Behind Closed Doors
Sy Ari Da Kid Lyrics


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Behind closed doors, These niggas wanna judge me.
Behind closed doors, Your bitch wanna fuck me.
Behind closed doors.

Yeah, from a boy to a mister.
Been cold so long, the summer time feel like a blizzard.
Still there's some days I feel like I don't know my own sister.
RIP Duncan my brother, you know that I miss ya.
Malcom was telling me gotta show love to the strippers.
She look at me, tellin me thank you whenever I tip her.
But I'm only tippin cause they got my song in the mixture.
She prolly thinkin I'm trickin, what the fuck wrong with these bitches?
Club owner giving me bottles but I don't do liquor.
I love all my niggas, but I aint been fuckin with niggas.
Tellin me I'm actin different, maybe you don't know the difference.
Had to grow and make a change, feel like you just in your feelins.
Maybe you just still the same, till it's become an addiction.
I'm standing for something, my papa said keep in our fiction.
I do the same for my son, knowin there's more to be missed.

Behind closed doors, These niggas wanna judge me.
Behind closed doors, Your bitch wanna fuck me.
Behind closed doors.

They fakin a strong.
They love when you off, But hate when you on.
That main when I want, seem like we can't get along.
I been away for so long, this time I'm takin it home. Word.
And when I return, tell all your niggas you busy.
Don't gotta say that you with me, they should never question you really.
When I aint around, they don't be holdin you down.
Seem like when I'm outta town, you so concerned with it now.
Baby girl you in denial, I don't know why I know how.
You sleepin with others, it hurts, even though I fuck around.
Damn, So who is you fuckin right now?
Never mind don't answer that.
I call and you don't answer back.
I feel like all you do is nag, can anybody handle that?
Since everybody got opinions, I be the nigga giving facts.

Behind closed doors, These niggas wanna judge me.




Behind closed doors, Your bitch wanna fuck me.
Behind closed doors.

Overall Meaning

In Sy Ari Da Kid's song Behind Closed Doors, the artist presents the idea that people judge him and talk behind his back when they are alone, behind closed doors. The first verse mentions how even though some people act like they support him in public, they secretly judge him behind closed doors. The second verse talks about the way a girl acts towards him when they are alone, while in public, she acts like she doesn't care. He references his own personal struggles, such as feeling disconnected from his own sister and losing a brother. He talks about visiting strip clubs and tipping the dancers, but only because they play his songs. He also mentions how people have accused him of acting differently since he found success, but he explains that he is just growing and changing.


Throughout the song, Sy Ari Da Kid expresses feeling isolated and lonely, even though he has people around him. He touches on the idea that when people are alone, they express their true feelings towards others. However, it seems like he is struggling to find genuine connections with people. The chorus repeats, "Behind closed doors," and it seems to be a metaphor for the idea that people only show their true selves when they are alone.


Overall, the song Behind Closed Doors by Sy Ari Da Kid appears to be a commentary on the discrepancy between how people act in public versus how they act in private. It explores themes of isolation, judgment, and loneliness. The song suggests that people are more genuine when they are alone and that people do not always act as they present themselves in public.


Line by Line Meaning

Behind closed doors, These niggas wanna judge me.
People criticize me when they think no one is watching.


Behind closed doors, Your bitch wanna fuck me.
Women are attracted to me, even when it's kept a secret.


Behind closed doors.
These things happen away from public view.


Yeah, from a boy to a mister.
I have grown up and matured.


Been cold so long, the summer time feel like a blizzard.
I have faced hardships for a long time, where even good moments feel difficult.


Still there's some days I feel like I don't know my own sister.
Even those closest to me may feel like strangers sometimes.


RIP Duncan my brother, you know that I miss ya.
I am mourning the loss of someone I loved and cared about.


Malcom was telling me gotta show love to the strippers.
A friend advised me to be kind and generous to strippers.


She look at me, tellin me thank you whenever I tip her.
The stripper shows appreciation when I give her money.


But I'm only tippin cause they got my song in the mixture.
I am tipping because I like the music they play in the club.


She prolly thinkin I'm trickin, what the fuck wrong with these bitches?
The stripper might think I'm expecting something more, which is frustrating.


Club owner giving me bottles but I don't do liquor.
The club is giving me free alcohol, but I don't drink.


I love all my niggas, but I aint been fuckin with niggas.
I care about my male friends, but I haven't been spending time with them lately.


Tellin me I'm actin different, maybe you don't know the difference.
People say I've changed, but maybe they don't understand growth.


Had to grow and make a change, feel like you just in your feelins.
I had to mature and change, while others are still stuck in their emotions.


Maybe you just still the same, till it's become an addiction.
Maybe others are still stuck in the same patterns until it becomes habit.


I'm standing for something, my papa said keep in our fiction.
I am standing up for something, my father taught me to stay true to myself.


I do the same for my son, knowin there's more to be missed.
I am teaching my own child the same lessons, knowing there's still more to learn.


They fakin a strong.
Others pretend to be strong, even when they're not.


They love when you off, But hate when you on.
People enjoy seeing you struggle, but don't want you to succeed.


That main when I want, seem like we can't get along.
When I seek affection, it seems like we can't have a good relationship.


I been away for so long, this time I'm takin it home. Word.
I've been gone for a long time, but now I'm returning home.


And when I return, tell all your niggas you busy.
When I come back, tell your friends you're not available to hang out with them.


Don't gotta say that you with me, they should never question you really.
You don't have to tell anyone you're with me, they should already know and not doubt it.


When I aint around, they don't be holdin you down.
When I'm not there, others don't support or stand by you.


Seem like when I'm outta town, you so concerned with it now.
When I'm out of town, you seem more worried than usual.


Baby girl you in denial, I don't know why I know how.
You are refusing to acknowledge something, and I don't know how to make you see.


You sleepin with others, it hurts, even though I fuck around.
You are having sex with other people, and it hurts me even though I do the same thing.


Damn, So who is you fuckin right now?
I am wondering who you are having sex with currently.


Never mind don't answer that.
You don't have to answer that question.


I call and you don't answer back.
I try to reach you, but you don't respond to me.


I feel like all you do is nag, can anybody handle that?
I feel like all you do is criticize me, can anyone handle that kind of behavior?


Since everybody got opinions, I be the nigga giving facts.
Everyone has something to say, but I am the one telling the truth.




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