FourFive Seconds
Tay Watts Lyrics
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I might get a little drunk
I say what's on my mind
I might do a little time
'Cause all of my kindness
Is taken for weakness
Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
I'm just tryna make it back home by Monday mornin'
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
Ooh, that's all I want
Woke up an optimist
Sun was shinin', I'm positive
Then I heard you was talkin' trash
Hold me back, I'm 'bout to spaz
I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
And we got three more days 'til Friday
I'm tryna make it back home by Monday mornin'
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
Ooh, that's all I want
And I know that you're up tonight
Thinkin', "How could I be so selfish?"
But you called 'bout a thousand times
Wondering where I've been
Now I know that you're up tonight
Thinkin' "How could I be so reckless?"
But I just can't apologize
I hope you can understand
If I go to jail tonight
Promise you'll pay my bail
See they want to buy my pride
But that just ain't up for sale
See all of my kindness
Is taken for weakness
Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
And we got three more days 'til Friday
I'm tryna make it back home by Monday mornin'
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
Ooh, that's all I want
FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
And we got three more days 'til Friday
I'm just tryna make it back home by Monday mornin'
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
That's all I want
The song "FourFiveSeconds" by Tay Watts is an emotional track that delves into the complexities of relationships and the power dynamics that exist within them. The opening line, "I think I've had enough, I might get a little drunk," sets the tone for the rest of the song as the singer admits that they are at their breaking point and may act impulsively. They then go on to say that they will do whatever it takes to defend themselves, even if it means going to jail. The lyrics "all of my kindness is taken for weakness" suggest that the singer has been taken advantage of in the past, leading to a sense of bitterness and resentment.
The chorus is a repetition of the lines "Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin', and we got three more days 'til Friday, I'm just tryna make it back home by Monday mornin', I swear I wish somebody would tell me." This creates a sense of urgency and desperation as the singer tries to hold onto their sanity and find a way out of the situation they are in. The second verse introduces the idea of optimism and positivity, but this is quickly shattered when the singer discovers that someone they trusted has been talking badly about them. This sends them into a rage, and they once again admit that they are in danger of losing control.
Overall, "FourFiveSeconds" is a powerful song that explores themes of vulnerability, anger, and the struggle to maintain one's sense of self-worth in the face of adversity. It highlights the fragility of relationships and how easily they can be damaged, but it also suggests that there is a way forward if we are willing to hold onto hope and forgiveness.
Line by Line Meaning
I think I've had enough
I am tired of pretending everything is fine
I might get a little drunk
I may turn to alcohol to numb my feelings
I say what's on my mind
I am not afraid to speak my truth
I might do a little time
I am willing to face the consequences of my actions
'Cause all of my kindness
My gentle nature is often taken advantage of
Is taken for weakness
People view my kindness as a flaw
Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
I am close to losing control of my emotions
And we got three more days 'til Friday
I am counting down the days until the weekend
I'm just tryna make it back home by Monday mornin'
I want a peaceful weekend and a safe return home
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
I am asking for guidance and support
Woke up an optimist
I began the day with a positive outlook
Sun was shinin', I'm positive
The optimism continued with a bright, sunny day
Then I heard you was talkin' trash
My positivity was dampened by hearing negative gossip about me
Hold me back, I'm 'bout to spaz
I may lose control of my emotions and react violently
And I know that you're up tonight
I am aware that someone is currently awake and thinking about me
Thinkin', "How could I be so selfish?"
They are wondering if their actions were unkind or thoughtless
But you called 'bout a thousand times
I have received numerous calls from this person trying to reach me
Wondering where I've been
They are concerned about my whereabouts
Now I know that you're up tonight
I have come to the realization that someone is awake and specifically thinking about me
Thinkin' "How could I be so reckless?"
They are upset with themselves for being irresponsible
But I just can't apologize
Despite the situation, I am unable to say sorry
I hope you can understand
I am asking for empathy and forgiveness
If I go to jail tonight
My actions may have legal repercussions
Promise you'll pay my bail
I am making a request for financial assistance in the event I am arrested
See they want to buy my pride
Others want to make me feel ashamed or guilty
But that just ain't up for sale
I refuse to let anyone take away my self-respect
FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
I am still on the verge of losing control
And we got three more days 'til Friday
Time is passing slowly as I wait for the weekend
That's all I want
My desires are simple, I just want peace and stability
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