NMNL Intro
Summrs Lyrics

What do you desire?
Asking the listener what they want in life.

(Bitch, haha)
An exclamation added for emphasis.

Back then, in high school, they shitted on me
Reflecting on a time when the singer was treated badly in the past.

But guess who do the shittin' now
Now that the artist is successful, they are making the people who used to treat them badly feel inferior.

Guess who do the talkin' now
The artist is now the one who has the spotlight, and is the subject of discussion among others.

Back then, bitches didn't want me, rather fuck my homies
In the past, women were not interested in the singer, and were more attracted to his friends.

Guess who they... Haha
Now that he has achieved success, these same women are interested in him, and the singer finds it amusing.

I ain't get everything I deserve, yeah
Although the artist has found success, they feel like they are still owed more.

They say the drank is holdin' me back
Others believe that the artist's drinking habits are preventing them from achieving more success.

Say I fell off, well look at my stats
The artist has proof of their success through their accomplishments.

Said she ain't fuckin', that's ball cap
Someone has told the singer that a woman they were interested in is not interested in them, but the singer believes that this is not true.

No, I ain't listenin' to y'all raps
The artist is not impressed by others' music and is focused on their own success.

'Cause it's just me and gang up here
The singer is surrounded by their close friends and associates who have helped them achieve success.

Made so much money, wanna shed a tear
The singer is emotional and overwhelmed by their financial success.

See the snakes through my rear-view mirror
The singer is aware of people who may be jealous or harmful to their success, and is keeping an eye on them.

My smile lookin' like a chandelier
The artist's smile is bright, possibly due to their success and positive mindset.

She ain't gettin' no special service, put her up in the Lyft
The artist is not going out of their way for someone who is interested in them romantically.

Gotta watch how I move before I get killed, yeah
The singer is aware of potential danger and is being cautious in their actions.

And I just be keepin' it real
The singer is honest and authentic in their words and actions.

And no, I ain't puttin' no adlibs
The artist is not adding in any extra vocals or sounds to their music.

'Cause I ain't need 'em just to say the real
The artist's message is clear enough without any extra embellishments.

Recappin' my life, I don't know how I got here
The artist is reflecting on their past and how they achieved their current success.

I was supposed to put my grandma in a limousine
The singer had plans to do something special for their grandmother, who has since passed away.

She asked me that personally
The grandmother made the request directly to the artist.

But she no longer here
The grandmother has passed away.

And it fucked me up, I really shed tears
The singer is emotional about their grandmother's passing and has been affected deeply by it.

It fucked me up so bad that I was payin' for pills before I paid the bills
The singer was so distraught over their grandmother's death that they were prioritizing their own coping mechanisms over practical financial responsibilities.

I was supposed to text her back when I had signed my deal
The artist regrets not responding to a message from their grandmother after achieving a major milestone.

She said she was proud of me
The grandmother expressed pride in the artist's success before they passed away.

She always knew I'd be a prodigy
The grandmother had faith in the singer's potential from a young age.

I wish I would've picked my phone up and hit you back, man, honestly
The singer regrets not responding to their grandmother's message and wishes they could have a conversation with her again.

Nothing more, nothing less
The artist wants to simplify their life and focus on what is important.

(Gotta stop being selfish with who I love much more often)
The artist recognizes that they need to be less self-centered in their relationships.

Nothing more, nothing less
Reiterating the message of simplicity and focus.

(Bitches tryna get closer to me and me being selfish is not helpin')
The singer acknowledges that their own selfishness is impacting their personal relationships.

Nothing more, nothing less
Reiterating the importance of simplicity and focus again.

(I know that I got a purpose but I'm actin' like I don't deserve it by takin' all these Perkies)
The singer is struggling with substance abuse, and recognizes that they are not living up to their own potential.

Nothing more, nothing less
Reiterating the message for a third time.

(I just hope every decision that I make is all worth it, not worthless)
The singer hopes that they are making wise choices that will lead to further success and fulfillment.

(Bitch, haha)
An exclamation added for emphasis.

I miss you Brenda, wish me the best
A personal message directed at someone named Brenda who the artist seems to have a close relationship with.