Fool
Subshock & Evangelos Lyrics

I was a fool for loving you
I made a mistake by loving you

I loved you with my everything
I gave you all my love and devotion

Thought we were forever thing yuh
I believed our love was eternal

Look
Listen up

Since day one I been hustlin' just to get you by my side
I have been working hard from the start to have you with me

Getting pushed away from left and right then I finally got you by my side
I faced rejection numerous times before finally having you with me

The best five months of my life
Those five months with you were the happiest I've ever experienced

Our love flourished like fine wine
Our love grew and developed beautifully over time

I just wish I could rewind time
I wish I could go back in time and change things

To the days that you were mine
To the days when we were together

Reminiscin' bout the past times
Thinking nostalgically about our previous moments

At the end of the day you the one to blame
Ultimately, you are the responsible one

When I was there being loyal to you
I was faithful and committed to you

You betrayed me and was doin' otha thangs
You betrayed me and engaged in other activities

Not with me but with some otha thangs yuh yuh
Not with me, but with other things/people

Calling them thangs cuz I don't know anyone who would do that and I won't mention names yuh
Referring to those things/people like that because I don't personally know anyone who would do such things, and I won't reveal their identities

Sending me videos of shit I don't wanna see
Sending me unwanted videos

When you fucked up off the Hennesy
When you were intoxicated from Hennessy

You be fucking with me mentally
You were messing with my emotions and psychological state

You was my friend but now we is enemies
We used to be friends, but now we are enemies

It is what it is
The situation is as it is, we can't change it

So blow her a kiss
Go ahead and send her a goodbye kiss

Cuz it's gonna be me you miss and you won't be on me when you do the splits
Because you'll realize you miss me, and you won't have any power over me when you leave

I just like wanted to ask like why you know
I just wanted to inquire about the reasons behind your actions

I just thought it was a joke
I initially believed it was all a prank

It was a joke
You treated me as a joke

Joke to you make a fool of me
You found it amusing to make me look foolish

You were care free and I was hurting all week
While you didn't care, I was in pain throughout the week

So many chances I gave you like three
I gave you multiple opportunities, around three in total

Gave you my heart you returned the debris
I gave you my love, but you gave me back nothing but wreckage

It's all fun and games til someone gets hurt
Everything seems fun until someone gets emotionally harmed

But in this case I'm the one in the dirt
In this situation, I'm the one suffering

Now anyone I take I must stay alert
From now on, I have to be cautious with anyone I approach

Pushed me away and left me to the curb
You rejected me and abandoned me

Lost all control on a freeway and swerved
I lost control on a freeway and veered off course

Lost part of my soul now my life is a blur
I lost a piece of my essence, and now my life feels chaotic

Wish all this shit would have never occurred
I wish none of this had happened

Sick of this shit and I just need a cure
I'm tired of this situation and I need a solution

You say you been through it and knows how it feels
You claim to have experienced similar pain and understand the emotions

So why put me through it and hurt me for real
So, why did you subject me to it and genuinely hurt me?

Cuz you be testing me finessing me
Because you constantly challenge and manipulate me

I guess betrayal is your destiny
I suppose betrayal is your predetermined fate

Damn
Expressing frustration or disbelief

Don't understand it my feelings are slanted
I can't comprehend it, my emotions are distorted

Wanna be myself but that's not handed
I want to be true to myself, but it's not easily achieved

You had me enchanted I can't really stand it
You had me captivated, and I can't tolerate it anymore

I gave you my love and you took it for granted
I bestowed my love upon you, but you didn't appreciate it

Thought I was done feeling some type of way
I believed I had moved past these emotions

No sir not today
No, not today

Every night I look up and pray
Every night, I look up and pray

Every time I see you I am let astray
Each time I encounter you, I feel led astray

I found that you are a cycle
I realized that you are stuck in a repeating pattern

You were my lady and I was your idol
You were my significant other, and I was your idol

On a big stage full of rage on a day
In a situation full of intense emotions, like being on a big stage

In which I am burdened I fight for the title
In which I am burdened, I strive for victory

And when I'm alone I just plummet
When I'm by myself, I feel a sudden drop

I fell from the top of your summit
I fell from the peak of your existence

Now I gotta gun it
Now I have to speed up and move forward

Think for myself so that I could run from it
I have to think independently to escape from this situation