My Mind
SuperDuperWavey Lyrics

Like where was I
Feeling lost and disconnected from myself

Can't find my self
Struggling to discover who I truly am

Please don't blow my high
Don't ruin the positive state of mind I'm in

Screaming fuck my health
Neglecting my well-being due to inner turmoil

She like what do you mean
She questions my intentions or feelings

Baby look in my eyes
Look deeply into my soul and understand me

If you've seen what I seen
If you've experienced the hardships I have

Take a step in my mind
Gain a deeper understanding of my thoughts and emotions

Where do I go
I'm lost and unsure of the right path to take

Hide me from your white lies
Shield myself from the deceitful words you speak

Do you love me i don't know
I'm uncertain if your love for me is genuine

She a demon in disguise
She appears innocent but is actually manipulative

I don't want to love no more
I'm tired of experiencing heartbreak and disappointment

Baby girl don't seem convincing
Her words and actions don't persuade me to believe in her love

But I gotta trust my instincts
I must rely on my intuition and gut feelings

Things ain't what it seems
Appearances can be deceiving, reality is different from how it appears

Make it feel like somethings missing
There's a void or emptiness in my life

Fist against the paint
My frustration leads me to punch the wall

The wall is what my fist is kissing
My anger and despair directs my physical violence towards the wall

Mind tell me to leave but my heart keep saying fuck it
My logic urges me to move on, but my emotions refuse to let go

Feelings hard to duck it she come back A nigga love it
I find it difficult to resist my feelings for her even when she returns

She held my soul as captive,put my heart inside her bucket
She had complete control over my emotions and manipulated my heart

Used me as her choir she and had satan conduct it
She made me sing her praises while she played the role of the devil

This is new shit i don't know the system
I'm unfamiliar with this situation, unsure of how to navigate it

We've be up and down she be moving like a piston
Our relationship has been tumultuous, with her actions being erratic

She be playing games with me and I'm the victim
She manipulates and toys with my emotions, leaving me as the one hurt

But from the outside in it looks different
To others, our relationship may seem normal or healthy

She think she know me,she don't know shit
She believes she understands me, but in reality, she knows nothing

She by my side cause she know I'll make a fortune
She sticks around because she anticipates financial success from me

This is not real and it's easy to notice I can tell she trying to force it
Our relationship is artificial and forced, evident to me

These girls moving to quick for me none of this love is true
I struggle to keep up with these fast-paced relationships, doubting their authenticity

She saying she meant for me,but I am not meant for you
She claims she is destined to be with me, but I don't believe it

What do you want
What are your desires or intentions

Don't think I got what you need
I don't believe I possess what you truly desire

Beg for me back, I watched her drop to her knees
She pleads for my return, but I remain unaffected

I don't think I want you back, and I put that on my niece
I'm certain that I don't want her back, making a solemn promise

I had a lock on her heart, gave that girl back the keys
I had control over her emotions, but now I've given her the freedom

Tryna find myself
Engaged in the process of self-discovery

While losing my mind
Simultaneously feeling mentally unstable or overwhelmed

Worried bout my health
Concerned about my well-being and overall condition

Can't find love, because my hearts blind
I struggle to find genuine love because my emotions cloud my judgment

You ain't been on my mind
You haven't been occupying my thoughts or emotions

She like what do you mean
She questions my intentions or feelings

Baby look in my eyes
Look deeply into my soul and understand me

If you seen what I see
If you've experienced the hardships I have

Take a step in my mind
Gain a deeper understanding of my thoughts and emotions

Where do I go
I'm lost and unsure of the right path to take

Hide me from your white lies
Shield myself from the deceitful words you speak

Do you love me i don't know
I'm uncertain if your love for me is genuine

She a demon in disguise
She appears innocent but is actually manipulative