Delusion
Sweet Coins Lyrics
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I'm having conversations with my pillow and myself
It's been a tough past year for me personally
I've lost a few friends and a few meant to be's
I'm struggling to cope
I'm lost in the middle of finding who I'm meant to be
Am I a delusion to you or am I lost at sea
I've dreamt about the times where you said goodbye
Where our love had died
I'm losing touch of who I am and my eyes drain out the tears
We're stuck inside a universe where I'm heartbroken every year
Now don't tell me I'll be fine, I don't want to hear it for the second time
All I need to do is cut your toxicity out my life
So you've taken my hand and you've pulled me close
Held on tight like you'd never let go
Now what happened to those times
We've talked about taking it slow
But we never thought about where we'd go
And It kills me that I'll never know
I'm losing touch of who I am and my eyes drain out the tears
We're stuck inside a universe where I'm heartbroken every year
Now don't tell me I'll be fine, I don't want to hear it for the second time
All I need to do is cut your toxicity out my life
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I'm losing touch of who I am and my eyes drain out the tears
We're stuck inside a universe where I'm heartbroken every year
Now don't tell me I'll be fine, I don't want to hear it for the second time
All I need to do is cut your toxicity out my life
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
I need you gone
The lyrics of "Delusion" by Sweet Coins delve into the emotional turmoil and inner struggles of the singer, who is grappling with deteriorating mental health and the heaviness of personal losses and heartbreak. The opening lines portray a sense of isolation and desperation as the singer finds solace in conversations with their pillow and themselves, hinting at a deep sense of loneliness and disconnect from others. The reference to a tough past year and the loss of friends and relationships adds layers of grief and desolation to the narrative, highlighting a profound sense of loss and confusion.
The lyrics further explore the theme of identity and self-discovery, as the singer expresses a sense of being lost in the process of trying to understand their own purpose and place in the world. The questions about being perceived as a delusion or feeling adrift like being lost at sea suggest a profound sense of existential uncertainty and self-doubt. The references to past heartbreak and emotional pain reflect a lingering sense of hurt and betrayal, emphasizing the lingering wounds that have yet to heal.
The repeated lines emphasizing the need for toxic influences to be removed from the singer's life underscore a desire for healing and liberation from negative patterns and relationships. The plea to cut out toxicity speaks to a sense of self-preservation and a realization of the importance of boundaries and self-care in maintaining mental well-being. The repeated refrain of needing someone to be gone conveys a sense of urgency and determination to break free from harmful ties and emotional burdens in order to move forward and find healing.
Overall, the lyrics of "Delusion" by Sweet Coins paint a poignant picture of emotional struggle, loss, and the journey toward self-acceptance and healing. The themes of loneliness, heartbreak, and the quest for personal growth and authenticity are poignantly woven into the narrative, offering a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of human emotions and relationships. The song captures the pain and resilience of the human spirit, while ultimately expressing a yearning for freedom from toxic influences and a path towards self-discovery and inner peace.
Line by Line Meaning
My mental health is declining and my eyes are drying out
My emotional well-being is deteriorating, and I feel drained and exhausted
I'm having conversations with my pillow and myself
I find myself talking to inanimate objects and reflecting on my thoughts alone
It's been a tough past year for me personally
The previous year has been challenging and difficult for me on a personal level
I've lost a few friends and a few meant to be's
I have experienced the loss of some close relationships and potential connections
I'm struggling to cope
I am finding it hard to handle or manage my emotions and situation
I'm lost in the middle of finding who I'm meant to be
I feel uncertain and confused about discovering my true identity and purpose
Am I a delusion to you or am I lost at sea
I question if I am a figment of your imagination or if I am adrift and aimless
I've dreamt about the times where you said goodbye
I have had recurring dreams or thoughts of past moments when you bid farewell
Or when you broke my heart in two
I remember the pain and heartbreak caused by the moment when you shattered my emotions
Where our love had died
Reflecting on the end of our relationship where any remnants of love had faded away
Now what happened to those times
I wonder how we reached this point from the moments of joy and connection we once shared
We've talked about taking it slow
We discussed the idea of progressing cautiously and thoughtfully in our relationship
But we never thought about where we'd go
Despite our discussions, we failed to consider or plan for our future together
And It kills me that I'll never know
The uncertainty and regret of not knowing what could have been weighs heavily on me
All I need to do is cut your toxicity out my life
I realize that removing your negative influence and harmful behavior from my life is essential
I need you gone
I desire for you to be out of my life and to no longer have your presence affecting me
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Written by: Tommy Coyne
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