Disease
Tapping The Urge Lyrics

Feels like you made a mistake
I feel like you did something wrong

You made somebody's heart break
Your actions caused heartache for someone

But now I have to let you go
I must move on from you

You left a stain
You caused an enduring negative impact

On every one of my good days
Your negative impact is felt frequently

But I am stronger than you know
I have resilience beyond your perception

No one's ever turned you over
No one has confronted you

No one's tried
No one has attempted to hold you accountable

To ever let you down,
To cause disappointment for you

Beautiful girl
A term of endearment for someone who is damaging

Bless your heart
An expression of condescension or sarcastic empathy

I got a disease
My obsession with you feels harmful

Deep inside me
My issue is within

Makes me feel uneasy baby
My obsession is causing discomfort

I can't live without you
I feel unable to cope without you

Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
I am asking for a solution

Keep your distance from it
Avoiding the problem is advised

Don't pay no attention to me
I am requesting to be left alone

Feels like you're making a mess
I feel like you are causing chaos

You're hell on wheels in a black dress
You have a destructive impact despite your alluring appearance

You drove me to the fire
Your actions led me into a problematic situation

And left me there to burn
You abandoned me in my difficult situation

Every little thing you do is tragic
Even your small actions have negative consequences

All my life, oh was magic
Prior to you, my life was wonderful

Beautiful girl
Even though you are harmful, you are still attractive

I can't breathe
I feel stifled by your presence

I think that I'm sick
I realize that my obsession is unhealthy

But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
Let me struggle without interference

You taste like honey, honey
Even though you are bad for me, you are still appealing

Tell me can I be your honey
I am asking for your attention and affection

Be, be strong
I encourage myself to be resilient

Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I am reassuring myself of a future without my obsession

I'm free of my disease
I have overcome my harmful obsession

Yeah well free of my disease
Emphasizing that I have overcome my obsession