Pittsburgh
The Amity Affliction Lyrics


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I've been searching for an exit, but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.
For a few minutes get me away from here,
For a few minutes wipe away my tears.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.

It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step,
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire under my skin
And I'm drowning from within
I can't take another breath,
Please tell me I am not undone.

I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end.
I can't take another step, I cannot live inside my mind,
I can't face another day, I am so fucking tired.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.

It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire under my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone.

I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment, wishing I was dead.
I'll take another step for you
I'll shed my tears until I drown, or until I am underground.
I'll take another breath for you
Will you still be there when I'm home, out from the great unknown?

It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire under my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone.

It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire under my skin
And I'm drowning from within.




I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone.

Overall Meaning

The Amity Affliction's song Pittsburgh is a poignant look into the mind of someone battling with mental illness. The opening lyrics convey the feeling of being stuck inside one's own thoughts, irrevocably lost and wishing for an escape. The allusion to the ocean deep highlights the overwhelming nature of the thoughts that plague the songwriter, with the sinking feeling of being adrift adding to the sense of hopelessness. The second stanza describes the physical and emotional toll of mental illness with harrowing imagery. This is followed by a repetition of the opening lines as the songwriter is pulled back into their own headspace, struggling with the day-to-day fight against their own thoughts.


The chorus builds on the theme of being overwhelmed by mental illness, describing the sensation of metaphorical fire and water taking over the body, both burning and suffocating the songwriter. The urgency and desperation in the lyrics are palpable, with the repeated plea of "Please tell me I am not undone" highlighting the fear of succumbing to the illness in the songwriter's mind. The final stanza speaks to the inner strength necessary to keep going through the struggle, with the songwriter promising to keep moving forward despite the struggle. The chorus repeats once again, giving the listener a sense of the cycle of illness and recovery that the songwriter deals with every day.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been searching for an exit, but I'm lost inside my head;
The singer is mentally trapped inside their own head, desperately searching for a way to escape their negative thoughts and emotions.


Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.
The singer is consumed with thoughts of ending their life, and feels overwhelmed by the constant burden of living.


For a few minutes get me away from here,
The singer desires a temporary escape from their mental state, even if only for a brief moment.


For a few minutes wipe away my tears.
The artist longs for someone to comfort and console them in their time of emotional distress.


For I am lost right now as the ocean deep
The artist feels completely adrift and hopeless, like they are lost at sea with no sense of direction or hope.


I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
The singer feels deeply depressed and despairing, with a heavy heart that seems to drag them down.


It's like there's cancer in my blood,
The singer feels like their negative emotions are eating away at them from the inside, like a disease that they cannot cure.


It's like there's water in my lungs,
The artist feels suffocated by their emotional pain, like they are drowning and cannot breathe.


And I can't take another step,
The artist feels exhausted and overwhelmed, with no energy or motivation to move forward.


Please tell me I am not undone.
The artist desperately seeks reassurance that they have not passed the point of no return, and that they can still recover from their mental anguish.


It's like there's fire under my skin
The singer feels intense emotional pain that seems to burn and consume them from within.


And I'm drowning from within
The artist feels like they are slowly being engulfed by their negative thoughts and emotions, and are unable to fight back or escape.


I can't take another breath,
The singer feels suffocated and overwhelmed, like they are unable to take a deep breath or find any relief from their mental distress.


Please tell me I am not undone.
The singer again seeks reassurance that they have not reached a point of no return, and that they still have the strength to carry on and fight for their mental health.


I'll take another step for you
Despite their exhaustion, the singer is willing to keep moving forward for the sake of someone else, even if they do not feel they have the strength to do it for themselves.


I'll shed my tears until I drown, or until I am underground.
The artist is willing to express their emotions and cry until they can cry no more, even if it leads to their death or until they are buried in the ground.


I'll take another breath for you
The artist is willing to push through their pain and take another breath, even if it is for someone else's benefit, and not their own.


Will you still be there when I'm home, out from the great unknown?
The singer seeks reassurance that the person for whom they are pushing through their pain will still be with them when they finally emerge from their mental anguish and are able to heal.




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: Ahren Stringer, Michael Baskette, Troy Brady, Ryan Burt, Joel Birch

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@abyan2380

LYIRICS


I've been searching for an exit
But I'm lost inside my head
Where I spend every waking moment
Wishing I was dead
For a few minutes get me away from here
For a few minutes wipe away my tears
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink
It's like there's cancer in my blood
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within
I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone
I've been searching for an exit
But I'm lost inside my head
Where I spend every waking moment
Wishing this would end
I can't take another step
I cannot live inside my mind
I can't face another day
I am so fucking tired
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink
It's like there's cancer in my blood
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone
It's like there's fire my skin
And I'm drowning from within
I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone
I've been searching for an exit
But I'm lost inside my head
Where I spend every waking moment
Wishing I was dead
I'll take another step for you
I'll shed my tears until I drown or until I am underground
I'll take another breath for you...
Will you still be there when I'm home
Out from the great unknown?
It's like there's cancer in my blood
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone
It's like there's fire my skin
And I'm drowning from within
I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone



All comments from YouTube:

@akikoyume4722

Everyone who's dealing with depression, any other mental illness or incurable sickness... I would love to give you a hug right now... please feel loved and cherished... I know you're broken and in pain, but you're not alone... there are people out there that share your pain and care about you - please hold on ♥

@iRadiSad

as someone dealing with depression this comment made me cry.. thank you for you kind words..

@evanmull8539

Im trying so hard right now <3 thank you for your message

@BlackNGoldRules

I lost my wife to cancer March 8, 2019. We loved this song. We were from Pittsburgh and that was actually what jumped out about this song to us. She ended up dying from cancer being in her blood and had fluid in her lungs. Every time I hear that part, I just think of the irony how it remind me of her now. I miss you honey. Always.

@LhRossJ

sorry for your loss brotha this song will forever be a banger

@TTatham

Sorry for your loss find solace in music my friend hold your head high she would want you to man

@thaynealexander

I'm sorry for your loss.

@andresramirez3009

That's one of the saddest things I've heard. I hope music can lift you up. 🤘🏽

@derekmachiele4133

Sorry man I can't imagine you wanna hit someone ill sprawl

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@JordanExplores97

That children's choir still gives me major fucking chills so many years later. Such powerful and emotive music. I hope Joel knows he's helped so many people with his lyrics.

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