Rêverie
Swede and Skogen Lyrics

I try to wake up everyday
Every day, I make an effort to get up and start my day.

But they keep on coming shit talk I can't stay
However, negative comments from others keep coming, making it hard for me to stay optimistic and motivated.

Be myself
I want to be true to who I am.

But that don't cut the grade
Unfortunately, being myself is not enough to meet the expectations of others.

So I go for walks
To clear my mind and escape from the negativity, I go for walks.

Cause I can't talk
I struggle to express my emotions and thoughts verbally.

Finding myself inside a lock
I feel trapped in my own head and emotions, unable to break free from my negative thoughts.

Should I change
I question whether changing myself is the key to fitting in and being accepted by others.

I can't tell you why I'm here
I am struggling to find a sense of purpose and meaning in my life.

Nothing's clear
Everything seems uncertain and unclear to me.

Look at yourself
I am encouraged to focus on myself and stop comparing myself to others.

Why should I compare
I realize that comparing myself to others only brings me down and hinders my progress.

I'll go try to be alone
I seek solitude as a way to deal with my emotions and thoughts.

I don't always want to be so low
I don't want to constantly feel down and negative.

It's all monotony that gets me so far
The monotony of my daily routine is all that keeps me going so far.

Tell you what I'm not supposed to
I am about to reveal something that I shouldn't share with others.

I'd still feel the same stuck in my silhouette going nowhere
Even if I tried to change, I would still feel the same and would be stuck in my current situation without making any improvement.

Who's to blame
I wonder who is responsible for my current state of mind and emotions.

Broken cigarettes when the night came
I find myself falling apart and turning to unhealthy habits like smoking when night falls.

What can I do to break through
I am seeking a way to break free from my negative thoughts and emotions.

I don't need no one I've had my fun
I don't rely on anyone and prefer to go through life on my own, having already enjoyed the company of others.

Life's a game and I lost over and done
I feel like I have already lost at the game of life and there's no point in trying anymore.

Try to feel some things
I am attempting to feel some positive emotions and experiences.

My phone never rings
I feel isolated and alone, as nobody ever contacts me.

I like to keep it that way my feelings don't stay
I find comfort in being alone, as it allows me to keep my feelings in check and not get too emotional.

But that's not what they want me to say
Others don't understand and don't approve of my preference to be alone.

All these questions in my head
I have many doubts and uncertainties filling my mind.

Drive me crazy till I can't be what I try to be
My negative thoughts and doubts make me feel like I can't be true to myself and my goals.

It all comes out wrong I feel dead
My attempts to express myself or make progress often fail and cause me to lose hope and feel lifeless.

There's nothing else to say here
I have said all that needs to be said on this matter.

I think I've made it clear but life's beautiful
Despite the hardships, life is still beautiful and worth living.

Unpredictable and that's when I wake up
The unpredictability of life is what keeps me going and gives me hope for the future.

Now what's there to see
What lies ahead of me and what experiences will I have in the future?