Pushed Away
Synthetic Delusion Lyrics


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You pushed me away

I won't forgive you this time

You pushed me away

I won't forgive you this time
It was something it was something you had to do, so go your way and please don't ever look back,

Cause its all over, there is no repairing the mangled and empty, its for the good of yourself just believe me, I wish pain would reside so I can open my eyes an despise you put me back together, set my emotions for a long walk back to myself , I hate everyone that had a doubt,

(All pain aside)

Stay here

And I see the day you walked away

Hate you

And I understand why you can't stay

Stay here

Don't pretend like you won't be remembered

Get out of here now!

What are you hiding?

What are you keeping from me?

What are you hiding?

What are you keeping from me?

Your poison flows through my veins, I will hide till I purify, no one will ever know where I've gone, my heart is as empty as it is cold, and I won't forgive you this time

(All pain aside)

Stay here

And I see the day you walked away

Hate you

And I understand why you can't stay

Stay here

Don't pretend like you won't be remembered

Get out of here now!

What are you hiding?

What are you keeping from me?

What are you hiding?

What are you keeping from me?

Push me out I wont forgive you this time

Push me out I wont forgive you this time

Well you've made me stronger than you,

You made me stronger than all,

You made me stronger this time,





You made me stronger

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "Pushed Away" by Synthetic Delusion speaks about being hurt and betrayed by someone who was once close to them. The singer of the song is expressing their feelings of anger and pain, and they refuse to forgive the person that betrayed them. The first verse says that the person pushed them away, and this time they won't forgive. However, the singer seems to understand that it was something that needed to happen, so they tell the person to go their way and not look back because it's over, and there is no repairing the damage that has been done. They seem to be struggling with the pain and hurt that took over. The singer wishes that the pain would subside so they could start to despise the person who pushed them away.


The chorus repeats twice and is the most potent section of the song. The singer is fiercely determined to stay strong, and the anger that they're feeling towards the person who betrayed them is clear. They say that they hate the person and understand why they couldn't stay, and they don't want the person to pretend like they won't be remembered. The tone of the chorus is intense and forceful, the singer letting the listener know that they won't be pushed away again by that person.


The second verse is darker than the first, and the singer is speaking about the venomous effect that the person's actions have had on them. The person has poisoned them, and they need to purify themselves, cut off all ties, and go their own way. They won't forgive the person this time, and there will be no reconciliation. The final lines of the song convey a sense of strength and defiance. The singer is no longer the victim, and they claim that the person who pushed them away has only made them stronger.


Line by Line Meaning

You pushed me away
I feel rejected by you


I won't forgive you this time
I am hurt and cannot forgive you easily


It was something it was something you had to do, so go your way and please don't ever look back,
I understand that you had to do what you did, though it hurts me deeply. Please do not stay in my life anymore.


Cause its all over, there is no repairing the mangled and empty, its for the good of yourself just believe me, I wish pain would reside so I can open my eyes an despise you put me back together, set my emotions for a long walk back to myself , I hate everyone that had a doubt,
Our relationship is irreparable and it's better for you to move on. I feel so hurt that I cannot even hate you properly. I need time to heal and find myself again.


Stay here
I want you to stay by my side


And I see the day you walked away
I remember the moment you left me


Hate you
I feel strong negative emotions towards you


And I understand why you can't stay
I comprehend the reasons why you cannot be with me


Don't pretend like you won't be remembered
I will not forget about you, so do not act like you will be easily forgotten


Get out of here now!
Leave this place immediately


What are you hiding?
I suspect that you are not telling me everything


What are you keeping from me?
I want to know what is it that you are not telling me


Your poison flows through my veins, I will hide till I purify, no one will ever know where I've gone, my heart is as empty as it is cold, and I won't forgive you this time
I feel consumed by the negativity that you have caused me. I need to distance myself from you until I can cleanse myself of it. I feel hurt and empty, and I cannot forgive you easily.


Push me out I wont forgive you this time
If you push me away again, I will not forgive you so easily


Well you've made me stronger than you,
Your actions have made me stronger than you


You made me stronger than all,
Your actions have made me stronger than anyone else


You made me stronger this time,
Your actions have made me stronger this time around




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