Magnolia
Texas in July Lyrics

I remember that day,
I recall the specific day when something happened between us.

When I tried to patch your pain with faith,
I attempted to alleviate your suffering by appealing to religious belief.

And you betrayed me and our family,
You deceived me and caused harm to our relatives.

Was it easy for you to walk away?
Did you find it simple to abandon the situation and leave?

Full speed ahead with no turn back,
You moved forward rapidly without hesitation or the possibility of advancing.

I watched the days turn your soul to black.
I saw how time transformed your personality into something dark and negative.

I never knew what your love was,
I was never able to comprehend what your affection for me truly constituted.

I can't accept it to this day,
Even at present, I cannot acknowledge or embrace it.

Your life is driving me insane,
Your existence is causing me to become mentally unwell and unstable.

And I can't even begin to explain,
I'm not even capable of starting to elaborate on it.

This situation to anyone,
I can't communicate this scenario to anybody.

Because I've lost my mind.
I'm not sane anymore.

Lost my mind.
I have become insane.

Mad, walking like the dead,
I'm enraged and moving like a lifeless corpse.

You walked away and paid no respect,
You left me and disregarded me, showing no consideration or admiration.

To those who love you.
To those who cherish you.

Now you did it,
You've finally done what you did.

And it's over now,
It's concluded now.

No longer to be controlled,
No longer subject to management or domination.

You made your choice,
You've made your decision.

Now I'm through,
I'm finished now.

And I hope and pray that sense will find you.
I wish and beseech that you will become reasonable.

I'm sorry, sorry.
I apologize, apologize.

I'm sorry that this is how it has to be in the end,
I regret that this is the way things have to end.

I simply have nothing left to give,
I have absolutely nothing more to offer.

You've drained me,
You've depleted me.

For the worst,
For something unpleasant or unfortunate.

I'm the one that always put you first,
I'm the person who consistently prioritized you.

I am alone,
I am solitary.

You let me drown.
You allowed me to perish in the water.

I can't forgive you,
I'm incapable of pardoning you.

But my memory of you will always stay,
But I will always remember you.

As a loving person, who threw it all away.
As a kind, affectionate individual who wasted everything.

Let me down.
Disappointed me.