Selfish
TWENTY88 Lyrics

You know I ain't having that shit
I strongly disagree with your behavior

How could you be so selfish
Your actions are causing harm to others, without considering their feelings

Phone off, careless
You ignore my calls and messages, without any consideration or care

You ain't drinking no more that's bullshit
You lied about stopping drinking for my sake - this is not true

I heard your taking more shots than a full clique
I heard that you're actually drinking alcohol with a group of friends, more than ever

No call, no text, huh?
You have not contacted me recently, is this on purpose?

That's how you feel when you stressed, huh?
Your stress is causing you to ignore important communication from me

You know I'm from a tribe called questions
I ask many questions, especially when something doesn't seem right

I need them answers now like it's test time
I need you to provide answers to my questions, urgently

Do you realize how many good girls I lost
I lost opportunities with other good women, because I chose to focus on you

When I changed the number for you
I went to great lengths to accommodate your needs, even changing my phone number

When I needed that peaceful sleep and still cuddled for you
I sacrificed my own comfort to make sure you felt loved and secure

You ain't even know when times get hard I bent up the budget
When times were tough, I had to stretch my finances to make ends meet

I kept it subtle
I didn't want to burden you with my financial struggles

Might as well put jackets over the puddles for you
I am willing to go to great lengths to make sure you are comfortable, even in the rain

You're acting irreplaceable, pfft, hardly
You are acting as if you cannot be replaced, but this is not true

I should have took the warning sings
I should have paid attention to the signs that indicated our relationship was not healthy

On nights I hit you when you wen you backs at me
On some occasions, I was physically violent towards you when you turned your back on me

The morning time, you got me on the borderline
Your behavior has pushed me to the edge, and I am struggling to cope

I used to want to put the work in now I feel like overtime
I used to be willing to work hard to keep our relationship alive, but now it feels like too much effort

When I hit you late night, texting
When I message you late at night, hoping for a response

Phone off, no stressing
You have turned off your phone and are not worried about our communication

No pics, no calls, no sexting
You are not sending any pictures, making any calls, or engaging in sexual conversation

Why would you just play with the one who been there with you when no one would come
Why are you treating me badly, when I have always been there for you

Can't believe I stayed faithful to somebody so ungrateful
I can't believe I remained loyal to someone who doesn't appreciate my efforts and sacrifices

Don't you know there's a line for my love
There is a limit to how much I can love and care for you, and you have crossed that line

And you be out here lying on us
You have been dishonest about our relationship, even though it affects both of us

Ain't that some shit
Isn't this frustrating or disappointing

And you wonder why the past has changed us
You are surprised that our relationship has changed, but your actions are the cause

Wonder why it ain't the same for us
You are confused about why our relationship is not the same, but you need to look at your behavior

You keep fuckin it up it's all on you
You are responsible for our failed relationship, due to your selfishness and thoughtless behavior

I think it's time to breakdown
I am approaching a point of emotional breakdown or crisis

Testing me now, stressing me out
Your actions are testing my patience and causing me considerable stress