Kill yourself
Suicideboys Lyrics

It's not fair, I found love
Having found love is unjustified in the impending fate of wishing for suicide

It made me say to get back
Having found love made me realise the need to step back from the thoughts of suicide

You'll never see daylight
The consequences of suicide may never let one see daylight again

If I'm not strong, it just might
Suicidal thoughts can overpower one's mental strength to give in and take away their life

They figure me a dead motherfucker
Society perceives me as someone who's already dead

But I'm just a motherfucker that want to be dead
I'm just an individual who wants to end their life

$now Leopard with the lead in his head, turning me into a sweater
The reference to $now Leopard and a sweater represent the artist's desire to be transformed or reborn through death

Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
People take advantage of my vulnerability and use me for their own purposes

I be the silhouette of a sunset
The artist sees himself as the silhouette of a sunset, indicating a symbolic death or end to his life

Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
Smoking a cigarette is a coping mechanism for dealing with depression

Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent
The bright lights and overwhelming emotions make the artist aggressive and violent

I'm trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
The artist is trying to experience as much as he can before his death

My ribs are nothing but an empty cage
The artist's emotional pain has left him feeling hollow and empty inside

Black hole in my chest, big bang, Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
The artist's aggressive emotions are akin to a black hole or an explosion, with the artist being the centre of destruction

In my head, I feel like I'm a guest, so I'ma throw it all away
The artist feels like a stranger within his own mind, leading to suicidal tendencies

Because when I am dead I will be nothing decomposing in a grave
After death, the artist feels that he'll be nothing and will decompose in the grave

I'm matter, but I don't matter
The artist feels like he exists but isn't important

I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
The artist is overwhelmed by the mundane and often meaningless conversations around him

Brain splattered on the wall
A reference to the aftermath of suicide

Grey stains won't dissolve, gonna have to paint it all
The reference to grey stains represents the lasting impact of suicide, which cannot be erased and only covered up

Always boasting my emotions on how I'm so fucking broken
The artist is always expressing his emotions and highlighting how broken he feels

Think I'm joking when I'm talking about blowing my head open
People often take the artist's comments on suicide lightly and perceive them as a joke

'Til the moment you walk in, and find my body motionless
The moment someone discovers the artist's lifeless body

Wrists slit
The method of suicide the artist is contemplating

Thoughts of $licky falling in an open pit, shit
A reference to the thoughts of the artist's friend $licky dying after falling into an open pit

Always burn my bridges 'cause I'd rather fall in ditches
The artist would rather intentionally destroy his relationships and burn bridges, leading to social isolation and an eventual fall to death

If life's a game of inches, then my dick has been the biggest
A commentary on being successful in life, with the artist expressing his sexual prowess

And my goal's to fuck the world until that motherfucker's twitching
The artist's ultimate goal is to have an impact on the world and leave it in a state of chaos and unrest

Lane switchin'
The artist is changing lanes in terms of his approach to suicide and his addiction to drugs and alcohol

Same mission, to die and blame my addiction, bitch
The artist's mission is to die and blame his addiction as the cause of his death