Walls
Tectonic Fusion Lyrics
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And your selfish entertainment
But I don't mind
I just do what I'm told
My eyes are open
But all I see is the wall
I'd feel much better
If you'd look at my face
So I'll change my dress
And I'll change these shoes
If it will make him love me
And I'll cut off my hair
And I'll rouge my cheeks
If it will make him love me
I smile and nod
But I know there's nothing there
No feelings or emotions
Other than lust
And I am soiled
And my thighs are sticking
He says he loves me
I wish that he did
So I'll change my dress
And I'll change these shoes
If it will make him love me
And I'll rouge my cheeks
And I'll cut off my hair
If it will make him love me
My hands are dirty
But my mouth is clean
It's too much of a challenge
For me
And my dress is crumpled
And my hair is a mess
They help to express
My shame
My hands are dirty
But my mouth is clean
It's too much of a challenge
For me
And my dress is crumpled
And my hair is a mess
They help to express
My shame
Your personal achievment
Is based on my defeat
It's all a little twisted
To me
Your personal achievment
Is based on my defeat
It's all a little twisted
To me
So I'll tear off this dress
And I'll burn these shoes
If they make him love me
And I'll shave off my hair
And I'll wash my face
If they make him love me
And I'll tear off this dress
And I'll burn these shoes
If they make him love me
And I'll shave off my hair
And I'll wash my face
If they make him love me
The lyrics to Tectonic Fusion's "Walls" is a contemplation of one's self-worth and the lengths one is willing to go to please others. The first stanza is a commentary on the performative nature of society and how it ultimately leads to individuals blindly following the expectations of others. The line "I just do what I'm told" highlights the feeling of powerlessness and lack of control that one may feel in the face of societal pressures. The repetition of the phrase "if you'd look at my face" shows the desire for genuine connections and for one's efforts to be seen and appreciated.
The second stanza is a lament about the physical and emotional toll that one may endure in the pursuit of pleasing someone else. The lines "And I'll cut off my hair and I'll rouge my cheeks if it will make him love me" exemplify the pressure that society puts on women to fit into a certain mold and the sacrifices that they make to be accepted. The repetition of "if it will make him love me" shows the desperation to be loved and the willingness to sacrifice oneself in the process.
The third stanza shifts focus to the singer's relationship with the person they are trying to please. The lines "No feelings or emotions other than lust and I am soiled" reveal the lack of emotional depth in the relationship and the singer's sense of degradation. The repetition of the phrase "if it will make him love me" underscores the futility of the singer's efforts.
The fourth stanza is a meditation on shame and the internal struggle that one may face when their actions and behaviors do not align with their values. The line "My hands are dirty but my mouth is clean" suggests that the singer may be doing things that they do not necessarily agree with and the line "they help to express my shame" exemplifies the intrinsic discomfort that one may feel when they betray themselves.
The fifth stanza highlights the dynamic between the singer and the person they are trying to please. The line "Your personal achievement is based on my defeat" shows that the singer's efforts are ultimately futile and that the person they are trying to please sees their compliance as a win.
Overall, "Walls" is a poignant commentary on the performative nature of society and the ways in which it can lead individuals to betray themselves. It also serves as a warning to those who may find themselves in a similar situation to prioritize their own well-being over the opinions of others.
Line by Line Meaning
It's all for you
I'm doing this for you
And your selfish entertainment
because you want it, not because I want it
But I don't mind
I don't care that I don't want it
I just do what I'm told
I'm following your orders
My eyes are open
I'm aware of what's going on
But all I see is the wall
but I feel trapped and stuck
I'd feel much better
I'd be happier
If you'd look at my face
if you paid attention to me as a person, not just as an object
So I'll change my dress
I'm willing to change myself
And I'll change these shoes
in any way necessary
If it will make him love me
if it will make him pay attention to me
And I'll cut off my hair
I'm willing to make sacrifices
And I'll rouge my cheeks
to make him happy
I smile and nod
I'm pretending to be happy
But I know there's nothing there
deep down inside, I know this isn't right
No feelings or emotions
there's no love, just lust
Other than lust
all there is is physical attraction
And I am soiled
I feel dirty
And my thighs are sticking
I'm uncomfortable
He says he loves me
but I know it's not real
I wish that he did
I wish it was true
My hands are dirty
I've done things I regret
But my mouth is clean
I haven't said anything wrong
It's too much of a challenge
it's hard for me
For me
personally
And my dress is crumpled
I'm a mess
And my hair is a mess
I don't look good
They help to express
they show
My shame
that I'm not happy with myself
Your personal achievment
your satisfaction
Is based on my defeat
comes at my expense
It's all a little twisted
it's not fair
To me
from my perspective
So I'll tear off this dress
I'm willing to take drastic measures
And I'll burn these shoes
to make him love me
And I'll shave off my hair
whatever it takes
And I'll wash my face
to be the person he wants me to be
If they make him love me
if it will make him notice me
Contributed by Xavier W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.