankin

Так актуально и в тему спустя 10 лет… 👍

@user-sv9cl1np6u

А мне девушка очень нравится, аж замираю , когда она поёт!)

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