The Hours I Keep
SubRosa Lyrics


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Oh mother Oh father
You gave me life
You gave me death

Oh mother Oh father
You loved me well
You can't help me now
There is no escape.

Dark water is all around
On the broken bridge
Revere is bound

A dead-end maze
Dark passageways
Synapse collapse
Reality break

There is no escape.

It's morning
Twelve hours of sleep
You won't believe the hours I keep

A veil is placed before my eyes
I can't see myself
I can't see their lies

There is no escape

I'm buried in this bag of skin
With sham circuitry
Where do I begin?

Oh mother Oh father
You gave me life
You gave me death





There is no escape.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of SubRosa's song "The Hours I Keep" delve into the themes of despair, hopelessness, and the ultimate futility of life. The song starts with the singer addressing their parents, thanking them for giving birth to them and eventually leading them to death. However, the tone then shifts as they reveal that their parents' love can no longer save them, and there is no escape from the darkness surrounding them.


The subsequent lines paint a vivid picture of a broken bridge and Revier being bound, creating the sense of being trapped and lost in a maze from which there is no escape. The use of metaphor continues as the singer describes the synapse collapse and the reality break, conveying the sense of a profound breakdown at the molecular level.


The final lines reveal that even though the singer has slept for twelve hours, they keep odd hours, perhaps indicating insomnia or depression. The veil that covers their eyes represents the depression and feelings of detachment they experience, which prevents them from even recognizing the lies others tell them. The final lines sum up the central theme of the song that the singer feels trapped in their own skin, with false circuitry, implying existential despair.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh mother Oh father
Addressing the parents who created and sustained the singer's existence.


You gave me life
Acknowledging the parents who brought the singer into the world and provided them with the opportunity to grow.


You gave me death
Recognizing death as a natural part of life that the singer's parents also gave them access to.


Oh mother Oh father
Continuing to address the parents and expressing gratitude for their love and support.


You loved me well
Acknowledging the positive influence the parents had on the artist's upbringing by expressing appreciation for their care.


You can't help me now
Realizing that there comes a point where parents can no longer offer assistance, and accepting this fact.


There is no escape.
Expressing a resolute acceptance of the current situation with no hope for a way out.


Dark water is all around
Describing the feeling of being trapped by the analogy of sinking in water, and that everything is gloomy and uncertain.


On the broken bridge
Describing the uncertainty in any direction with a possible sense of danger or peril.


Revere is bound
Adding another layer of negativity by being confined and unable to move freely.


A dead-end maze
Further emphasizing the sense of being trapped by comparing the situation to a maze that ultimately leads nowhere.


Dark passageways
Once again highlighting the absence of light and security in the location where the artist is trapped.


Synapse collapse
The implication that the extensive mental strain has potentially damaged the singer's brain.


Reality break
The final insult to the singer's sanity by hinting at a possibly irreparable crack in their perception of reality.


It's morning
A sudden change in tone and time as a new day begins despite the darkness the singer finds themselves in.


Twelve hours of sleep
The length of time spent in a state of rest contrasted with the broken and troubled thoughts that occupy the artist's waking hours.


You won't believe the hours I keep
Expressing a sense of disbelief and betrayal that someone they were previously close to would not be able to fully understand the pain and struggle the artist is going through.


A veil is placed before my eyes
An inability to perceive the world outside of the traps the singer is in, and feeling shackled in spiritual blindness.


I can't see myself
In addition to not seeing the world outside, the singer also feels disconnected from their inner self, perhaps seeing themselves through a negative lense.


I can't see their lies
The lack of trust in people due to a complete lack of control over a situation, and feeling betrayed by people they feel are disingenuous towards them.


There is no escape
Re-emphasizing the helplessness and hopelessness of the artist's situation in which they can do nothing to effect positive change.


I'm buried in this bag of skin
A sense of disdain and loathing for their own physical manifestation as if it's not their own body, but a heavy burden which they wish to discard.


With sham circuitry
Comparing their nervous system and emotions to a broken machine with parts that no longer work in harmony, resulting in a sense of dissonance and dysfunctionality.


Where do I begin?
The hopelessness of the artist's situation causing so much that they cannot see a way forward or a solution to the issue.


Oh mother Oh father
Returning to addressing the parents and recognizing the complexity of coming from a family full of problems that may have exacerbated the current situation.


You gave me life
Continuing to acknowledge that there are positive aspects of the parent-child relationship, despite the current issue.


You gave me death
A cynical recollection that the parents who brought the singer into the world through childbirth are also responsible for the potential end to the singer's existence that their current situation brings forward.


There is no escape.
The final sentence to end the song, summing up the constant feeling of being trapped by their circumstances, and emphasizing the finality of their hopeless situation.




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