My My My
Styles P feat. Rick Ross & Busta Rhymes Lyrics

I'm not the only one living here,
Please be considerate and leave a nice message after the tone. One!

I just wanted to speak to him
I have so much that I want to say to my brother

I got too much words
I have so many words to say in this moment of grief

Life is a circle of pain
Life is an endless cycle of suffering

The darkest clouds, end up like the purplest rain
Even in the darkest moments, beauty can emerge

They say patience is a virtue in the game
Patience is often necessary to succeed

Fuck it, I guess I died when my brother died
My brother's death feels like my own death

'Cause to tell you the truth, I feel like I'm the curse in the game
I feel like my presence brings bad luck

My vision is blurred, dreams is shattered, my heart is broke
I am in a state of pain and confusion

Pain so deep I find it hard to cope
The pain is so intense that I struggle to deal with it

Missin' your smile and missing your style
I miss my brother's unique personality and energy

I figured I'm the next one dead so we could kick it a while
I often think about the possibility of my own death and how I'll see my brother again

'Cause your name lives on, the sun still shine
My brother's legacy lives on and his spirit remains present

Every time your baby mom life up your child
Whenever my brother's child is lifted up, I recognize his influence

I guess I gotta switch my angle now
I need to change my perspective

Take a positive look, hit a blunt my little brothers with the angels now
I try to stay positive and hold onto the belief that my brother is now in a better place

Some of us fall and some of us fly
Life is unpredictable and some experience more success than others

But at the end of the book baby all of us die
Death is the ultimate fate for all of us

If I could get my miracle on
If only I could make a miracle happen

Listen to me, I would bring my brother back in the physical form
If I could, I would bring my brother back to life in his physical body

'Cause the spirit still here, but the visual gone
Although my brother's body is gone, his spirit remains present

And sometimes I gotta think if I'ma live to the morn
I question whether I'll even make it to the following day

I guess it's no more schooling you
I have to accept that I can no longer learn from my brother

I know it's something in our blood, because us niggas in the street as usual
There is something in our shared experiences and upbringing that connects me and my brother

Left with a robbery charge, pack and a stash
I am left only with criminal charges and material possessions

Crushed a lot of niggas that it happened to have
Our lifestyle and actions have led to hurting many people

But I'ma just light a blunt, look in the clouds
Despite the difficulties, I try to find solace in smoking and looking up at the sky

And I'ma ask my little nigga what's happening have
I imagine my brother still watching over me and ask him how he's doing

You died on mothers day, mom it's a gift
My brother's death on Mother's Day feels like a cruel but meaningful coincidence

I know god took my brother 'cause his honor and strength
I believe that God chose to take my brother because he was a person of great character

And we all gonna die Allah tally us up
We will all face God's judgement when we die

While you there say what's up to Lil' Malla and duck
Say hello to other loved ones who have passed

And I know y'all niggas restin' in peace
I take comfort in knowing that my brother and others are at peace now

You might be gone, but your soul is still here and is blessin' the streets
Although my brother is no longer with us, his spirit remains and continues to positively impact others

I could see you when I'm all alone (I see you)
I often feel my brother's presence even when I am alone

So I guess I'm not all alone, I know my little nigga callin' home
Even when I feel lonely, I take comfort in believing my brother is calling me from heaven

The good die young, so they could get to heaven early
I try to find meaning in the fact that good people like my brother die young

And watch over the rest of the slums (watch over us please)
I believe that my brother is now watching over our community

Move the clouds so we could see the rest of the sun
I imagine my brother moving clouds to reveal more sunlight

You might've died, but you in heaven that's a blessing in one
My brother's death may be tragic, but his presence in heaven is a blessing

Nigga Robert to the death, Gary died with a close friend
I remember other loved ones who have passed away

You and Allen together, smiling together
I imagine my brother reunited with another friend in heaven

It's like now I could hear the world
In moments of closeness to my brother, I feel like I can see and hear things more clearly

I understand that, I'm in the physical you're in the spirit world
I acknowledge that my brother exists in a different realm now

They can't separate brothers, so I still see you when the spit flown
The bond between brothers can't be broken, so I believe my brother is still with me

You died, I died (you still here)
Although my brother is no longer alive, he still remains present in my heart

But I'm alive, you alive, so we gotta keep the shit going
Although my brother has died, I will continue to live my life and cherish our memories together

Now I got a new ghost
I now feel like I have a new spiritual presence in my life

And a baby brother angel I could feel, every time the wind blows
I feel my brother's presence every time the wind blows

It's all love
At the end of the day, love for my brother remains

This is just the first right daddy
This is just the beginning of my journey dealing with my brother's death

The next one is the next one
The next step in my journey will unfold when it's time

Do the best you could, hold your head
I will do my best in coping with my grief

You know you lost somebody, you gain an angel
Although I have lost my brother, I now have a guardian angel watching over me