Torn
Teresa Lyrics

I let them burned me
I allowed others to harm me and cause me pain through their actions.

I let them drowned me
I allowed others to overpower me and cause me to feel helpless and lost.

Look / Into my bloodshot eyes
Please take a moment to truly see and understand the immense pain and anger that I am feeling.

Can you see the presence of hate?
Do you notice the intense feelings of animosity and bitterness that are consuming me?

My mind was tempted by illusions
I was led astray by false hopes and unrealistic expectations that have left me feeling disillusioned and lost.

I am a / Child with an unfeeling and hollowed mind.
I feel like a shell of my former self, with no place for emotions to find purchase within me.

My body is shaking and shattering.
The pain and trauma I have experienced has left me physically and emotionally broken.

Even though I've got no feeling of fear anymore
I have become so numb to the violence and pain inflicted upon me that I am no longer capable of feeling afraid.

I let the vultures / Torn out my eyes to disconnect me with my seeing of reality
I allowed others to blind me to the truth of the situation, so that I could avoid confronting the painful reality of my life.

Those / Vultures torn off my ears
Others have caused me to become deaf to the world around me, so that I can no longer hear anything beyond the anger and pain within myself.

But I still hear the voices in my head / The voices in my head / I can hear it they're calling me Gasoline.
Despite everything, I can still hear the voices within my head, urging me towards actions of violence or self-harm.

It's drenching me. / Do you smell it? / Gasoline.
I have become so overwhelmed by anger and pain that it feels like I am drowning, suffocating in an endless flood of rage and despair.

BURN Gasoline.
The only release from the pain seems to lie in setting everything ablaze and starting fresh from the ashes of destruction.

The anger grows within me
My rage and hatred only continue to fester and multiply within my soul.

I've got nothing to lose other than my / Consciousness
At this point, I have already lost so much that the only thing that matters to me anymore is finding some kind of escape from the endless pain and turmoil of my life.

Hatred is flowing through my veins
I have become completely consumed by my anger and bitterness, until it feels like it is coursing through my very blood and bones.

What will you do when / Your mind comes crashing down / Nothing can save you from this.
When my anger and despair inevitably force me to reach a breaking point, there will be nothing anyone can do to help me or protect me from the consequences.