Growing Pains
The Apache Relay Lyrics


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Fifty-seven years
A hundred kin are dead
Worried signs way out of my skin
I feel the roses on my face
Bloody knees fell into the modern day

Don't tell me
I'm only
Under the weather
Feeling so strange
Growing pains

Dust bowl dreams
Haunted sleep
Waking up to promises I can't keep
Fill my lungs
With so much of hometown loss
Help me feel comfortable

Don't tell me
I'm only
Under the weather
Feeling so strange
Growing pains

It's just a feeling
It's all that it is
Those aren't your worries
You have no regrets
But my head keeps falling
Out of my hands
I'd love to feel good
Got lines in the sand

Don't tell me
I'm only
Under the weather
Feeling so strange
Growing pains

Don't tell me
I'm acting
A little dramatic




Feeling so strange
Growing pains...

Overall Meaning

The song "Growing Pains" by The Apache Relay is a melancholic and introspective ballad that explores the theme of growth and change. The lyrics depict the challenges and uncertainties that come with growing up and facing the harsh realities of life. The first verse starts with the line "Fifty-seven years, a hundred kin are dead," painting a vivid picture of loss and grief. The use of numbers gives a sense of magnitude to the tragedy, emphasizing the extent of the pain felt by the singer.


The second half of the verse introduces the idea of anxiety and restlessness, with the line "worried signs way out of my skin." The next line "I feel the roses on my face" is a metaphor for feeling the weight of the world on one's shoulders. The following line "bloody knees fell into the modern day" highlights the contrast between traditional values and the modern world, where people are forced to adapt and sometimes lose their footing along the way.


The chorus of the song repeats the phrase "don't tell me I'm only under the weather, feeling so strange, growing pains." This line suggests that the singer is feeling a range of emotions that cannot be dismissed as mere physical discomfort. The second verse touches on the theme of the American dream and the idea of chasing promises that are hard to keep. The song ends with the lines "don't tell me I'm acting a little dramatic, feeling so strange, growing pains," which serve as a reminder that we all go through difficult times and that it's okay to struggle.


Line by Line Meaning

Fifty-seven years
I have lived a long life of fifty-seven years


A hundred kin are dead
I have lost one hundred relatives


Worried signs way out of my skin
I am filled with anxiety, making me feel like my skin is crawling


I feel the roses on my face
I am hyper-aware of my surroundings and can feel the soft petals of roses on my cheek


Bloody knees fell into the modern day
I fell and scraped my knees, reminding me of how different things are now in the present age


Don't tell me
Don't dismiss my feelings or try to invalidate them


I'm only
My current state is not permanent or extreme


Under the weather
I don't feel well, both physically and emotionally


Feeling so strange
My emotions and thoughts are perplexing and unfamiliar


Growing pains
My inner turmoil is the result of personal growth and development


Dust bowl dreams
I dream of a time of hardship and despair, like the dust bowl era


Haunted sleep
I toss and turn at night, plagued by distressing thoughts and dreams


Waking up to promises I can't keep
I am reminded of my own shortcomings and unfulfilled commitments


Fill my lungs
I want to breathe deeply, to find a sense of calmness


With so much of hometown loss
My hometown no longer feels like the same comforting place it used to be


Help me feel comfortable
I am seeking some level of ease and familiarity in my life


It's just a feeling
Despite the intensity of my emotions, they are fleeting and not permanent


It's all that it is
My distress has no deeper meaning or explanation beyond being a natural part of the human experience


Those aren't your worries
Others cannot fully understand or comprehend the source of my anxiety


You have no regrets
There is nothing I can go back and change about my past to ease my current pain


But my head keeps falling
I am having trouble keeping my thoughts together


Out of my hands
I feel like I have no control over my thoughts and emotions


I'd love to feel good
I yearn for a sense of happiness and contentment


Got lines in the sand
I have created boundaries in my life and am unwilling or unable to cross them


Don't tell me I'm acting a little dramatic
Don't downplay the intensity of my feelings by suggesting that they are overblown or exaggerated


Feeling so strange
My emotions and thoughts are perplexing and unfamiliar


Growing pains
My inner turmoil is the result of personal growth and development




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