Affliction
SubRosa Lyrics


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Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied
I′ve paid my dues, and I've served my time
The shadow′s haunting me the way it haunted him

He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and he feels nothing now
Not a day goes by that I don't think of him
I don′t know what he suffered Lord, I don′t know what he's seen

But he′s spread his sadness like a disease
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him
He looked in my baby′s eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and all I feel's anguish now

There′s is a darkness born out of time
It creeps along the edge of our excess
Its hatred ripples in our fertile hearts
Like heat waves shimmering with their mirage
It gathers chessmen and loaded guns
It snuffs candles out one by one





Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied

Overall Meaning

The song "Affliction" by SubRosa tells the story of a person who has been haunted by the shadows of their past for far too long. They've asked for mercy from God and prayed for a release from the pain they have been enduring. This suffering was caused by someone close to them who spread their sadness like a disease. The singer mentions the person looking into their baby's eyes and feeling nothing and drawing a parallel towards how they're feeling now. They don't know what he's suffering now and what he's been through.


The lyrics speak of the impact of one person's darkness upon others. The darkness that is born out of time, creeping along the edge of excess, that ripples in our fertile hearts like a heat wave shimmering with mirage. The imagery of "gathers chessmen and loaded guns" indicates the violent tendencies that this darkness can breed. The song speaks to the cyclical nature of pain and how it can be passed down from generation to generation.


The singer once again pleads to God to take them out of this endless cycle of pain and suffering. They want mercy that was denied to them before. This song is a haunting and emotional reflection on the damage that can be caused by one person's pain and the long-term impact it can have on others.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
The singer is asking God to end their suffering and take them to heaven.


Show me the mercy that he denied
The singer is asking for mercy, which someone else denied them.


I've paid my dues, and I've served my time
The singer has done everything they were supposed to do, but they are still suffering.


The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him
Someone else's pain is affecting the artist just like it affected the other person.


He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
Someone showed no emotion towards the artist's baby.


He felt nothing then, and he feels nothing now
This person is still emotionless.


Not a day goes by that I don't think of him
The singer can't stop thinking about this person.


I don't know what he suffered Lord, I don't know what he's seen
The artist doesn't know what this person has been through.


But he's spread his sadness like a disease
This person's sadness has affected the artist and others around them.


There's is a darkness born out of time
This darkness has been around for a long time.


It creeps along the edge of our excess
This darkness is caused by humans' excessive behavior.


Its hatred ripples in our fertile hearts
This darkness has caused hate to grow inside human hearts.


Like heat waves shimmering with their mirage
The hate caused by this darkness is like a mirage that distorts reality.


It gathers chessmen and loaded guns
This darkness gathers people who are willing to do harm.


It snuffs candles out one by one
This darkness causes people to die, one by one.


Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
The artist is repeating their request for God to take them to heaven and end their suffering.


Show me the mercy that he denied
The artist is repeating their request for mercy that someone else denied them.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Omri Boehm

Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied
I've paid my dues, and I've served my time
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him

He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and he feels nothing now
Not a day goes by that I don't think of him
I don't know what he suffered Lord, I don't know what he's seen

But he's spread his sadness like a disease
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him
He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and all I feel's anguish now

There's is a darkness born out of time
It creeps along the edge of our excess
Its hatred ripples in our fertile hearts
Like heat waves shimmering with their mirage
It gathers chessmen and loaded guns
It snuffs candles out one by one

Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied



All comments from YouTube:

Omri Boehm

Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied
I've paid my dues, and I've served my time
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him

He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and he feels nothing now
Not a day goes by that I don't think of him
I don't know what he suffered Lord, I don't know what he's seen

But he's spread his sadness like a disease
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him
He looked in my baby's eyes and he felt nothing then
He felt nothing then, and all I feel's anguish now

There's is a darkness born out of time
It creeps along the edge of our excess
Its hatred ripples in our fertile hearts
Like heat waves shimmering with their mirage
It gathers chessmen and loaded guns
It snuffs candles out one by one

Oh, sweet God above, please take me home
Show me the mercy that he denied

TrashDeviant

I listened to this during one of my recent suicide attempts. I wanted it to be the last thing I ever heard.
This and The Usher might be the most beautiful songs ever written.

DrGeezer

@Come to Life

Telling a suicidal person to only think about and believe in an afterlife, which they can't be totally sure about, because not many people can have complete and utter faith, no matter how compelling your bible quotes are, will never, ever be helpful to them. It may even push them to suicide if they really belive in that afterlife.

Oh but then it's a sin to kill yourself. Which means essentially that you should pretend you don't suffer, or if you suffer, tell yourself that there /may/ be an afterlife and a god. Yeah that's sure to keep the anguish and pain away.

Basically the only thing you achieve by converting a suicidal person to a religion is getting them to be on your team without really doing anything whatsoever about the pain and sufferring they feel and can't consciously just make go away. If you believe people can make mental pain consciously go away, you either never experienced sufferring or, you are sufferring from cognitive dissonance.

Come to Life

Hope you’re having a good day.

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. he protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken -psalm 34

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Matthew 5:3

Marina Santos

“Not a day goes by that I don't think of him,
I don't know what he suffered Lord, I don't know what he's seen.

But he's spread his sadness like a disease,
The shadow's haunting me the way it haunted him...”

Ceci Parellada

So nice! 

Laggi_boi

5:30 so beautiful

Łucja Pecuch

good stuff

Y Nguyen

on the way coming to the end of mankind, they should listen to these songs.

Varaah Vryatt

The fact that Subrosa band members are Mormon give it a whole new feeling

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