The Supersuckers formed in 1988 as The Black Supersuckers in Tucson, AZ. The original line-up was Eddie Spaghetti on bass, Dan "Thunder" Bolton and Rontrose Heathman on guitars, Dancing Eagle on drums, and Eric Martin as the lead singer. In 1989, they moved to Seattle, WA. Here, Eric Martin left the band. The remaining members decided to continue as a four piece with Eddie Spaghetti taking over the vocalist role. They recorded numerous singles for various small labels before being signed to Sub Pop. A sampling of these are collected on the 1992 release The Songs All Sound the Same. Their first album with Sub Pop, The Smoke of Hell, was released in 1992.
In 1995, guitarist Rontrose Heathman temporarily left the band. He was replaced by Rick Sims of the band Didjits for the recording of their third album, The Sacrilicious Sounds of the Supersuckers, and the subsequent tour. He returned for the recording of their fourth album, Must've Been High, which, as their first country album, was a major turning point for the band. Their fifth and final album with Sub Pop was their greatest hits release, 1999's How the Supersuckers Became the Greatest Rock and Roll Band in the World. That same year they released their fifth studio album, The Evil Powers of Rock 'N' Roll.
In 2001, the band formed their own record label, Mid-Fi Recordings. In addition to numerous singles and several live recordings, the band released their sixth studio album, Motherfuckers Be Trippin' on this label. In May of 2005, they released the singles collection Devil's Food.
The Supersuckers latest release is a 2006 EP called Paid.
Dead Inside
Supersuckers Lyrics
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Such a stupid thing to say
I don't attack what you believe in
Or ask about the price you had to pay
I can't remember when it happened
I know I used to be alive
I guess my ass just got a slappin'
You don't wanna know
And I don't want you to find out
What I'm going through
Doesn't need another shout out
Nothing really matters
And I'm never gonna cry
I'm already dead inside
Yeah I remember being happy
And how I used to smile
But now that everything is crappy
That hasn't happened for awhile
But now I worry about nothing
Oh yeah, I barely even try
I ain't fakin', I ain't bluffin'
I'm telling you I'm dead inside
Nothing left to lose and nothing to hide
Yeah I'm dead inside
And now I worry about nothing
Yeah I barely even try
No I ain't faking, I ain't bluffing
I'm telling you I'm dead inside
The lyrics to Supersuckers' song Dead Inside depict the feeling of apathy and disillusionment with life. The singer conveys a sense of detachment from the world around him and a lack of emotion, describing himself as "dead inside." He questions the notion that everything happens for a reason, dismissing it as a "stupid thing to say." The singer does not attack or judge others' beliefs but instead focuses on his own emotional state. He speaks of a time when he was once happy and alive, but something has happened to him to make him feel empty and numb.
The chorus of the song is particularly poignant, with the singer stating that he is "never gonna cry" and that he is "already dead inside." He doesn't want to burden others with his struggles and feels as though he has nothing left to lose. The lyrics convey a sense of hopelessness and resignation. The song as a whole comments on the struggle many individuals experience with mental health and the difficulty of coming to terms with feeling disconnected from the world around them.
Line by Line Meaning
Everything happens for a reason
Acknowledging that things happen according to the laws of nature or fate, but not using this as an argument to justify or explain away someone's suffering.
Such a stupid thing to say
Dismissing the oft-repeated phrase as trite and insensitive, failing to offer any consolation or hope.
I don't attack what you believe in
Asserting respect for another's beliefs or worldview, as long as it doesn't cause harm or infringe on the rights of others.
Or ask about the price you had to pay
Avoiding comparisons or one-upmanship regarding who has suffered more, recognizing that each person's pain is unique and valid regardless of its source.
I can't remember when it happened
Reflecting on a time when life seemed full of possibility and joy, but unable to pinpoint when or how that feeling faded away.
I know I used to be alive
Noticing the contrast between current emotional numbness and a past sense of aliveness, making the current state all the more unsettling.
I guess my ass just got a slappin'
Describing a sudden and powerful blow to one's sense of self or motivation, leaving a wake of confusion and doubt.
And everything inside me died
Expressing a profound sense of emptiness or loss, as if something essential has been snuffed out, rendering the person a shell of their former self.
You don't wanna know
Warning the listener that the details of the artist's pain or inner turmoil are too difficult or uncomfortable to hear.
And I don't want you to find out
Protecting the listener from the artist's negative emotions, which could be contagious or damaging to both parties.
What I'm going through
Acknowledging that the singer's suffering is real and personal, not just a hypothetical or abstract concept.
Doesn't need another shout out
Refusing to seek attention or sympathy for the artist's pain, recognizing that others also have struggles and that complaining won't make things better.
Nothing really matters
Expressing a sense of nihilism or apathy, where the singer sees no point in striving or caring, since everything is ultimately pointless or futile.
And I'm never gonna cry
Affirming emotional numbness or toughness, where the singer refuses to show vulnerability or admit defeat, even if it means suppressing natural emotions.
I'm already dead inside
Summarizing the core message of the song, where the singer feels hollow or deadened by life's challenges, unable to find meaning or purpose in existence.
Yeah I remember being happy
Contrasting the current emotional state with memories of happier times, which serves to highlight the extent of the artist's current despair or depression.
And how I used to smile
Recalling the outward signs of joy or contentment, which underscores the contrast between current and past emotions.
But now that everything is crappy
Acknowledging that current circumstances or events are unfavorable or unpleasant, reinforcing the singer's sense of hopelessness or disillusionment.
That hasn't happened for awhile
Noticing that positive emotions or experiences have been absent for some time, which exacerbates the feeling of being dead inside.
But now I worry about nothing
Noting that the artist has stopped caring or worrying, as if nothing can touch them anymore or make a difference in their life.
Oh yeah, I barely even try
Admitting that the artist lacks motivation or energy, as if they are just going through the motions of life without any real purpose or interest.
I ain't fakin', I ain't bluffin'
Insisting that the artist is being honest or genuine about their emotional state, not exaggerating or pretending to be better than they actually are.
I'm telling you I'm dead inside
Reasserting the central message of the song, but with increased emphasis and urgency, as if the singer needs to make sure the listener understands the depth of their despair.
Nothing left to lose and nothing to hide
Juxtaposing a sense of freedom or liberation with the artist's emotional numbness, as if they no longer have any secrets or desires, but also no burdens or responsibilities.
Yeah I'm dead inside
Echoing the final line of the chorus, but now with greater resignation and finality, as if the singer has accepted their fate and sees no way out of their emotional deadness.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Edward Carlyle III (BMI) Daly
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@taurbaby
Good ol' fashioned rock n roll...such a gem of video!
@karelmccoy2932
Eddie Spaghetti saves me again. Big Bear Hug. Thank you.
@delaryus2105
YEAHHHHHHH!!! SOUNDS GREAT!!!!🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🔝🔝🔝🔝🔝🔝
@drlukewhite
wow, these guys really hammer out a tune!
@Tommy40404
Great show tonight 🎉
@joesanders3528
Excellent...
We can relate...
👍🏻
@johnnyballos1889
Nice guitar riff
@regiirecords8829
Welcome to Chatt 🔥
@mjh3984
My new favorite song (this week) wondering how the lyrics tie into Eddie's cancer battle
@mjh3984
Its really a song about acceptance, the message is really beautiful