Catholic Pagans
Surfer Blood Lyrics


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Never could be still for long
And I could never hold a job
Coupled with a weakness for cocaine and liquor
Not much a candidate for love

When I met you I broke the mold
I fell apart and combed my hair
Whiskey shakes for ten whole days
Stayed off the streets at night for weeks

I don't want to be a catholic pagan now that you're here
We fell in on each other
For love, survival and everything else

Please don't padlock your parents bomb shelter
Or fill her up with dust and ash
A landfill mecca for burn-outs and listless
Adolescent sour mash

I'm not saying that I've earned love
But I could really use it now
So turn out the lights over and over and over
We'll figure out the rest somehow

I don't wanna be your Russian bride
Not any more
Barack Hussein Obama would have a field day
If he knew at all

So-o-o-o-o have to go




Oooooooo
Have to go-o-o-o-o

Overall Meaning

The song "Catholic Pagans" by Surfer Blood is a reflection on the personal struggles of the singer, their relationship with their partner, and their desperation to find love and acceptance. The first verse describes the singer's restless nature, their inability to hold a steady job and their addiction to drugs and alcohol. This self-destructive behavior makes the singer a less desirable candidate for love. However, when they meet their partner, they feel a sense of transformation. They become more focused and try to stay away from their vices. They declare that they no longer want to go back to their old ways and be a "catholic pagan" now that their partner is in their life.


The second verse urges their partner not to shut them out of their life. They plead with their partner to not discard their relationship and to not turn their shelter into a place that is inhospitable. They confess that they are not deserving of love, but they need it nonetheless. The song ends on a contemplative note, with the singer stating that they do not want to be their partner's Russian bride anymore. The repetition of "have to go" could symbolize the singer's desire to leave behind their past selves and start anew.


Line by Line Meaning

Never could be still for long
I am a restless person and can't stay in one place or situation for too long


And I could never hold a job
I cannot stick to a job and have a poor work history


Coupled with a weakness for cocaine and liquor
Additionally, I struggle with substance abuse with drugs and alcohol


Not much a candidate for love
Therefore, I am not a suitable partner for anyone looking for a steady relationship


When I met you I broke the mold
But when I met you, I changed and found myself stepping out of my usual habits and routines


I fell apart and combed my hair
I was so smitten by you that I became disoriented and didn't know what to do


Whiskey shakes for ten whole days
I was so consumed by my emotions that I turned to whiskey to cope, and my hands shook for days


Stayed off the streets at night for weeks
I also became paranoid and didn't venture out at night for a while


I don't want to be a catholic pagan now that you're here
Before you, I was lost, confused and didn't have a solid belief system, but now I don't need that anymore


We fell in on each other
We leaned on each other and supported each other


For love, survival and everything else
We depended on each other for love, to get through difficult times, and for everything else in between


Please don't padlock your parents bomb shelter
Don't shut me out and keep me locked away from your life and past


Or fill her up with dust and ash
Don't leave me in the past or neglect our relationship


A landfill mecca for burn-outs and listless
Don't turn your parents' shelter into a place for people who have given up and don't have any goals or purpose in life anymore


Adolescent sour mash
Especially not for teenagers who are still struggling to figure out life


I'm not saying that I've earned love
I am not entitled to love, and I've probably made mistakes that may have jeopardized our relationship


But I could really use it now
But despite that, I need love now more than ever


So turn out the lights over and over and over
Let's forget everything else and just lose ourselves in each other again and again


We'll figure out the rest somehow
No matter what happens, we'll manage and find a way to work things out


I don't wanna be your Russian bride
I don't want our relationship to have a power dynamic where you have all the control and I am a subservient wife


Not anymore
I am my own person, and I need mutual respect in a relationship


Barack Hussein Obama would have a field day
Even the former US President is aware of the issues with gender inequality and would take notice


If he knew at all
But I am not one to draw attention to these issues, and I hope you understand


So-o-o-o-o have to go
Nevertheless, I am still conflicted with what I want, and I need some time to think


Oooooooo


Have to go-o-o-o-o




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JOHN PAUL PITTS, THOMAS FEKETE, THOMAS JOHN FEKETE, TYLER SCHWARZ, TYLER JERRY SCHWARZ

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