Break
The Ace Lyrics

I've always wanted to do something big with my life
I have long desired to achieve something significant and impactful in my life.

But I was preoccupied
However, I was distracted and consumed by other matters.

Something of mine wasn't quite right
There was a part of me that felt incomplete or flawed.

I ran into trouble, I fell into Hell
I encountered difficulties and found myself in a state of despair.

It took me years to come back to myself
It required a significant amount of time for me to rediscover and reconnect with my true identity.

It took me years to ask someone for help
I struggled for a long time before finally seeking assistance and support from others.

But slowly I managed to climb out the well
Gradually, I was able to overcome my challenges and rise above my hardships.

On top of the mountain, take in the moment
At the peak of success, I pause to fully appreciate and cherish the present experience.

I realised I'm the opponent
I came to understand that the biggest obstacle or adversary I face is myself.

Life is a blank page, you are the poet
Life offers endless possibilities, and it is up to you to create and shape your own story.

You're writing your future
Through your actions and choices, you are shaping the course of your future.

You don't even know it
Sometimes, you may not even realize the profound impact your decisions have on your future.

I fell off a cliff and grew wings on the way down
I experienced a significant downfall or failure, but it ultimately pushed me to develop new strengths and abilities.

I thought I was fucked
Initially, I believed I was trapped or doomed.

The curse was a gift man, I'm feeling great now
In hindsight, the challenges or hardships I faced turned out to be blessings in disguise, and I am now in a positive state.

I'm all the way up
I have reached a high point in my life and feel emotionally and mentally strong.

Yeah, I really hope that you find your peace
I genuinely wish for you to discover inner tranquility and contentment.

I really hope that your mind's at ease
I truly desire for your thoughts and emotions to be calm and relaxed.

Begging to God I was on my knees
I pleaded with God while humbling myself in a state of desperation.

Yeah, praying that one day I'd be released
I fervently prayed for liberation and freedom from my struggles.

I realized all this time I had the keys
I came to the realization that I possessed the power and control to overcome my obstacles all along.

Never give up if you wanna be free
It is crucial to persevere and remain determined if one desires to experience true freedom.

Never give up and abandon your dreams
One should never surrender or forsake their aspirations and ambitions.

Fear's an illusion, it's not what it seems
Fear is often deceptive and distorted, not accurately reflecting the true nature of the situation.

I feel like a prisoner of my own mind
I experience a sense of confinement and restriction within my own thoughts and emotions.

And I wanna break free
I have a strong desire to liberate myself and break free from these mental shackles.

No mountain in the world that I wouldn't climb
I am willing to face any challenge or obstacle, no matter how difficult, in order to attain my freedom.

Just so I could break free
My sole purpose and motivation is to emancipate myself from these inner restrictions.

I almost gave up on breathing
There was a moment when I contemplated giving up on life itself.

Every day I was thinking of leaving
Each day, thoughts of escaping or ending my existence plagued my mind.

I started typing a text, then deleted it
I attempted to reach out and express my turmoil by drafting a message, but ultimately decided against sending it.

Did it 5/6 times, I repeated it
I went through the process of writing and deleting the text multiple times, unable to fully express my emotions.

Never felt more defeated, I started weeping
I experienced a profound sense of loss and hopelessness, leading to tears and emotional distress.

I sent the text, I felt something releasing
Eventually, I mustered the courage to send the message, and it brought a sense of relief and release.

You know that you really should speak to someone
Deep down, you are aware that seeking a conversation with another person is essential.

But you keep your mouth shut regardless
Despite this knowledge, you choose to remain silent and not share your struggles with others.

You're blocking your light and you don't even know
Unbeknownst to you, your silence and refusal to open up prevents your inner light from shining through.

You're the one who's creating your darkness
It is your own actions and choices that contribute to the creation of your feelings of darkness and despair.

Tell me how am I supposed to get past this?
Expressing frustration and seeking guidance on how to overcome these challenges.

How am I supposed to get past this?
Asking for advice and seeking a way to move forward from the current difficulties.

You wanna stop the pain? You gotta look within
To alleviate the suffering, one must introspect and delve into their own inner self.

You're walking on ice that's looking thin
Metaphorically, you are treading on unstable ground, and the situation may soon become hazardous.

I'm doing alright because I won the fight
I am currently in a satisfactory state because I emerged victorious from the battle.

But you'll never know quite what it took to win
However, you may never truly understand the challenges and sacrifices I had to overcome in order to achieve this state of well-being.

It's hard for a man when he opens up
It is often challenging for a man to reveal his vulnerability and express his emotions openly.

Cos when he opens up he feels weak
This is because, when a man exposes his inner feelings, he often perceives it as a sign of weakness.

So we all just act like we don't give a fuck
As a result, many of us adopt an attitude of indifference or apathy as a defense mechanism.

But that's not the truth underneath
However, beneath the facade, this display of detachment does not align with our authentic selves.

We suffer in silence, drowning quietly
We endure our pain and anguish within ourselves, silently struggling and suffocating.

I never told anyone about my anxiety
I kept my anxiety hidden and did not confide in anyone about it.

Scared to be judged undesirably
I was afraid of facing negative judgments or being perceived negatively if I were to share my anxiety.

That's just the pressure I feel from society
This fear and reluctance to open up stems from external societal expectations and pressures.