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I Was A Lover
TV on the Radio Lyrics


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I was a lover, before this war
Held up in a luxury suite, behind a barricaded door
Now that I've cleaned up, gone legit
I can see clearly: round hole
Round whole, square peg don't fit

I'm locked in my bedroom, so send back the clowns
My clone wears a brown shirt, and I seduce him when there's no one around
Mano why mano, on a bed of nails
Bring it on like a storm, till I knock the wind out of his sails
And we don't make eye contact, when we have run-in's in town
Just a barely polite nod, and nervous stares towards the ground
I once joined a priest class, plastic, inert
In a slowdance with commerce
Like a lens up a skirt

And we liked to party
And we kept it live
And we had a three volume tome of contemporary slang
To keep a handle on all this jive

Ennui unbridled, let's talk to kill the time
How many styles did you cycle through before you were mine?
And it's been a while since we went wild and that's all fine
But we're sleepwalking through this trial
And it's really a crime it's really a crime it's really a crime
It's really criminal

We're just busy tempting, like fate's on the nod
Running on empty, bourbon and god
It's been a while since we knew the way
And it's been even longer since our plastic priest class
Had a goddamned thing to say

I was a lover before this war

Overall Meaning

TV on the Radio's song "I Was A Lover" delves into one's conscious and unconscious desires in the midst of war-like situations. The lyrics narrate a personal struggle between who the singer was before the war and who they became after it. The song starts with a flashback of the singer as a lover before war, enjoying luxury and freedom, which faded away once the war started. The singer describes how he had to hide behind barricades, and now that he has "cleaned up and gone legit," he still doesn't fit in with the new ways. The lyrics seemingly suggest that the singer is still trying to find his place in a society that has changed drastically since the war, where the system isn't quite the same as before.


As the song advances, the singer describes how he has started playing with himself by creating a clone, leading to moments of seduction that happen when they're alone. The singer then goes on to talk about how he has adapted to this new lifestyle, but only because he's forced to. The lyrics suggest that he's not content with having to be boxed in by his surroundings. The singer mentions being a part of a priest class - this implies that there was a particular group or group of people who could propagate religion and commerce together. The singer seems to have walked out of being a part of this class, and the effect that experience had on him is clear in the lyrics.


TV on the Radio's "I Was A Lover" aims to bring forth the underlying human desires that might fester in war-like situations. The song talks about individuals who're trying to create something new and who're trying to find solace in personal reflections. It's about understanding what's going on rather than just accepting the changes around you.


Line by Line Meaning

I was a lover, before this war
I used to be someone who loved before this conflict began.


Held up in a luxury suite, behind a barricaded door
I am now sheltering in a posh room, protected by a barrier.


Now that I've cleaned up, gone legit
After coming to my senses and changing my ways, I am now lawful.


I can see clearly: round hole
I am have regained my clarity: a circular gap.


Round whole, square peg don't fit
However, a round gap won't accommodate a rectangular piece.


I'm locked in my bedroom, so send back the clowns
I am confined to my chamber, so I request to dispatch the jesters.


My clone wears a brown shirt, and I seduce him when there's no one around
My identical self is clothed in brown, and I am attracted to him only privately.


Mano why mano, on a bed of nails
We're engaging in a duel of equals under harsh conditions.


Bring it on like a storm, till I knock the wind out of his sails
Just like a tempest, I will challenge him until he is left deflated.


And we don't make eye contact, when we have run-in's in town
We avoid looking at each other during our encounters in public.


Just a barely polite nod, and nervous stares towards the ground
We barely acknowledge each other with a respectful nod and shy glances downward.


I once joined a priest class, plastic, inert
I was formerly a member of a religious order, fake and immovable.


In a slowdance with commerce
I was involved in a paso doble with trade and profit.


Like a lens up a skirt
This was like peering from below up someone's dress with a telescope.


And we liked to party
We enjoyed having fun and going wild.


And we kept it live
We kept it real and fresh.


And we had a three volume tome of contemporary slang
We possessed a collection of the most current jargon in a three-book series.


To keep a handle on all this jive
To maintain a grasp on all this trendy talk.


Ennui unbridled, let's talk to kill the time
Uncontrollable boredom; let's chat to pass the time.


How many styles did you cycle through before you were mine?
How many attitudes did you try before being with me?


And it's been a while since we went wild and that's all fine
It's been some time since we've let loose, and that's okay.


But we're sleepwalking through this trial
However, we're just stumbling blindly through this test.


And it's really a crime
What we're doing is truly a sin.


it's really criminal
Our actions are simply unlawful.


We're just busy tempting, like fate's on the nod
We're consumed with courting danger as if fate is disinterested.


Running on empty, bourbon and god
We're depleted, fueled only by alcohol and faith.


It's been a while since we knew the way
We've lost our bearings and haven't known the right path in a while.


And it's been even longer since our plastic priest class
Moreover, it's been even longer since we've heard from the phony religious group.


Had a goddamned thing to say
They had nothing meaningful to contribute whatsoever.




Lyrics © DistroKid, BMG Rights Management, Capitol CMG Publishing, Peermusic Publishing, WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: BABATUNDE OMOROGA ADEBIMPE, DAVID ANDREW SITEK, DAVID KYP JOEL MALONE, GERARD ANTHONY SMITH, JALEEL BUNTON

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Allison White

I haven’t heard this song years. I almost, ALMOST forgot how good it is.

Danielle MacQuarrie

I had half a lyric stuck in my head the last few months.. I just rediscovered this song, and I feel so much peace right now!

Sarah White

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Godfrey Liarson

I saw them at moedown I either 2011 or 12. Idk why but the audience was throwing glowsticks at the lead singer. He was untouchable! I thought it was because everyone wanted to try to make contact vicariously, but damn, If it wasn't the best game of dodgeball i ever saw.

Drageadroth

Always will love this song and TV on the Radio. Agh.

andthefatman

This song will have no years on it.

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