Hate
Subin Lyrics
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거리에 발가벗고 서 있는 듯한
있는 힘껏 날 감싸 안은 채
웅크려야 해
But 똑같아
It wasn't real real
매일매일 모른척하던 네
가식적인 표정이
또 아른거리고
It will be real real
믿고 싶었어
이제서야 깨달아
눈치가 없던 나
Oh 미워
네가 아니라
망가져버린 내가
아직도 망설이는 내가
I thought of you day and night, and I cried
네가 아니라
한순간
거짓이 된
우리 사랑이 싫어
난 내가 싫어
날 혼자로 만들고
왕따 같은 내가 싫다던 그 눈빛
낯선 이에 섞여
억지로 나는 씁쓸함을 마시고
순수했던 나를 망각해
It wasn't real real
기다리는 나를
매일매일 모른척하던 네
가식적인 표정이
또 아른거리고
It will be real real
믿고 싶었어
이제서야 깨달아
눈치가 없던 나
Oh 미워
네가 아니라
망가져버린 내가
아직도 망설이는 내가
I thought of you day and night, and I cried
네가 아니라
한순간
거짓이 된
우리 사랑이 싫어
난 내가 싫어
그렇게 모질게
할 필요는 없었어
떠난 네 맘 알고 있었어
알면서
그저 내가
멍청한 내가
놓지 못한 거였으니
Oh 미워
네가 아니라
망가져버린 내가
아직도 망설이는 내가
I thought of you day and night, and I cried
네가 아니라
한순간
거짓이 된
우리 사랑이 싫어
난 내가 싫어
The lyrics of Subin's song "Hate" convey an emotion that is universally relatable - the feeling of hating oneself for still holding on to a love that has long since died. The opening line, "I hate this feeling so much," sets the tone for the rest of the song, as the singer shares her inner turmoil that has caused her to question her self-worth. She uses vivid imagery to compare herself to someone standing still on the street, while the world passes her by. The force that once held her in a loving embrace now feels like a vice, weighing her down and making her cower.
The song's chorus emphasizes the singer's self-hatred, as she repeats the phrase "I hate myself" multiple times. She admits to crying herself to sleep over a love that was not authentic - something that she invested her heart and soul into, only to find that it was all a lie. The singer looks back on a time when she was pure and innocent, but that person is now lost. She feels like she has become a victim of her own attempts to fit in, and the bitter taste of her own medicine fills her mouth as she thinks about the one who hurt her.
Line by Line Meaning
이 기분이 너무 싫어
I hate this feeling.
거리에 발가벗고 서 있는 듯한
I feel like I'm standing alone in the middle of the street.
있는 힘껏 날 감싸 안은 채
You held me tightly with all your might.
웅크려야 해
I have to crouch down.
But 똑같아
But it's still the same.
It wasn't real real
It wasn't really real.
기다리는 나를
I was waiting.
매일매일 모른척하던 네
But you ignored me every day.
가식적인 표정이
Your insincere expression
또 아른거리고
still haunts me.
It will be real real
It will become real.
믿고 싶었어
I wanted to believe.
이제서야 깨달아
But now I realized.
눈치가 없던 나
I had no clue.
Oh 미워
Oh, I hate it.
네가 아니라
It's not you.
망가져버린 내가
It's me who's ruined.
아직도 망설이는 내가
But I'm still indecisive.
I thought of you day and night, and I cried
I thought of you constantly and cried.
한순간
For a moment,
거짓이 된
our love became false.
우리 사랑이 싫어
I hate our love.
난 내가 싫어
I hate myself.
날 혼자로 만들고
You made me alone.
왕따 같은 내가 싫다던 그 눈빛
I hate that look of treating me like an outcast.
낯선 이에 섞여
I'm mixed with a stranger.
억지로 나는 씁쓸함을 마시고
I'm forced to drink bitterness.
순수했던 나를 망각해
You forgot the innocent me.
그렇게 모질게
It was so shameless.
할 필요는 없었어
You didn't have to do it.
떠난 네 맘 알고 있었어
I knew you'd left me.
알면서
But despite knowing,
그저 내가
I'm just
멍청한 내가
my foolish self
놓지 못한 거였으니
unable to let go.
Contributed by Hunter H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@taeguvnus
This is another one of my favourites that I don't see many people listening to! Ahhhh, this song still hits me right in the heart whenever I hear it 😭😭😭
@shyclem893
Thank you so much for this!!