Molly
Sunday Cruise Lyrics

I waited for you to come out and tell me
Hoping that you could come out and tell me that all that has happened was nothing but a dream.

That everything that happened was just a dream
Wishing that the events that have been unraveling were all childish fantasies.

I waited for you to come out and tell me
I was waiting patiently for you to come and tell me that everything that we went through was all in my head.

That everything that happened didn't mean
Hoping that the things that have gone down had little impact and significance.

Didn't' mean a thing to me
I was indifferent to everything that took place between us.

So why don't we just pretend
Why don't we ignore the whole thing and act like we never met?

That we didn't even meet
It's better for us to pretend that we never crossed paths.

So we can save ourselves
We can prevent ourselves from the pain that will come in the future by pretending that we never met.

From the future pain to come in future days
We can save ourselves the ache that will be caused by meeting each other again in future.

Because I know that you didn't even love me anyways
I know deep down that you never cherished me, and we were just wasting time.

And I wish that I could say the same
I wish I didn't have feelings for you like the way you don't have for me.

Because the pills that you take never even changed your ways
Your actions were consistent despite taking pills which were supposed to alter your behavior.

Yeah I know
I am aware and enlightened about your deceiving habits.

But I didn't want to know
I did not want to accept the fact that you never loved me as I did.

I wish I didn't need you
I wish that my heart didn't yearn for you anymore.

I wish I didn't love you
I wish my emotions towards you were not as intense as they used to be.

The only thing keeping me from screaming
The fear of hurt and pain is stopping me from expressing all that I feel.

At the top of my lungs
Talking about everything loudly and without reservations.

At everything that I've ever done
My actions and decisions in the past that brought me to this point which I would like to undo.

Because I don't wanna hurt no more
I am tired of being in pain and hurt, and I wish it could all end.

The way you looked at my face
The way that you used to look at me had so much impact, and now it's changed.

The silence was way too much to take
The awkward silence between us was unbearable.

Your hoodie outgrew my taste
The things that I used to like about you have dissipated.

And your name never left my lips again
I stopped mentioning your name, and it never left my mouth again.