Go On
T.K. Project: Bee in the Bonnet Lyrics

I'll tell you flat out
I will be honest and straightforward with you

It hurts so much to think of this
The thought of this hurts me deeply

So from my thoughts I will exclude
I will try not to think about it

The very thing that
What bothers me the most is

I hate more than everything is
I despise this more than anything else

The way I'm powerless
I am unable to control

To dictate my own moods
How I feel emotionally

I've thrown away
I have given up on

So many things that could've been much more
Many opportunities that had great potential

And I just pray
I hope

My problems go away if they're ignored
If I avoid them, they'll go away

But that's not the way it works
However, that is not how things work

When I go down
When I am in a bad place

I go down hard
I struggle greatly

And I take everything I've learned
I try to use my experiences

And teach myself some disregard
To ignore and forget about things

It hurts to hit the bottom
Hitting rock bottom is painful

And of the things that got me there
The reasons behind my struggles

I think, if only I had fought them
I wish I had dealt with them earlier

If and when I can
When I am able to

Clear myself of this clouded mind
Get rid of my confused and unclear thoughts

I'll watch myself settle down
I will observe myself becoming calm

Into a place where
A state in which

Peace can search me out and find
I can find inner peace

That I'm so ready to be found
I am willing to be found

The hope I had in friendships
My hopes about friendships

The secret to find an end to this
The solution to end my problems

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
I am unable to control what I thought I could

While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
The guilt I constantly feel makes me feel like I am being punished

Reprimands me
Tells me that what I did was wrong

Then and there
At that moment

I confess
I admit

I'll blame all this on my selfishness
I believe that my selfishness is the reason for everything

Yet you love me
But you still love me

And that consumes me
Your love is all I need

And I'll stand up again
I will rise up again

And do so willingly
And I will do it by choice

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
Your hope gives me life

You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
You ease my heavy emotional burden and make me feel better

As I exhale I hear your voice
I feel comforted and hear you speaking to me

And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
I reply, but in a soft whisper

And from my lips the words I choose to say
The words I carefully select to speak

Seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
They may not be impressive, but they are what a flawed human can offer

Because I love you
My love for you is the reason

And life is now worth living
My life has value now

If only because of you
All because of your love

And when they say that I'm dead and gone
When people say that I have passed away

It won't be further from the truth
It will be far from the truth

When I go down
When I am feeling low

I lift my eyes to you
I look up to you for help

I won't look very far
I won't search for it too hard

Cause you'll be there
Because I know you will be there for me

With open arms
Ready to embrace me

To lift me up again
To help me rise again

To lift me up again
To help me rise again