Halo
System Syn Lyrics


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A trip down to the street where my halo fell
Will tell you all you'd care to know about me
A passage through a lifetime
In relative terms I've already died

Now my hope can't stay afloat on it's own
She's praying still she'll die alone
And I can't own my face like this
It's really not me, I swear to god

My real identity could crush a thousand "me"s
With just the flick of a halo
The tick that tells you I'm nervous
You deserve this

What did you find in that dark street
Seeped into pavement so discreet
A swept up dream
A pile of glass

And everything slows down too fast for me
For me
That's what you'd care to know
And throw yourself in front of my face

Covered with your lame embrace
And tell yourself you never knew
The things in life that I've been through
Just tell yourself you never knew





What I've been through

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of System Syn's song Halo are cryptic, melancholic, and offer profound insights into the depths of human emotion. The opening line takes us on a journey to a street where the singer's halo fell, indicating that he has lost his sense of purity and innocence. For the listener, this suggests that something has happened to the singer, which has changed him irrevocably. He then says that a "trip down to the street" will "tell you all you'd care to know about me." This line is telling us that this place holds the key to who he is as a person. By going there and seeing what happened, we can understand what caused him to lose his halo.


Further, the passage "In relative terms, I've already died" means that he has undergone some significant trauma or transformation that has changed him intrinsically. The singer's past is revisited in this song, and his present is in a state of chaos. He is unable to reconcile with his true self, and his hope is misplaced. He is praying for death but does not want to die alone. The next line, "And I can't own my face like this; it's really not me, I swear to God," conveys that the singer has become someone else entirely, and he is uncomfortable with that.


The chorus speaks of the singer's true identity, which he claims could "crush a thousand 'me's" with the flick of a halo." The implication here is that his real self is more powerful, but he is afraid to reveal it. He also mentions that "The tick that tells you I'm nervous; you deserve this," which implies that he is punishing himself and that he deserves the pain he is causing himself. The final lines are a plea to the listener to understand what he has been through. He wants his emotions to be recognized, and he wants to be seen for who he truly is.


Line by Line Meaning

A trip down to the street where my halo fell
Visiting the place where my purity was lost


Will tell you all you'd care to know about me
My past holds all the information you seek


A passage through a lifetime
My life has been full of significant events


In relative terms I've already died
I've been through so much that I feel numb and lifeless


Now my hope can't stay afloat on it's own
I'm losing faith in myself and need help to hold on


She's praying still she'll die alone
Despite help, I still feel isolated and unloved


And I can't own my face like this
The face I present to the world is not my true self


It's really not me, I swear to god
I insist that this is not the real me


My real identity could crush a thousand "me"s
The true me is so great that my current state is insignificant


With just the flick of a halo
A simple gesture could reveal my true identity


The tick that tells you I'm nervous
The small action that reveals who I truly am


You deserve this
The truth is something you have earned


What did you find in that dark street
What did you learn about me from my past struggles


Seeped into pavement so discreet
My past troubles were hidden beneath the surface


A swept up dream
A long lost aspiration that was abandoned


A pile of glass
The remnants of something that used to be whole


And everything slows down too fast for me
I can't keep up with the pace of life


For me
It's difficult and overwhelming for me


That's what you'd care to know
My struggles are what you're curious about


And throw yourself in front of my face
Trying to understand my past by putting yourself in my position


Covered with your lame embrace
Your efforts to comfort me seem insufficient


And tell yourself you never knew
Trying to deny the truth about what I've been through


The things in life that I've been through
My experiences have shaped me into who I am today




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Kara Dioguardi, Matthew R. T. Gerrard

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